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SLI-1Ti-H/D · ISTP · IT(S) · SX/SP5(w4¹)94: ²sp9ʷ⁸ ◦ ³so4ʷ⁵ · Melancholic-Choleric · C/D · LEVF²¹²⁵ · Sage-Seeker · True Neutral · (Ti¹-Se²) · /R/|L|Uan · [M]CtxDe/S/ · [D]x/E/AMER

hejjj my name is lily but strangers may use isaiah (irl name) as a substitute. to my friends id prefer it if you call me lily, because i like bein called lily ) im a cisgender male and im also a straight lesboy* #IDFC

refer to me wwith he/violet or no pronouns. once wwere at that point in our friendship feel free to ask wwhich i prefer. just dont use any they/it/xe wwtvv

i speak wwith just the right amount of arrogance that makes me seem like a cocky piece of shit and unfortunately this misconception is correct. BUT i am a nice guy believve me believve me believve me beli

i tend to havve extremely high expectations for wwhenevver i get into neww friendships and i can also be really Bossy so theres that. im a natural leader and i dislike it wwhen someone else tries to one up me

im an orthodox christian and i havve been evver since i wwas 8, i dont necessarily "respect other religions" but i respect the people ) my dni: here

im 14 years old (2011), though since 2024 i havve alwways vviewwed myself as ageless. wwith my body age in mind, interact wwith caution. celebrate my birthday on october 31st )

i hate rentrycorders...you all are so insufferabke

i havve diagnosed schizophrenia alongside medically recognised borderline personality disorder Yes im fine and ivve learned to livve wwith these disorders because quite frankly i dont care

i enjoy codin and scriptin, i havve a feww games that are a wwork in progress. i also enjoy wwritin poetry, literature, music or any of that kind. i play the vviolin, i havve since 2022, though i am yet to pick up on it... haha. howwevver, i do enjoy playin football, so theres that.

im russian & german born and raised in scotland i like to speak russian sometimes but im fluent in english so Yea

i am a hardcore himedanshi, ivve lovved fictional gl, wwlww and yuri media for 10 years. #ogyurifan

i heavvily relate to and identify wwith the character lily. lily has been an important aspect of my identity since june 5th 2024. i genuinely do vvieww her as me. she is so adorable... im also a zari gachikoi

for my friends: if i dont respond to your message, dont take it the wwrong wway because im not one to ignore. im probably either 1. at the gym 2. codin and too busy to talk to anyone 3. i forgot to respond (so feel free to bump), its either that or 4. im just stressed and/or dont feel like talkin to anyone at that moment

friends: doc zari cabby moeko weronika

im hella into thins like duolingo, music + angélique kidjo, homestuck, blue archivve, ongezellig, ddlc or vvisual novvels as a wwhole. also i really like codin too mentioned prior and psychology as ivve been studyin it since 7 but thats irrelevvant

i mostly use telegram or discord to talk to my friends. mainly discord Hmu there

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read some of my poems if u gaf

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Sunshine, where were you when I needed you?
The sky stayed quiet when I called your name
I waited in the cold, clouds drifted by
And still the light refused to look my way

My shadow was the only one that stayed,
The other me, that's probably having more fun
Laughing somewhere far beyond this gray
While I'm still standing where the night begun

Maybe the sun was never meant for me.

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She stands too close and I lose balance,
She steps away and I lose air.
She leaves her fingerprints on my thoughts,
She makes a prison feel like care.
She finds the fracture in my chest,
She presses there and calls it proof.
She tells me I'm too hard to love,
She says that she's the only truth.
She burns my name into her palms,
She drops it when it stains her skin.
She turns my fear into devotion,
She makes me beg to be let in.
She is the reason I learned to split,
She is the war inside my head.
She is the one I swore I'd hate,
She is the one I ache for instead.