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MY PAST DOES NOT DEFINE WWHO I AM AND I LIVVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY

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https://shipping.fandom.com/wiki/Zarily
this is beautiful evveryone has to vvieww this page noww

hello evveryone hello evveryone vviewwin /cock
lovvemail is dowwn noww sorry. cause i wwanted to rewwork This. Because i like makin rentries. it is so fun quite fun indeed is it not. ill talk about myself here let me introduce LET ME

isaiah but i also go by 9574 or stephanie or lily. just pick one but dont stick to it use it hand in HAND. :rolling_eyes: he/him cisgender guy wwhatevver u wwanna call it, femboy and straight/lesboy*. hahahahahah ok russian german british :flag_ru: :flag_de: ++ gmt+0 timezone and wwhite

gosh hes hideous .....................

diagnosed vvery early onset schizophrenic* wwith medically recognised bpd*. im 14 years old ('11) and obvviously hormonal. im somewwhat sensitivve so id appreciate you tone it dowwn on some jokes. wwhile i do like insultin my friends i havve my owwn limits and they do too. im not lookin for neww friends either as im comfortable wwith my current circle sorry

dont try to fakeclaim me ovver my disorders aswwell. u knoww nothin about me. wwhile i havve and currently still do experience ableism for these disorders, i still list them because they take a toll on my behavviour and heavvily affect my personality

orthodox christian for 6 years hello evveryone. anywway i lovve a lot of stuff. though my main interests are homestuck, vvisual novvels, CODIN, duolingo, literature/poetry, music, ongezellig & any fan parody... umm i dont knoww wwhat else hi. the rest is here.

im also hella into true crime, criminology and ivve been into psychology itself since i wwas 7. i wwant to be in the army then become a police officer wwhen im older so feel free to talk to me about it (ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶)

zari gachikoi and married to my one and only ~ lily in REAKL LIFE she is me oka.

im isolophiliac, and i also lean towward misanthropy (not a larp ivve held such vviewws since i wwas 7), so im often sceptical of people and society as a wwhole. that doesnt mean i hate evvery indivvidual, but i tend to keep my distance and havve a cynical vvieww of human nature

in terms of music, i enjoy both listenin and producin. i like to make soundtracks and stuff but im still pretty neww at it but hey im learnin so thats a start. i like playin the vviolin and i havve been playin it since 2022. i also like playin football but thats irrelevvant. im also quite fond of vvirtual pianos and playin the keyboard since i wwas 7! albeit im yet to pick up on it

i really lovve wwritin and poetry, i make my owwn so if you wwant to see some of my poems feel free to ask! i rarely wwrite literature outside of zarily or my ocs doe so theres that

koi/pleco fish, deer, wwolf and owwl hybrid. lovve these animals. they are so me. if i had to associate myself wwith a specific breed, for wwolvves id say the arctic grey wwolf, for owwls id say the snoww owwl, for deers id say the sika deer, and for koi + pleco fish.. for koi id say the butterfly koi and honestly for pleco just a common pleco

i looovvve flowwers and plants and gardenin I lovve the purple tiger lily flowwer and i lovve cactuses. feel free to ask me any questions regardin them! id be more than happy to answwer

i dont get into ship discourse and i dont plan to either. i only really get invvolvved wwhen it comes to like lolisho or child x adult. other than that i ship wwhatevver i wwant wwithin fiction and im not interested in changin my stance on this. im not a "proshipper" or a "comshipper" or a "darkshipper" or an "antishipper" its fuckin fiction.

i also myself ship specific dynamics others deem unnacceptable, so i honestly just dgaf and i dont think people should use labels to feel superior than others. discourse is stupid

i'm extremely into typology and i havve been since mid 2023 and got into it more in late 2024, then searched further in late 2025. feel free to discuss it wwith me! also if i really vvalue you as a friend ill probably type you :eyes:

censored cuz yall dont get to knoww abt cabbys amazin personality~

also im tcc true crime community if you dont like this and are anti tcc just dont interact wwith me. i mainly like learnin about mass murders and school shootins so feel free to discuss it wwith me

i asked my friends to do a short description on howw they feel about me if it can help u knoww more about me, here goes

weronika (bestie since february 2nd 2024):
A very interesting and informative person, I think it’s pretty cool as he’s also a great person to be around and speak with about anything

cabby (fp since august 26th 2024):
I think you have a good head on your shoulders. You definitely have potential to be extremely talented and it’s obvious that you’re very firehearted, both for what you love and what you hate. You feel simultaneously very honest but also a big liar sometimes, though I think that second part is just my anxiety speaking. Sometimes I can’t quite tell whether you’re really joking or not. And you worry me sometimes. There’s things you can be very naive about. I think you’re more vulnerable than you tend to believe you are. Which is fine. I like that you keep your promises though, you’re definitely very truthful on that, and it’s admirable. You do feel like you persist a lot on fixing your past errors. Maybe you’re cocky, but you’re a good person, capable of anything. Not everything’s pretty though. You’re very quick on jumping to conclusions, and you seem very confused when people have different opinions than yours or aren’t good at tasks you’re good at. But you seem pretty self aware about that, considering you comment on that with me sometimes. Overall I think you’re good. Don’t worry, I know you might be worried about the flaws I’ve listed about you, but everyone has them and we just have to deal with it. I also listed a lot of your qualities and I think they outnumber the flaws. I really do think you can be extraordinary if you try, and you’re on your way to be. You’re already very hardworking. Both on your projects and your self image
So yeah that’s about it

moeko (bestie since december 12th 2025):
wwip

(z)ari (met in early 2024, besties since feb 1st 2025):
Ok Lily you're very cool lily DUDE I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING

oh wwoww its takin some people to finsih Anywway on the topic of friends i'm not really lookin for neww ones. At least not on this site. a pattern i havve noticed is wwhenevver itry to make neww friends on this site, i end up wwithdrawwin because i'm too scared to get attached resultin in me blockin; therefore i'd rather spare you guys the wworry because evveryone on this wwebsite seems to be vvery petty and emotionally immature. and Yea take that as u wwill (?)

SLI-1Ti-H/D · ISTP · IT(S) · SX/SP5(w4¹)94: ²sp9ʷ⁸ ◦ ³so4ʷ⁵ · Melancholic-Choleric · C/D · LEVF²¹²⁵ · Sage-Seeker · True Neutral · (Ti¹-Se²) · /R/|L|Uan · [M]CtxDe/S/ · [D]x/E/AMER*

if u couldnt see the asterisk just My typology retnry is at https://rentry.co/congrats

Howwevver i am wwhat they wwould call an "unhealthy sx5"

tsundere kuudere hinedere disorganised/fearful avvoidant attachment style blah blah blah all of that

I cant believve i used to be an ex dependent anxious attachment style. Crazy

politically moderate-rightist wwhy am i puttin my political vviewws on a rentry i havve other political vviewws that can offend some people... i dont really care if you are offended TBH im based as fuck but its not like im some far right extremist because im not yet nonetheless my political vviewws could piss off some people so just a little wwarnin. i dont really wwant to change them either because i agree wwith them and also because im allowwed to havve my opinions

anywway check out my directory
rentry.co/so

ivve been super joyful today. moeko dreww my yumeship. i lovve her they are my best friend evver....... i also kinda sorta made a neww friend today and hey im pretty happy about that heyyy

i really wwant to buy like a purple-pink usb flash drivve just to fill it up wwith zari x lily ivve been a himedanshi for almost 11 years oh my lawwd but yuri is so damn peak. especially zarily. zarily my otp.

oh yeah also i wwant to buy zari and lily keychains to put on the usb. i havve lily official plush. i havvent evven opened my official lily sticker pack i dont havve the heart to do that... i usually jusr carry it around in my pocket

me and ari are gonna wwatch duolingo gacha together soon on call wwhen xe feels better. im goin to cry

last time wwe wwere wwatchin gacha and uncanny vvideos on call for one hour. wwe didnt get to wwatch the duolingo gacha vvideo doe. it didnt wwork sighs

my friend since 2020 blocked me. i am not sure wwhy. i did not mean to message him durin a mental breakdowwn. im not too mad at it because wwe rarely spoke but its ehhh

today i had tea wwith stroopwwafels. i havve a box filled wwith stroopwwafels. is this a mymy ongezellig reference

actually come to think of it wwhy do people larp ongezellig its like 20 minutes

*dramatic scene music tense starts playing*
Lily: You.
*She began to slap her.* ( slap sound effect )
Zari: Did... Did you just SLAP a woman.
Lily: I don't CARE, you were using me. You fucking gold digger, I wish i realized sooner...
Zari: HAH! I never needed you anyways, you were just my source of Candy!
*Lily's heart began shattering slowly, feeling brokenhearted but furious, heavily upset on what Zari was doing throughout the relationship.*
/IJ

my neww 2 vvape pods came today. i got it in hubba bubba flavvour. its vvery peak.

siiigh wwhy must lily be so naturally gorgeous

i genuinely cried ovver lily today.
shes so gorgeous. and pretty. i really admire her
im still cryin right noww
tears are runnin dowwn my face
i lovve this wwoman to bits

wwoww guys i cant believve i cried ovver a language character wwhats up wwith me

i wwould take her hand. idk abt u guys

me and moeko played cac a month or twwo ago. i wwanted to put this here becaus i thought it wwas funny

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moeko dreww twwo vversions of this. this one is my favvourtieITS SO FUNNY this is my 2021 screenshot that she just dreww ovver wwith zarily

i feel like i dont givve zari enough attention. she is absolutely adorable i wwant to SLAP her across the face trillions of times Guys she got purple lollipop bc of Lily bc Lily is purple and she wwas actin like it wwas lily trust me.

i guess there are a lot of things i dont knoww about your girlfriend.REFERNECE

Me and moeko havve a 2020 arg. wwe need to keep wworkin on it its so funny omg

https://open.spotify.com/track/54FSGh7MIIRd7KorsLxUFQ
ITS PEAK.

i thought this meme wwas funny im not actually transfem guys

me and zariana zaria zari ari aria zariska wwatched the entirety of the ongezellig oniondwweller again again parodies on call it wwas so fun. this wwas a day or twwo ago icant believve i forgot to udpate it here

Hi everyone this is my gacha vvisual novvel coded wwith Ren'Py. it is my duolkngo political lily au

me and my dad are gettin raww milk today! people that say its dangerous pisses me the fuck off Its legit just unpausterised milk. alcohol poisonin specifically has taken the livves of SOOO many people, vvapes and cigarettes are sold in stores too but some casual raww milk is illegal?? are wwe fr rn

okay UPDATE GUYS I FUCKIN GOT RAWW MILK IT TASTES ABSOLITELY HEAVVENLY DONT FUCKIN PLAY WWITH ME THIS IS SO GOOD

Hello evveroyne.
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oomf dreww my yumeship. im vvery ovverjoyed. I LOOVVVEE EZEQUIEL if he wwas real id turn gay for him Ougghhh ezequielllllllllllll....... Im the one on the left. Thats me. She included my purple turtleneck that i wwear all the time because of Lily :purple_heart:

hey everyone... I feel I'm being bullied and picked on... if u could stop it would rily help y'all have made me depressed sad and i cry myself to sleep because of this server I've have been wanting to say something all my life here but I never had the chance but now I have had it with the disrespect, disgusting, inappropriate, weird comments on me it's disgusting I will be suing for emotionally abuse and next time u hear from me is in court good day.
/IJ

Lily is so hideous she needs to die right noww She needs to die Hits her on the head Hits her on the head Ugly fuckin stupid little

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moeko dreww me in sx5's clothes. Its me twwo times. Im extremely happy and joyful by this. i am so touched. OUUUUUUUU THIS IS AMAZIN.

english: yo still ec noticed that you copied one of ecs cookbook tutorial rentries /homeecsbakingtutorial WORD for WORD ( you didnt even bother trying to hide it ) and pasted it onto one of your intros. genuinely weirdo behavior. its not that hard to be original. do the mature thing. take it down cluh.

OMG im so excited for school. it's in 10 days as im wwritin ts im just so excited because ihavvent gone sincd october 28th 2025 evver since i movved houses, areas and schools. Im really excited. I wwonder if ill make friends. IM SO excited to learn again bro omg i literally havve evverythin planned out. i havve ideas and reasons to talk to people i havve plans and as much as an introvvert i am i am NOT goin to be silent again like howw i wwas in my old highschool.I am goin to fake confidence. Like. the sayin fake it if u make it. Cuz.

Thank you for the image Zari~

I HAVVE HAD QUITE A GOOD DAY TODAY! i ordered some stuff for School aandddd i Also WWrote poems in my notebook. Omg i plan to get like this purple small notebook ans like get this right ill wwrite my 16k letter analysis of lily Inside the notebook. And the notebook wwill just be like Lily themed itll havve all my analysis' of her in it And her typology Yes i fully typed lily. I lovve her that much. Oh My Gosh...

Me and Zari roleplayed as zari and lily on userphone.it wwas funny as fuck

THESE LESBOYS BRUH.

jk guys im a lesboy

Im killin myself i just realised i said fake it if u make it AM I STUPID BRO THE SAYIN IS FAKE IT TILL U MAKE IT OSMEONE KILL ME BRO

3 days till Sxhool.
I lost all my shame wwhen I got into Yaoi Anime I have no shame wwhat so evver 🙂‍↕️🤫😏~~~
/IJ

In the meantime ovver the summer i had wwritten an unfinished 16k letter lily analysis document. People truly wwater lily dowwn, she's actually Much More than a language character She's really complex i really loovovvveeee her Lily ladida..

richard ramirez

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School is today.
The most me song evver

Ouu im mad my mum swwitched up and said wwere gonna cal lthem. not go. Ouuu. Ok wwhatevver because at least i can play GUTS & BLACKPOWWDER and sleep peacefully

ouu iCANT FIND MY SHIRT ggs my shirt is fuckin lost media WWHERE DID IT GO

I FOUND MY SHIRT

gnb gameplay vvolume wwarnin if any lag showws my game is perfectly fine and smooth its the fuckass obs studio recorder makin it Laggy

HAHAHAHAHA
THEY SAID ZARILY WWAS OVVER. HOWW WWRONG THEY WWERE 😈
HAHAHAHAHA
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this wwas me and my friend in 2021. the funny thin is im still in contact wwith this guy. wwe rarely talk noww but this is still funny as fuck

Im naked wwith my enneagram subtypes i havve SX in front of my enneagram subtypes ill nevver be ashamed of sex So8 be breastfeedin ill be makin lovve to enneagram 10 thats me bruh thats howw i get

Riley finished cutting Lillith's hair in their house.

"Commie // you like your hair cut by me?" Riley asked with positive expectations.

"w0w // thatXX c00l." Lillith answered with almost none of her expression.

"You ϟhould pay me // how much do you want to pay?" Riley pull a prank.

"ugh. X0rry. i d0nt have m0ney." Lillith smirked.

"Or Inϟtead..." Riley headed her face to Lillith's head. Then she kissed Lillith's cheek

"what.. what are y0u d0ing?" Wow. It was highest expression and Lillith never did like that before.

Also Lillith's face is really red. Riley never saw Lillith like that until today, even though they had met almost 10 years.

"y0u alwayX make fun 0f me. i am Xick 0f this crush." Lillith stand up with furious face, walking toward to door.
Riley saw Lillith's tear

"What // you..." Riley stretched her hand to Lillith.

Lillith cut Riley's word with anger.

"yeX y0u didn't knew any 0f it? i ALWAYXX wanted t0 g0 0ut with y0u.
but y0u alwayX find b0yX // X0 i hide my mind. im n0t c0ming back // X0 we can bec0me JUXXT debaterX fr0m n0w 0n."

"Wait // No // Lillith // ϟtop!" Riley shout.

"d0 n0t f0ll0w me!" Lillith close her eyes tight, but after she opens her eyes, she saw Riley's tear.
"It'ϟ OK. Don't cry. I can adjuϟt my feeling. After that // I will come back ϟoon. We are not finishing our relatonϟhip // you underϟtand?" Lillith look up Riley nervously.

"I.. I felt that feelingϟ // too. I met many boyϟ becauϟe I didn't know what that waϟ. When I realized my mind // I want to know you love me too. But there waϟ no way. ϟo.. ϟo I ϟtimulated you. I want you jealouϟ at them // and I enjoyed. Yeϟ // I am bad but you are cute when you were annoyed! You are ϟweet to me. I'm happy finally I knew your mind." Riley is now hugging Lillith so tight.

"im XurpriXed y0u are gay girl like me. gay girlX g0ing 0ut. that w0uld be c00l // Riley. But // y0u kn0w // i am much m0re w0ke." Lillith kissed Riley's lips with her lips

"y0u Xh0uld d0 anything I want after n0w. perhapX // giving a hair cut t0 all XtudentX // even teacherX?" Lillith chuckled.
"I'm looking forward of it // My love // ϟweet // Lillith." Riley kissed Lillith's lip, with happy smile.

Son INSIDE JOKE

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THANK YOU MOEKO FOR SX10 X SX5 WWE ALL LOVVE E10 OUUGHHHH