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hi my names lily. i guess you can call me isaiah but its my irl name and i havve a heavvy preference for lily so yeah. i go by lily/lilyself pronouns only, he/him is reservved specifically for vvery close friends. or if you knoww me irl. Wwhich i doubt. im an amab cisgender male #ok. i am a lily fullfic/irlkin. she is me, i am her. i am lily morada from duolingo in the flesh!!! no seperatin us.

im 14 years old, russian german portugese ++ livvin in scotland . i havve diagnosed schizophrenia, diagnosed autism and medically recognised borderline personality disorder. these disorders do interfere wwith my behavviour heavvily and affect me by a lot. i can be vvery high maintenance and i consider myself a handful because it is true. i can fluctuate betwween clingy > avvoidant there is no in betwween. my moods are vvery confusin but i try stay optimistic for the most part

interact wwith caution at all times, one wwrong wword and ill likely spiral. i am fragile and should be handled delicately like howw one wwould carry a stack of plates; not to make you feel like youre wwalkin on eggshells but i really do require patience and care. ivve been more prone to episodes and i havvent been myself lately because bpd and hormones havve been kickin my ass. i tend to ovverreact a lot unfortunately and i havve bad temper problems howwevver i havve been tryin to get a counsellor to manage these emotions so theres that

im not lookin for neww friends and i dont think i evver wwill since im perfectly content wwith my current circle. lovve you: Cabby (FP) Zari Moeko Weronika im unstable and vvery obvviously hormonal so im glad you guys can handle me. i lovve you all to bits!

i substance abuse (vvape & smoke) and talk about thins revvolvvin that a lot. wwith that in mind, if you evver get uncomfortable wwith these discussions at any point just tell me. generally if i say anythin that discomforts you dont be afraid to speak to me about it but dont be an asshole wwhen confrontin me, dont blame me for thins you nevver told me you wwere uncomfortable wwith and dont bitch about me to your other friends. shit talkin is nevver the wway. if i find out you havve been talkin about me behind my back, both participants wwill be blocked and ill most likely hold a grudge against you. if you apologise, ill likely forgivve you: just dont think it means ill automatically befriend you again.

im vvery passionate about my moral beliefs and wwhat i stand for. if i feel like someone is bein treated unfairly ill confront you about it because i havve my owwn boundaries and limits and im not goin to ignore them just to avvoid conflict. wwhile i can be pretty apathetic towward a lot of thins that doesnt mean im passivve. if somethin genuinely matters to me ill be vvery vvocal and assertivve about it. id rather address an issue directly than sit back and pretend i didnt notice it

im an intuitivve empath and feel emotions more deeply than they truly are, im also more sensitivve than i come off and id appreciate you not go too far wwhen jokinly bullyin me. i can also at times get vvery ovverprotectivve and evven possessivve wwith my friends. i dont wwant this to be a problem in any friendships of mine though, so if it at any point evver feels like im too much just tell me and ill keep my distance or followw wwhatevver you requested

im orthodox christian and i havve been vvery devvoted since 2020. i dont respect other religions since that wwould mean respectin sin, howwevver i do respect the people and showw kindness + basic respect. although, i wwould not like to interact wwith muslims or antitheists/anti-religious people because i havve only met straight up rude or disgustin people. wwe all bleed red by the wway (except for me my blood is vviolet).

i lovve zari x lily wwith all my heart. i also lovve duolingo as a wwhole. wwith that main interest in mind, i do like vvarious thins that include: le rempart des beguines, ongezellig, blue archivve, homestuck (could you tell?), needy streamer ovverload and more! i also lovve lovve yuri/GL content and i havve for like 10 years #ogHimedanshi

typology: C-EII-1Fi-IJ · INFP (Fi¹-Ne²) ◦ IF(N) · SX/SP5(w4)49: SP4ʷ³ ◦ SX9ʷ⁸ ◦ 594 (Trifix®) ◦ (SX7w6ˢʷ) ◦ P5⁴¹ · Melancholic-Sanguine: PhSa-ChMe-SuSa ⟶ Mel-Chol-Sup ◦ I(4/6.5) C(7/2) A(8/10) ◦ Water-Earth · S/I-d · L⁴V¹E²F¹ ◦ NPBV · Lover/Jester/Seeker ◦ Questioner · True Neutral · Type Personality A · RLu/X/[I] ◦ xotIX|E|S ◦ O+/C+/E-/A~/N+ · Disorganised (Fearful-Avoidant) Attachment Style · Tsun¹Hine²Yoi³Sado⁴-Dere · Guilt+ Complex · Freeze/Fight · IE¹75%CE²/PS³65%RS⁴/RA⁵20%SA⁶