Happily bethrothed to her since 07/02/25 ♡ ...
04/01/26
Hi Ayana, I know it's taken me about a billion years to finally get around to making this, but look! I finally made a lovemail for you. Well, I technically already send you lovemail but it was all over the place in our dms... Take this more like a way for me to archive this stuff. I guess this also counts as PDA. I'll try to write atleast once every few days if I feel like it, I have some ideas of what to write anyways because 1) I'm a freak and 2) I love you a lot so there's a lot to talk about. Y'know? Do you like the layout? I like it, I think it's really cute. I wish there was more blue but I made the layout like this because it reminds me of you. Plus, since this url is dedicated to you, it would only make sense if it was nice and pink and cute and frilly and pink and god it's so pink because I know that's what you like. ( You better love this... ) I'll write more at a later date but you are genuinely amazing, and I love you so much. You're the best partner I have ever had and I want it to stay that way, there is no one who could ever be better than you. Calling with you is so fun I genuinely adore it. Yes we can play GnB Roleplay yes we can play some stupid game yes we can just sit on call and talk I don't care what we do I just want to be with YOU!!!! If we were to be together right now, I wouldn't even care if you were doing something else, because atleast I would be with you, and that's all that would matter. I know you always say 'Thank you' to me for staying with you this long, but thank YOU FOR BEING MY GIRLFRIEND and just my friend. You are an amazing friend and an even better girlfriend . I love you . I love you so fucking much . You mean the world to me okay T_T... You genuinely do. I love you ssoo ssooososossooossooo much. Ok goodbye. I'll write you stuff here I promise,,,

05/01/26
Dear Kiku, you are genuinely the best thing in this world. I love you so much, in so many ways (and yes I tell you this always but I just love you so much that I cannot contain it) and I will forever love you. I see a future with you - a genuine future. Stay with me for eternity, darling, because I love you so much and I want to be with you forever. No matter how I feel, or whether I'm busy, I'm always finding myseld thinking of you. Thinking of us. I can't help but adore us. I already love you but knowing that someone out there loves me as much as I love them, it makes me actually care for myself - actually love myself. I'm not ashamed to say that I love you, and that I love everything about you. I love you for being one of my best friends; I love you for being my PARTNER; I love you for being in my life; I love you for you. Thank you for just being yourself, whether you're at your best or at your worst. You're so straightforward with me and that is all I could ever ask for. Thank you for being comfortable enough that you speak to me about your struggles and don't just lie and say you're fine, as cliché as that sounds. Thank you for treating me the same and actually caring for me. Even if you don't tell me that you love me, I know that you do. I could go years without hearing you say it but that wouldn't matter because, deep in my heart, I will remember how much you love me. I genuinely cannot express how much I love you, sweetness. You're just amazing and so cool and funny and charming and god, you make me feel good. You make me feel happy about being alive. You make me want to live. Being with you and everyone in my life is the best thing I could ever ask for. Being able to have a purpose in atleast someone's life brings me joy. Knowing that you genuinely care for me is all I could ever ask for. Thank you for staying with me. Our 11 months is in 2 days, I CANNOT WAIT. I want to spend the entire day with you but lord I can't due to school, but it's okay. I love lots. Stay with me forever, darling. I love you so much.
+++ You're just super cute in general I can't help but just fawn over how beautiful you are. Your personality is enough for me but, lord, you're truly a beauty.

09/01/26
Dear Ayana, I don't know when you'll see this but I hope you're doing well. I'm currently in my car writing this to you, and, God, I cannot stop thinking about you. I've been thinking about you for hours, days even. I fantasise about us talking about anything. I fantasise about being able to hold you in my arms and so much more. In 27 days, it will be our 1 year anniversary. This last year has been the best year I've ever had. You've contributed so much to making my year better and I genuinely couldn't tell you that enough. I will always tell you how much you matter to me because I want you to know that someone cares for you, and loves you as you are. Even if you change, I'll still love you regardless. So what that you have flaws? Everyone has flaws, so does it really matter? I've grown fond of them anyways, because it's just what I do. We all have flaws, especially me, so I will love you for them. I will love everything about you. I can find something to love you about everything. I love your personality; your face; the way you talk; your accent; your interests; your flaws and the best thing ever is how you're just an amazing friend. You're more than a friend to me(obviously, you're my GIRLfriend) but, if we weren't friends, we wouldn't be dating. I cannot explain how my I adore you. We met over a year ago now, towards the end of 2024. Meeting you was the best thing that could've happened to me, I'm sure of it. I think about how we first met so much, especially because it's so stupid,,, but hey, look at where we are now! I literally love you so much, yes we are Asakiku yes Sweetheart we are please keep on telling me that we are. We've always been asakiku. I remember how we used to act before dating and god we already acted like a couple. It's so cute. you're so cute. You're the cutest ever. I love your eyes, they are like black pearls that glisten in the light. I would love to stare into your eyes for hours withour change. Every feature of you is beautiful. I love how you always paint your nails and LORD YOU NEED TO TELL ME MORE OFTEN I WANT TO SEE THEM AGAIN!!!! IT'S BEEN FOREVER!!!! And I just adore how your face looks, it's so gentle and peaceful. I could imagine you as a grand statue with a melancholic look on your face, and I just think that's beautiful. You're truly so beautiful and I know I said this last time but jt just adds on to how charming your personality is... Like oh my god you're so cute please never hate me for when I act like a tease because gooddd I love you You're so cute and I love how we can be serious and have chaotic moments. Love doesn't always have to be big, over-the-top displays, even a simple kiss would be enough. All the times we've just played together and spoken and just spent time together is heavenly. You're genuinely so fun to hang out with. I mean it. You don't have to be energetic with me all the time, I will just appreciate being able to talk to you or see you. I love you sweetheart. I'm so glad it's been 11 months, and soon it'll be a year. Just before we realise, it'll be 5 years. The best 5 years of my life. Thank you for being in my life♡♡♡