Lovemail to my darling boyfriend, William ♡
P.S. I love you, you you you🩷
꒰02/07/25꒱ ꒰05/07/25꒱ To my dearest, Will, Happy three month anniversary to us ♡♡♡ I am so thankful everyday to have met you, you truly mean the entire world to me and you've changed my life since I met you. You're all I ever think about because you're just so perfect, and you're seriously the best boyfriend anyone could ever have. I am so grateful to have gotten with you and took that chance to get with you, because if I didn't I wouldn't have had any of this and would've missed out on everything. Everything about you is just so charming and you always make me feel so loved. I really do feel seen by you and you never fail to make me laugh or feel better about myself, ever since I gotten with you you made me feel so confident in myself and I am so thankful for making me feel this way. I dream of you constantly and always think about you every second, everything always reminds me of you and whenever I listen to Across the Sea and Something and I always get so flustered. You're so sweet and gentle you never make me feel embarrassed or ashamed for being myself, you make me feel so safe to open up around you. I truly dream of a future with us. I really hope this relationship lasts for an eternity and only death do us apart ♡ even then I'll forever keep loving you if something does happen. I love you my sweet darling boy♡♡

꒰05/12/25꒱ To my one and only love, Will, I can never stop thinking about you. You seriously make my day instantly better and you give me something to look foward to when I am in school. I memorized the time from when you usually message me (ok I'm sorry that sounds creepy) and it always makes me excited since I'll be able to talk with you again. I always think about you to pass the time in class especially when a song that reminds me of you I get so flustered. I thank god everyday for letting me meet someone as perfect and sweet as you you're so talented I appreciate everything you do for me and how talented you are with everything you do. It's crazy how this all started from all those strawpage drawings you have sent. I'll love you forever Will🩷.

꒰05/14/25꒱ To my beautiful boy, Will, I can't help but just feel sick with guilt to have caused you to worry about me today and I also feel guilty since I have barely spoken to you today, along with not being able to tell you how much I love you, so I want to say sorry for the hundredth time for that. I want to constantly shower you will all the love I can possibly give because you deserve every bit of it. Even a few hours of not talking feels like an eternity for me. I want to just hold you close and never let you go as I kiss your entire face. I dream of you constantly and finally being able to be right by your side, I can't wait for the day that I'll finally be able to do that. I will always love you unconditionally and I want you to know that nothing will ever get between us, and you'll forever be my one and only. You deserve all the love in the world and I'll forever be here for you. I seriously love everything about you from your voice, your personality, your face, your humor, literally just everything. I can't stress this enough but I literally am so lucky I even had the chance to get with you because you're actually the best person to ever exist. I want to be the one that you marry (holy cornball i'm sorry) and be the one who can do the things your past relationships weren't able to do properly. It hurts me to even think about how such a wonderful person like you was treated so horribly before, But I'm glad I can be the one to treat you how you deserve to be treated. I love you darling. ♥︎♥︎

꒰07/06/25꒱ To my one and only, William, Blahhh I miss you every moment we aren't talking. Recently I've been constantly dreaming of you and I always have been waking up extremely embarrassed. Even right now I'm sitting here day dreaming about you every moment we arent speaking with one another. I can't believe it's going to be five months to us soon, and soon after my birthday. I wish we could've spent my birthday together with each other, and one day it'll happen and I'll never leave your side once I can finally be next to you. Just know throughout my entire trip I'll be thinking about you and only you. I genuinely love you so much I cannot see myself being with anyone else without getting sick, even thinking about any other people gets me sick to my stomach. You're just so perfect and I'll never stop loving you, and I promise I'll be the best girlfriend possible for you because you deserve eveverything. You're just the sweetest guy in the world and your smile is so gorgeous. I hated when I heard that you're insecure about that, because I genuinely think it's the most beautiful thing in the world, and it honestly brings a smile to my face seeing you happy. I hope one day you can overcome all of those insecurities, the ones you have and haven't talked about and just realize how handsome you really are. From head to toe you're just so perfect inside and outside. I love you so much sweetheart 🫶

꒰07/17/25꒱ To my darling, Will, you don't understand what you do to me, it's two the morning as I write this and you've been nothing but on my mind. I am just giggling and smiling like some freak as i'm thinking about you. My face feels so warm and I'm listening to the playlist you made about me. You seriously are the best person in this world you're just genuinely so perfect, and you make me so happy to be able to love someone like this again. I want to be by your side so bad all I wish for is to be able to give the biggest hug ever and kiss you all over your gorgeous face. I can't stop grinning I can't wait for us to get married when we get older, you are the only person I'll ever want to marry. I can't wait to talk to you soon, and I hope you know I always stay up every night just to talk to you in the morning. At this point it became almost a routine for me to do this, and whenever I fall asleep by accident I always feel like I failed as a girlfriend. I can't wait for us to call later too, I just love hearing your voice it's always so soothing to me like yes please keep rambling to me I find it so cute when you do that OH MY GOD YOU JUST TEXTED ME ok, I really really love you Will please never forget that I'll love you forever. 🩷🩷

꒰07/31/25꒱ To my gorgeous boyfriend, Will. Today I had so much fun calling with you, I just love when I can sit around and talk with you without getting bored at all. I love to just admire your beautiful face and hear your comforting voice. I couldn't stop getting all embarrassed and shy anytime you did anything lovey dovey but I'm not sure if you even could tell, but just know I was freaking out on the inside any time you were kissing the screen or saying that you love me. It made me feel so good when you mentioned that anything you see reminds you of me, since I am the exact same when it comes to you. I find it so cute that you'd see something and know it'll be something I like, and I'm so thankful for having a boyfriend that knows me so well. This relationship really made me realized what it's truly like to have someone that really loves you for being you. I love when we can have those deep emotional talks without feeling like the other will judge. It's so refreshing that I don't have anything to complain about you, since you're just so perfect. I can't wait for our 6 months in a week, can you believe it's been that long already? I pray everyday that you can be my forever person, because I genuinely believe we are soulmates. You just make me feel so good and I hope I can do the same for you. I'll love you for an eternity Will, and nothing will ever change how I feel about you and I'll never stop reminding you of this. I can't wait to talk with you soon again, I love you darling.🩷

꒰08/07/25꒱ I LOVE YOU WILL OMG OMG OMG I'VE BEEN SO BUSY ALL DAY SPENDING TIME AND CALLING WITH YOU DARLING I HAVEN'T HAD THE TIME TO EVEN WRITE THIS, but I want to say happy 6 months to us!!!!!!!! I am so thankful that I got the most sweetest boyfriend in the world. I had so much fun spending time and calling with you all day it really made me feel so happy and I kept rereading the message you have sent and your beautiful drawing along with it, and I couldn't stop getting all flustered over it. I hope that we can last forever, and we can have many more months ahead of us. All I dream about is our future together and how I'll finally be able to kiss and hold you. AGAIN I LOVE YOU SOSOSOOS MUCH WILL sorry I had to rush writing this, as of right now i only have 4 minutes left before it's the next day. I love you so much my sweet boy🩷

꒰09/01/25꒱ To the love of my life, William, I had so much fun spending time with you today and earlier when you reminded me of our seven months coming up soon made me realize how so much time had passed. It feels like it was almost yesterday that we met. I never realized that meeting you would change my entire life and how I view things now. I am always so grateful to have you and you make life worth living. In only five months it'll be a year which is crazy, I can't believe I gotten so lucky to have the most handsome guy in this entire world who can also be so patient with someone like me, and I know I mention it all the time but seriously you're SO gorgeous I literally love everything about you, you're so perfect inside and out I genuinely cannot get over that. I always enjoy being able to talk about you to other people and show you off, and I don't care how corny it is but I enjoy doing those stupid couple things like having matching things and stuff like that. It's so fun to do absolutely anything with you we don't even have to play any games, and just listening to you talk is already enough fun for me to be entertained. You're always going to be my favorite person and I hope you know that every love song always reminds me of you along with every little thing you like. I hope I'll get to be in your life forever, I love you so much my darling please never doubt that. 🩷🩷

꒰09/07/25꒱ HAPPY SEVEN MONTHS DARLING!!!!!! I'm so happy that it's basically been over half a year that we've been together, I have felt nothing but happiness and love when I am with you. You always somehow make my day so much better just by talking to me, so thank you for being apart of my life for this long. I am always constantly thinking about you and us together, I seriously cannot stress it enough but I really do love you with all my heart. I wish we could've spent a little bit of time together today, but I don't mind too much I'm just glad we were able to talk at least. I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO WRITE but main point I LOVE YOU!!!

꒰09/22/25꒱ To my Darling, William, it is midnight as I write this and I am crying just thinking about you as I listen to the Beatles. Every Beatles love song reminds me of you, you don't understand how madly in love I am with you, I am always constantly dreaming about you, and us together you're just the most perfect man in the world. PLEASE MARRY ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!! I DON'T CARE HOW LONG I HAVE TO WAIT FOR IT JUST AS LONG AS WE GET TO MARRY!!!! I always say this but we ARE soulmates you just fit me so well, you understand me, and you are so patient with me, so thank you so much for this. You never fail to get me out of a mad mood, even during my episodes you somehow know to make me feel better and understood. I am so grateful to have someone like you, seriously I will never let you go because I cannot stand to see you with anyone else, nor can I be with anyone else who can be just as good as you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WILL YOU'RE MY PRIDE AND JOY YOU MAKE ME SO UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY. The Arthur to my Kiku🩷🩷🩷🩷

꒰10/07/25꒱ HAPPY EIGHT MONTHS MY DARLING🩷🩷🩷 it's still shocking to me that it's been this long, it only feels like we've only gotten together yesterday and that we've known each other for years at this point. It's about to be one year of us meeting in only a month and us being together for a year in four. You're the best decision and risk I have ever taken. I am so glad I decided to give guys a chance again and that I was open to dating once more, thank you for being so patient and always assuring me when I need it. I know my bpd can be poopy and get in the way sometimes, but I am thankful you've never once been annoyed with me for it, and I can't thank you enough for that. You genuinely make me strive to be the best girlfriend I can possibly be for you, because you deserve absolutely everything sweetheart. I love how we can talk about absolutely anything and I am open to listening to you talk for hours. I love how open and honest you are with me, and I find it cute that you also do a lot of the same things I do like daydreaming about our future together. One day it wont be a daydream and it'll finally happen. You made my life so much better since we met and I am forever grateful to have you in my life, so thank you for giving my life a meaning to it. I'll never stop loving you and I'll never stop reminding you of this my darling, and I hope for the same from you as well. I only want to be yours only forever.... Ok..? I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU WILL I LOVE YOU WILLIAM WILLIAM IT WAS REALLY NOTHING.......... 🩷🩷🩷

꒰10/31/25꒱ To my future husband, William, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I'm so sorry that I've been busy with so much family stuff, and I cannot wait to hear your voice soon again once we are both not busy. It's been at least two weeks(maybe more??) since we last called and it feels like its been ages since I've heard you😿.. My thoughts have been plagued of just you and I miss being able to spend time with you (even though we text everyday THAT'S NOT ENOUGH!!! I'm greedy and selfish give me all ur time ok don't hitmepls) I wish we could do all the fun things I've been doing this past week together. One day we should go to Philadelphia and see that same submarine and ship I visited so you can see it in person as well. We should also go walking through cemeteries together since that's what we both like doing!!! I really wish I could spend time with you in person and actually be able to kiss and hug you all the time, I'll never stop praying for that day and finally see your handsome face. I love you so much and I cant wait for our nine months in a few more days...... it feels so insane to me still that it's been this long, I don't think I'll ever get over that shock. I want to write more but I honestly cannot think of what else to write which I apologize for, but just know I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! I LOVE YOU WILLIAM I can't wait to hear u soon again my darling 😿😿🩷🩷

꒰11/07/25꒱ To my darling, William, HAPPY NINE MONTHS MY HANDSOME BOY!!! I have had so much fun with you today I enjoyed every second of our call. Literally doing anything with you always makes everything so much more fun and I cannot express how much I love you. I'm so thankful for you staying this long with me, and being able to joke around and then have deep meaningful conversations whenever we talk with each other. I can never thank you enough for being this long in my life and always being there for me when I need it. You always make me feel so loved and important, and I'll always do the same for you as well. You're the best boyfriend in this entire world and I can't wait for the day to finally hold and kiss you all over. You are all I ever dream about and all that I want, literally no one else can compete when it comes to you, I'll always choose you over anyone else. I love hearing your voice and your laugh it always brings me to peace knowing someone does enjoy spending time with me. I seriously want to marry you one day and just live the rest of my life with you. Ok I don't know what else to say I already wrote a ton in ur dms + our call was like 5 hours and I just feel high from you saying that you loveme and acting so cute andstuff OHMYHKDI LOVEYOU SOMJCH YOU'RE SO CUTE🙁🙁. I can't wait to talk with you again tomorrow I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY DARLING;!!!!!!

꒰11/20/25꒱ To my sweetheart, Will, it's been exactly one year of us knowing each other which I find absolutely crazy. Time flies so fast and I am so happy to have you as my boyfriend. It's only a few more weeks until its our ten months and soon our one year will come up aswell 🩷 I can never thank you enough for being by my side for this long and always being there when I need it. I know you tell me not to apologize, but I don't mean to make you worried every time I have an episode and always having them so often. Thank you for never judging me and always giving me the reassurance whenever I need it (no matter how stupid it is too just thank you for answering my dumb questions on if u love me no dip you do) I can't wait for us to call ssoo. It's been ages since we last called because we've just been both busy but I'm seriously excited to hear you soon enough again. I love you sososooso much my darling and I can't wait for us to watch SMILING FRIENDS TOGETHER!!!!! Thank you for putting up with my talks about smiling friends and charpim I really hope you also like this show as well we can be literally Charlie and Pim and we can . I love you I seriously love you you're so handsome and you actually make me so happy😿😿😿😿 I'm so excited to talk to you later my darling mwamwamwamwa

꒰11/28/25꒱ To my only love, William, it's like 11pm as I write this and I'm genuinely so close to sobbing. I can't even tell if it's my period or if I'm so overwhelmed with the love I feel for you. I was looking back at our old convos from when we first met and I'm genuinely I'M CRYING I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Its going to be your birthday in a few weeks and I'm genuinely so excited for you I have some stuff planned and I still need to figure out how to send you the gifts I handmade to you. Our ten months is in a WEEK(?) as well IT'S FINALLY HITTING THE DOUBLE DIGITS!!!! Can we get married? Can we kiss? Ok? I hate how busy I've been recently to not be able to properly spend time with you, because if I could I would spend every second with you. You're all I genuinely need and I can't wait for us to finally be together. I was also rereading your longass message which really makes me happy I'm so glad I have a boyfriend who genuinely cares for me you're seriously all that I want PLEASE WE ARE GETTING MARRIED IN A CATHEDRAL AND WERE GONNA KISS!! KISS KISS KISS!!!!!!!!!!! ouuhhh I'm so happy you love me and I'm so happy I'm your girlfriend and I'm so happy you like talking about me and andansandand yah. I hope you're sleeping well and I know you're gonna check this page LIKE A FREAK!!!!! Tell me when u read this, okay...? I can't wait for us to call Saturday if we can and if not hopefully Sunday then I really miss you I just wanna spend all my time with you. I love you so much darling............. 😿🩷🩷🩷🩷