and after seeing what we saw, can we
still reclaim our innocence?

hello. my name is lottie (or pencey!) however most know me as luka(s) online. i am italian and british and live in england. i have diagnosed audhd, and medically recognised did. i will not list my disorders past this point as an act of safety due to paranoia. i am fifteen years old and nixera (devoid of any gender, but on the feminine spectrum.)
i am very very taken and i love my girlfriend a lot.

please take my disorders into account as i can have very strong and long lasting mood swings, whether it's paranoia or mania. if i get dry or standoff-ish, it is very unlikely to be personal. please do not take it as such ٩(｡•́‿•̀｡)۶

i may take a while to reply to direct messages, especially if you contact me on instagram, twitter or tiktok. i am not on these apps often and will forget to reply/lose interest in conversations there easily. my discord is @tearcores if you want to talk! i'm not interested in making friends as i am very content with my current circle of friends, but if you want to get to know each other i am always open to!

my special interest is my chemical romance (+ solos!), and has been so since i was 11/12. other bands i like are the academy is, cute is what we aim for, cobra starship, fall out boy, panic! at the disco (pre and post split!), pierce the veil, mella, taking back sunday, fuckin' whatever, orchid, knives exchanging hands and a ton of post-hardcore bands. i also occasionally dabble in kpop!

my current hyperfixation is formula 1 and has been since last august. my favourite drivers are françois cevert, nico rosberg, jackie stewart, lewis hamilton, lando norris, and didier pironi. i am also fond of kimi antonelli.