im sorry

I'm really sorry guys, i'm shutting it down. it's all gone too far, broken containment to drama streamers, and the schizos with throbbing hateboners for certain people have started treating it as gospel and dogma when it was only ever speculation.

i started pushing this rrat because i genuinely thought it made sense, humanized the people involved and gave them understandable motivations beyond being evil for the sake of evil, and i made the rentry to keep the narrative like that instead of spreading as a schizo bastardized version where certain livers are Machiavellian sociopaths. it didn't work out that way and only signal boosted the hate further. it is a piece of speculative fiction, intentionally written to sound convincing. i guess it worked too well. if real evidence comes out that conclusively proves this stuff, I might bring it back.

i know some of you probably have backups and screenshots and I can't do anything about that, but i no longer want any part of it and hopefully at least the new version will stay /here/. it stopped being fun or productive a long time ago and started being a witch hunt. it was only ever intended for a small group of anons to read, and the idea of 40,000 people reading this and even 1% of them being schizo enough to take it so seriously they start harassing other people who may be innocent for all we know makes me feel sick and the thought of anything bad happening to anyone scares me. doki said she doesn't want anyone to be hurt and just wants to move on and this wasn't helping anyone anymore. im sorry to everyone this hurt and im sorry to elira

i know it will fall on deaf ears but i ask that people stop sharing it in whatever form it may take from now on

please spread love and positivity to those vtubers you love, instead of seething about people you hate, just unsub and ignore everyone else.