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Before you interact
I am the host & overrider of the Invictus Syndicate. I am psychotic & experience delusional episodes. I am currently NOT READY to recover, however, this does NOT mean I am anti-recovery as I am very much open to helping myself later on.
I am almost always conscious or co - con, however, I will take breaks from time to time. Please keep in mind that I am very hyper active & super talkative! Whenever I am front or conscious, I will not hesitate to leave if I become overwhelmed, upset or if I simply start having some issues I cannot handle in the moment.
Please try not to become aggressive or yell at me for things. Instead, if I have done anything wrong just confront me kindly without attacking me, doing so will make the interaction much calmer! Please be patient with me, I tend to take a while / have a hard time understanding things like sarcasm & social cues, tone-tags are needed & very helpful for this reason!
I often make rude teasing type jokes. Jokes having to do with calling people rude names (idiot, stupid, dumb, loser, etc) are usually my go to. I also make kys / kms jokes when I die in games or other similar things. Please try to take these jokes lightly! I may / have been told I come across as blunt or rude at times. It's often difficult for me to perceive my tone & the way my words come out, so I apologize if I sound a bit harsh.
Please keep in mind that I am a covert narcissist which means I can have a lack of empathy at times & may unintentionally disrespect boundaries. I'd prefer it if I would be the one to initiate conversations. I can be super dry when others try to converse with me, since I don't really like people doing so because it makes me feel forced to talk to them. I normally start conversations because I am actually wanting & would like to talk in that moment. This does NOT mean I dont like you or dont wanna talk with you, I am just very particular about who I speak with (T-T)
My sources
Shizuku Hinomori 、 Noah Sterecra
Volta 、 Kel 、 Xingqiu
Ga ming 、 Sethos 、 Cyno
Kaeya 、 Kinich 、 Sucrose
Guido Mista 、 Armand
Edgar Valden 、 Kamille
Coustas 、 Rui Kamishiro
Seth 、 Kalim 、 Zuma
Espresso Cookie
All of the listed above are me /srs I experience memories / episodes of most of these characters. As a system, it is very difficult to notice if these are sources, delusions or a separate thing as some of them might just be characters I heavily identify as & with, however, they're all still me nonetheless!
Please do not reality check me without consent.
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