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Today I go to school as usual, nothing ever changes. I don't talk or hang out with anyone, I silently endure class. I go straight home afterwards.  It's been that way for 2 whole years at this middle school. When asked about what they think of me, what do my classmates say? "She's very quiet" "She's serious" She's hard to notice" "She's always alone" That's what my existence is to everyone. That's all I am...That's why everyone will be surprised. My heart is actually filled with hate and anger...And more than anything else...They'll know that I wanted to kill them...But. They'll just continue living as normal. What's going to happen tomorrow will be thought of as only a bad dream...

Hej 〜 jag är Isaiah or Lily. I use He/Violet pronouns; I also go by None, and I would appreciate it if you would first inquire as to how I ought to be addressed. I'm a CisMale Femboy AroAce Heteromantic Lesboy* Orthodox Christian and 14Y ('11)

I identify with the characters 1 2 3 + and others of a similar nature. As these identities are deeply significant to me, I would respectfully ask that doubles refrain from interacting. Y'all will never be me.

I do not place my trust in others lightly, and the circle of those who have earned it is exceedingly small. I would respectfully ask that you refrain from initiating contact, as I have found this platform unsuitable for forming new friendships.

I'm diagnosed with Very Early Onset Schizophrenia*, I'm medically recognised with Borderline Personality Disorder* and I have speculated Major Depressive Disorder*.

• These disorders take a toll on my behaviour, please be patient upon interaction. These are not listed here for show and tell, they genuinely do affect me and it will show.

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• I am what people would call an "Unhealthy SX5".

I'm True Crime Community. Yes, that TCC. I don't endourse any real crimes however, and don't support the murder of innocent people.

• I am an isolophiliac and lean toward misanthropy a disposition I have maintained since childhood, rather than a recently adopted affectation.
  • As such, I am often sceptical of both people and society at large. This should not be mistaken for indiscriminate hatred of every individual; rather, I prefer to keep my distance and tend to view human nature through a distinctly cynical lens.

Typing quirk user, I use it all the time when we talk and I sometimes use it on my rentries. Directory