lovemail for my ex friends ; actual lovemail ; main rentry

hi! just a heads up if my friends are friends with the people i ended on [GOODTERMS] you can send this to them. I just wanna let all of this out.

ovix ; hi vixie. the most handsomest, kindest person id ever met. you probably dont want me calling you that anymore, still cant get over you. thought about ur name in my head it hurts. thanks. genuinely, for being by my side. & im sorry, for all the times i’ve wronged you, doubted you, & just brought myself to shame. i really do love you, still do will probably always do. regardless u already letted me go anyways, so. this is probably not my last message about you, but i still wanna say. how i wished i could ask for a second chance with you how i just wished i couldve talked to you more and resolved things, yet i was afraid. afraid how u would think about me even with ur words, gosh loved ur words. hated the fact its just constantly stuck in my head and it'll be the last message u'll ever respond. your last message. i still think about it everyday wishing it wasnt the last message we had together, sorry. hope your doing better without me now. hope theyre treating u well, hope you get, i dont know. pretty sure your jst doing better with the others, saw u once. I I genuinely just broke down, sorry. really still love you, i just wished if fate rlly brought us together, id love to hear a message from you. One last time. even if u dont wanna hear from me, dont wanna know nor remember me.

rue ; Heyy. I know you blocked me & all and u probably wont unblock me which is fair, but i just wanna say. I dont hate u at all, Roger. you played a part in my life and i was still glad we were friends! We ended on pretty good terms in my opinion but I needed space, going through stuff so it was really my choice to drop you & get the break i genuinely felt like i needed during that. So sorry, i dont have hopes we'll catch up but im always open for new friends, even old buddies. Sorry, not even friends are we? say say. Hope your doing well and all, hope everythings going well for you! Tell warefru && sparta i said helloo! if u even see this LOL!

zay, kvasi & kyle. (keiko too mayhaps);
i just wanna clear out my name first?? cause hello 😭

1. i admit, i USED to JOKE about being a necro when i was still younger & i didnt know better. it doesnt really excuse me, but i grown out of it & find it digusting instead,
2. I have never ever stated a sentence regarding or admitted i was a zoophile. i am AGAINST that due to the fact its disgusting & i have multiple pets, which i love dearly like my own family?? i dont know what proof u guys dug up but it is crazy accusations.
3. I do SOMETIMES use fonts now, i admit. im a huge hypocrite but i use fonts that are readable & if i do have a friend that uses text to speech ill tell them the actual message in normal fonts. im more laid back but will still get weirded out at cursive fonts & all being used in messages.
4. THIS is my last message towards the trio. I don’t CARE or want to know what happened to you guys, I do not want any messages from you guys. I refuse to keep in contact with any of you.

fagtopia (giggling) ; lowkey never felt that included that much? probably because i sticked with my ex most of the time. i just, never really got the same attention as others did going through shit?? like i felt REALLY excluded, and also cause i had beef with robin thinking they were kinda copying me and my ex and funny thing we broke up. haha, ok whatever....! but still, i never felt included. i always felt uncomfortable at the jokes you guys kinda make, i felt uncomfortable by how one of the members was addead with NO first impression, & how they had a name similar to my EX Friend. no offense, i lowkey did not like cat at all. this mail obviously doesnt fall into soul's nor PC. They both have different mails that are gonna be written someday.

IF u encounter me in the same server jst?? Ignore me, i was actively in a different crowd anyways, or yes. change servers or just go back to roleplaying in a private server! Hm Nno offense I just lowkey felt petty and all, Joking. Still yall were ? i guess fine. I just never felt included in a way anyways, so yeah! Highfive!

winter & owl ; yall don’t deserve a separate mail. Winter, u are so IMMATURE for just not listening to me once? i told you that zay was a weirdo & even if i did tell you it again, u decided Oh! Im gonna just tattle tail on owl & let him kick me out from the server. Yeah just bend yourself over for everyone, and now ur glazingg allat over him? Awh, finding pookies like u catching flies with ur green aura. lowkey, i have never EVER been in a relationship with you byy the way. we shared i love you PLATONICALLY. we were never romantic, plus, I'm still so glad your lil friend has my back, unlike YOU he actually listens to both side of the story. like how u just pushed mike away cause of ur son? cuz mike couldnt read a message because he was BUSY?? get a life, like son like father ,

i did this all at night lowkey might fix spelling mistakes there and there 27/08/25 ;p