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My name is Lily, I go by Lily/Lilyself pronouns STRICTLY. I also go by He/Him, but that is exclusive to close friends. Never call me by "They/Them". It's uncomfortable; just don't. Cismale (AMAB) Lesboy.

I'm 14 ('11) years old, turning 15 soon. Celebrate my birthdays on October 31st & December 16th! I'm Russian & German, born and still currently living in Scotland.

I talk like an asshole on this website, it makes me seem incredibly unlikeable. I might be, but either way, I am nothing like I present myself to be.

I have diagnosed Schizophrenia alongside medically recognised Borderline Personality Disorder. These disorders genuinely impact me and my daily life, please interact with caution at all times.

• Also be careful with your wording; as I have a tendency to overthink. If you're also going to be IA/Semi IA for any period of time, please tell me before you do so or put it on your profile.

I love my friends so much

• Zariska = My Other Half (Early 2024/5)
• Cabby = My Dearest FP (Mid/Late 2024)
• Weronika = My Day 1 (Early 2024)
• Moeko = My 4 Lifer (Late 2025)
• Laurence = My Ride or Die (Late 2023)
  • I platonically selfship with all of you guys

I'm very defensive of my friends, and that can sometimes turn into overprotectiveness or possessiveness. If I ever become suffocating, tell me directly instead of shit-talking me about it. I’m not Akinator; I can’t read your mind, and I don't want you sacrificing your comfort just for the sake of my own.

I love poetry a lot, you can find some of my poems scattered across my other rentries. When we are at a close enough period in our friendship, feel free to ask me for all my poems! They're all kept in my poem journal.

• I'll likely exclude my more sophisticated poems - they're very personal to me. Regardless, I'll show you eventually when I feel comfortable. 🙄

I'm an intuitive empath and I'm pretty good at noticing when someone feels down, so if you ever need a person to vent to or just a shoulder to lean on, I'm always happy to listen. You don't have to talk to me about anything you're not comfortable with, either.

I talk about sensitive topics openly and hold strong views on most subjects. I'm also heavily against ship discourse and freely discuss dark themes in fiction. My engagement with fiction does not reflect my real life morals or beliefs. I don't identify as a "pro/com/dark/antishipper".

• This doesn't mean I don't hate on ships though Because what the fuck is lily x eddy im gonna cry

Orthodox Christian of 6 years, very devoted and you will never shift my viewpoint on this.

DNI: Muslims + Anti-Theists, Ex Friends, 18+/13-, Rentrycorders, Racists, Fujoshis/Fudanshis (himefujo/himefudan's are exempt). The full list can be located here.

#1 Zarily shipper EVER. I am a huge Himedanshi, and I've loved Yuri/GL Media for 10 years. Lily Morada FullFic/IRLKin, nonsharing/voidsharing Zari Hassan Riako (18/10/26) and hypersharing Monika Riako (10/01/26).

• I also like and (occasionally) engage in Yaoi/BL media, though I wouldn't consider myself a fudanshi as it wouldn't ever amount to my love for Yuri.

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