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not in any order pls dont compare yourselves :^(
my dearests, my qpp group
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i love you guys, all of you. going on almost 4 years of our friendship and it's even our 2 years and a half anniversary as of today, august 9th ♡ im so grateful for you dummies, even if two of u guys r busy with school and therefore dont talk as much as riv and i do. we've had our differences and shit but i'm so glad we worked it all out and are happy with one another now, let's get together and hop on the mimic again sometime i miss you guys. i'm so glad we hit it off, i genuinely needed u guys because i had like a singular friend before i met ris and zra. river, i'm so glad you joined us too, you r my goat forever and i'll always defend you guys in whatever situation, i'm one message away, always. i have so many great memories related to you qppies and also that stash of screenshots of you guys saying freak ass stuff, i don't really take screenshots anymore but looking back at them sometimes is the funniest thing ever. giving all of u a big fat queerplatonic kiss right now, BEST QPPIES IN THE WORLD⠀>.<

my dearest, august

the hoodie to my masky and my outlast trials duo forever ♡ i owe you the biggest apology ever, i'm sorry for lacking and perhaps taking you for granted that one time, never again. i'm sorry for every time i came off as hostile, it was no one's fault but mine, i really should have been nicer :( i so wish that school and busy schedules didn't get in our way, i love you so so so much, my number 1 "c+h"er on ponytown 5ever. i forgot how much i was missing out on and that's once again all on me, thank you so much for still sticking around even when i did not deserve it. you really were and still are my saving grace especially a month ago when i really needed someone's company for a few days. you're so caring and affectionate it makes me wanna squish you and spin you around until we explode oke... MWAH YOURE THE BEST ILYSM⠀^.^

my dearest, list

i'm so sorry my goat, school crushed the bond that we had and i still can't help but feel like it's my fault, but you'll always be the cream unicorn cookie to my roguefort cookie and also the pierrot to my harlequin even if we aren't into tfc anymore ♡ you were the one who was there for me all day, i love you so much and i cherish the memories we made, i genuinely owe you so much for being there for me especially that one day when we called all day playing demo 5 and then that tfc obby slop. that was the day everything went south with my then gf and i was just out there bullshitting with you having the time of my life LMFAOOOO ok but genuinely, i don't think i would recover so fast if you weren't around to keep me company, especially on ponytown. i miss roguecreaming with you goat. also thank you for getting me into tfc even if i wish to distance from it nowadays, i genuinely think the game being a visual novel and all made me get over my break up super fast. i love you, you're an angel. in another life we don't have this big of a timezone difference and aren't separated by school life⠀<3

my dearest, daniel

the jeff to my ben/toby/platonic liu forever. dan i love you, you're the easiest person ever to be around. you don't give a fuck about anything in the best way possible, i could come to you with my bullshit feelings or stupid ideas and you're there for me and even AGREE with my opinion that i don't have to sugercoat. holy shit it is so refreshing to not walk on eggshells or shape what i'm trying to say into words that come out nicer than i actually intend. not to mention that you even stay up or get up for me to keep me company on this stupid pony game when you can. dan thank you for everything, my sweet stupid mean ugly boy. hashtag affectionate. i've been thinking about proposing a qppieship to you. let me know what you think if you're reading this danny⠀:-3

my dearest, jard

i keep saying it over and over but you are genuinely a person full of surprises, nothing in your life is EVER CALM. you don't come into my dms asking about my day, you come in and drop 6 bombs and new lore events i haven't heard of yet and one of those incidents might just so happen to be something exploding or you going to the er. frozen cookies incident. i don't think that you are one for sappy stuff but i appreciate you so so so much faggotling. keep talking to me about your jalf slop i will be ur number one or two fan forever. i'm also so glad you reached out to talk to me on ponytown that one day because i think even back at the og roblox spot i thought you were super cool. Thank yu for being there for me i genuinely laugh so much talking to you because i don't know what you're about to say next and that is beautiful⠀^.^

my dearest, slenderman

you already know how i feel about you slendy <3 its all in my letter to you, i appreciate you so much!

my dearest, tiffany

tiff you definitely deserve a place up here already and i don't even care that we've only recently gotten closer to each other. i actually love you so much my goat THANK YOU for all the time we've been spending together either listening to stuff or being on hyperbeam, i've genuinely been having so much fun and watching some peak stuff on top of that. side rant but i have this HABIT of getting attached to people too easily and quickly if we interact a lot and i was like so scared that one day and made a mental note to myself to kinda calm down with it to avoid chasing after you too much and idk putting pressure on you AND THEN YOU MESSAGED ME. ASKING IF I DONT MIND THAT YOUVE BEEN CLINGING ONTO ME. i almost cried in relief bro LMFAOAO ok long story short. youre my goat forever. we need to become some duo so i can nominate you to be the ___ to my ___ ohh yeah... maybe the two jacks... im the lj to your ej.... i had a lot of fun especially today watching our usual slop, time goes by so quick when i'm watching something with you⠀>.<

and to my other goats and beloveds, adora, doe & milli (og trio ily guys), adele, si, kristý, poodoo, laura and others tagged on my github PLUS honorary mentions go to those two locals at ponytown crp area who keep coming over to cuddle me. tiff will know who. i love you guys too i just think id die if i had to write a letter for each and every one of you plus i dont talk to u guys as much as the rest but i still appreciate you lot being here and talking to me, mwah i love all my friends close or not

i shed tears writing all of these and its embarrassing but i genuinely love all of you so much I KNOW I KEEP ON SAYING IT WHATEVERRR. i will make long and personal letters soon enough, i just wanted something small as a placeholder first :-3

also i finished writing half of these at 5am yawning and shit, the budget Might have decreased because of this fact #sorry