7 November 2024 // Thur.

[Adoredly] was too cute. I wanted to make mine cute too... But you can see I went a bit overboard. Even now, I'm still finishing up some details...

Afternote: of course, [.cc/duh] is still up...

8 November 2024 // Fri.

I'm finally done the war is over. Time to kill myself. Kidding... But I'm so glad I'm finally done... I hope you like it. I spent a lot of time on it.

In reponse to 5 November 2024...

I'm going to be honest, the more you express such reverence for me, the more unsettled I feel. I don't want to be praised so much because I have my faults too. Let's be equals, ok? Both of us are only human. Insert Shakespeare's Sonnet 21.

In any case, I'm happy that I can support you... I hope that you can grow used to this love thing. I hope I will too. Let's learn to love and be loved together! Yeah.

28 November 2024 // Thur.

Happy Thanksgiving. I meant to write here much more often but, well. Better late than never.

I've been feeling high strung lately, so I'm taking a bit of time away from the internet. I might pop in sometimes to talk to you though. Anyway, it's Thanksgiving... I'm grateful for you. Or something. I'm really bad at talking about these things because they're corny and it makes me cringe.

I'm thankful for your kindness. I'm thankful for those nights you stayed up talking to me long past your bedtime. I'm thankful for your patience when I'm so wishy-washy about my feelings. I'm thankful for your honesty. I'm thankful for how you listen to me when I accidentally ramble. I'm thankful for you thinking of and associating random things with me. I'm thankful for you letting me talk about piss... I'm thankful for when you try. I'm thankful for you sending me Fyolai fanart and trying to cheer me up right now. And I'm thankful for you sticking with me for over 6 months... How do I end this? Happy Thanksgiving.

05 December 2024 // Thur.

I tend to write these on Thursdays. How are you? Are you having a good day? Thursdays tend to be weird for me. But this whole week has been pretty weird for me...

I burned my left index finger a little the other day. It's still healing. Is your head okay? Don't bang it on walls anymore. Idiots aren't worthy of your time, let alone of affecting your mood, right?

Have you drank water today? To be honest, I haven't yet. I tend to forget.

11 December 2024 // Wed.

Wait for me. If it makes you feel better, I'm not talking to Fedenka either. I'll be back. I still love you okay. Don't do anything stupid. Remember to take care of yourself