In all of my years of living, I never really thought a fictional character would hold so much importance in my daily life, you know? Look at where we are now!... Check out my oomfs at belljar & Feiro !! <3 #loveoomfs
Even before anything, I was self shipping with a variety of different, cringey characters (as if Rouxls is any better) but I suppose I was never genuinely serious about anything. I may have grown up on the internet, but I learnt about self/yumeshipping later in life (boy that would've been a term I spammed everywhere). When I was younger, self shipping was more for fun- I never expected something to actually stem from it. I just wanted to pretend my OC and my favorite character were dating, even if my OC wouldn't fit in the story. November 3, 2018, I was watching a Deltarune gameplay video from one of my favorite content creators at the time, which is when Rouxls showed up. Prior to late 2018, I never felt such strong, positive emotions to any fictional character, but one little character stuck out to me... Rouxls. I was never so utterly transfixed on a character, and I never felt such love for one either. Rouxls has been one of my first serious f/os, and he's kind of defined my taste in men - a adorable face, a sweet voice, or a darling personality... Cant explain it well, but he changed my perspective a lot. The people I've dated always had his traits in some way. It's really, really cringe and weird- I'm highly aware, but loving him so dearly and attaching to him so much has kind of been my best coping mechanism yet. I've felt less alone over these years, and more happy when I thought I couldn't be. When everything was awful, he made it at least slightly better. I don't own a lot of him, but I own things that remind me of him. One day, I hope to get/make a plush of him, maybe even a little shrine as well! Everytime I see him on my screen, I start giggling like crazy, to which my friends can confirm that! I love him so much.
I more consider August 15, 2019 to be our anniversary, because it was the time where he began meaning something to me and affecting my life... Even now, he still affects my life! When I'm down, he's there. When I'm up, he's there. Sometimes I find myself just staring at him... but the rest of that love mail could probably be found here! if there's anything linked, LOL
more of my links that I dedicates to my beloved rouxlsy <3
❤ Yume-Main
❤ Other Lovemail Gallery