Fours Really, Really extended Rentry
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Hi! I'm Four, you can Also call me Fourka! If I Know you iRL, call me Cal or Tetra.... Or Four. I am GAY (lesbian & Agender) i go by It/its, But um if i Know you iRL or we're Close, Call me any thing Besides they. Or you Can always ask, my preferred Stuff changes depending on People! I Love spiders, especially tarantulas and jumping spiders, they've Been a Special Interest and I've gotten rid of my Fear of spiders almost fully Through Love & Acceptance, as I do with Most Things, because i am an Integer made out of Love and Kindness. i Loove all Felines, especially Canada Lynxes ,Pallas's Cats, & tigers, and I have really Loved them since 2016! I also love Horses, scorpions, ((Ima Scorpio in Astrology)) King cobras, Megalodons, Bats, Tiger sharks, Flying fish, Octopi, and Tetra fish! I've always Loved ""dark"" or ""scary"" animals, and my First ever favorite animal Was a bat. I am under eighteen, Okay? Im an Inte-Uni-spider-cat, and I am really Majestic. I have a Wonderful, Adorable black-furred shorthair Cat named Bella, & I've had her Since November 4th, 2023.... I Enjoy Typology a little bit, But i Really just like labeling Myself. ENFP 4w3 sx486 EFVL IEE SLuEI, More Here. I am Four irl i Promise I like Four much more than anyone Else Efour could, my Whole identity is just Four. More on why I Like Four more than you Here.... I like many Things, like Four, Bfdi, Among us, ((both show & Game!)) Homestuck, smiling Friends, Gravity falls, Steven Universe, Adventure Time, Puella magi Madoka Magica, Undertale, DDLC, Yansim, and so, So much more I cannot Remember. I am Ukrainian & white. Please treat Me like a Box labeled Fragile, I am very sensitive to Perceived judgement and Rejection. Try not to be Too careful or filtered around me, Though, because I will notice and Feel Stupid.I am Very defensive over my Interests, Especially Four, because my Sense of Identity is vague and Unstable, and Four is my only Never-Changing sense of it. Okay? Don't judge me, Or i Will kill you in my head with Imaginary lasers. I Lose Focus a lot, Please remind me of things if I Promised you anything, It'll Encourage me if I Had felt unmotivated, or remind me if I Had forgotten. I am an Alterhuman. @Xfohvfour on Tiktok and Discord! I love Toxic Lipstick, Devi McCallion, Stomach Book, 4lung, and many More music artists. Artist, Animator, editor.... All me, Babe.
Personal Things I Feel obligated to mention
I am an Alcoholic and i Bring it up kind of Often unless asked Not to. I sadly do not Have the Financial Resources to get a Diagnosis without Medical insurance ((which i Also Currently do not have)) but i suspect many Things are wrong with me, Specifically maybe a personality Disorder or Something neurological, because there is something very Wrong with my Personality, some of which has Been wrong far before i Think any acquired disorder Could have formed. Bpd, Adhd, and/or Hpd describe my behaviors Really well, but I am really Unsure about anything. Maybe my Brain is perfectly normal and I just Suck.... I have mood swings often, and am Definitely an attention seeking Person. i Will almost always feel Uneasy if The attention is on someone besides Me in group Conversations for too long. I don't Hold grudges for too long, If I Stopped talking to you, Please don't feel afraid to Contact me; if you Still think I'm cool, I almost always am open to Be friends again! Just ask! If you Want to talk to me or think I'm cool and Want to be my friend, Don't be afraid to contact me! I Love my Life & Everybralien who is In it. I love You, and You should love yourself Too! ::)