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F: Hi Nas. I don't really ever know how to write these things since I usually get forced into relationships quickly and never take my time with these things, but I think I want to take my time with you. Being on the aromantic spectrum I struggle with my feelings obviously, and writing this right now makes me uncomfortable and sick to my stomach, although that could very well be my period. I know in my heart that I do love you and I want something more than what we have. It's probably romantic, since the more I think about a relationship with you, the more I crave it. But I'm also really scared 😢 You're probably reading this and you're like ew. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just wanna be with you and only you forever. You might be the one, I really don't know, but I want you to be in my life forever. No matter what we go through, individually or together, I wanna stay with you. I think we are on the same page with this, so. I love you, Nas. A lot. Will you be my boyfriend/girlfriend/partner, whatever you prefer? 😊 See I'm bad at these things.

I will warn you, though, I sometimes might go away from the romantic aspect since I'm 😢😢 avoidant when it comes to love. I still love you though I just sometimes get irked since I can't process what's happening usually.

I know this is messy, I kinda just wanna get there but my feelings are genuine and I love you. I hope you feel the same 😊

N: At first when i met you i did not understand the word love and i couldn't care less if someone loved me or not because i didnt get it nor wouldve ever known what it meant. Meeting you over these past few months has made me realize what it means to love somebody a lot to the point you wanted to let them to know over and over & never see them sad or in a bitter mood. Ive had this feeling for over a month that maybe it was not platonic feelings i felt for you and that was when i began to realize that i did infact like you, but i was unsure that you felt the same way so i settled for being your best friend because being close to you was enough to hold me over since i just never thought youd like me back. I do like you and i dont want to rush this, infact i liked you in january but i lied to cover it up because i was honestly unsure if you liked me back and once more was just content to be close to you. I hope you are not joking about your feelings because being your partner would probably make me the happiest person alive.

F: I love youuu my baby 😊 Sorry if my confession was bad. I really just wanted to get it out there. Honestly, I think you're the best person I could've ever dated. I think you are the one I've been looking for. This friendship/ relationship never felt rushed when all my previous ones did, so I think you are the one. That, and I think you are my soulmate, too. I've always liked you (romantically) and I've always wanted more when it came to you. I wanted to be as close as we could possibly be together. Truthfully, I am glad we didn't date in January. I don't know where we would've been, but I'm happy where we are now. I wanna stay like this forever, I think. 😊 I am awfully bad with my words sometimes. I really love you, though. I just thought about you while we are on the phone and I was looking through BunSae art. They're literally us, did you know? Also, I think this morning I was just experiencing cramps, because they got better and I didn't feel the sickening feeling.

It's weird, because usually when I get in a relationship I always think about a way to get out, because most of the time I feel trapped. But with you I just don't feel it. Yeah, I know what I wrote this morning smh, it WAS period cramps though. I don't think I will ever be avoidant with you, and if I ever feel an overwhelming feeling I genuinely think it's just awe. I really love you, Nas. I can't believe this is real. 😢

You are the best thing to ever happen to me. You mean the world to me. You mean everything to me, actually. I dunno, I think I'd like to have a future with you. But the future is in the future and we shouldn't rush it. 😊 I love you endlessly, baby. ❤️ I hope you're sleeping well.