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♡ 04.13.25 ♡
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Meow meow meow meow. Hi guys, I'm Felix or Alyosha! I love my best friend, Naomi. (He is #Better than U!!!)
Me and Nao bruh this idiot in my dms.
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One
☆ ~ October 20, 2026 ~ ☆
Hi dork. I am finally making you your lovemail after such a long wait, thank you for being patient with me. Karma, I don't think you will ever realize how much I cherish our friendship. I love you so much, despite our horrible ups and downs. Usually, whenever our friendship ends its because of some other factor that draws me away from you and makes me just focus on one thing (this happens in a majority of my friendships) and in all those past cases it has always been romantic relationships. I feel awful about all of the things I have done or said to you that hurt you, but I want you to know that despite all I did, it wasn't intentional. I don't really know how to explain it, but our fallouts weren't really either of our faults, (though, moreso mine because of yucky people in my life causing me to be a #mess) and I would rather keep it in the past anyways. Regardless of everything we have been through, I know you inside out. Pierce, you care so much about others even if it hurts you, and even if you're the one hurting you still always care. You're the type of person to experience hell, like ACTUAL firey hell, and still care about everyone and everything. You can doubt your capabilities but you are always going to be such an amazing part of my life. I won't take our friendship for granted again. I am fine where I am; you, Rin, Rey, and Hexley are so important to me. For the sake of my health and our long lasting relationship, I likely will NOT be dating ever again. Who cares about dating??? Most of the time it just brings harm!!! I am so serious when I say that I will not date until I feel fully at peace, and for that to work I need my best friends, AKA you! (And the people listed up there). Thank you for giving me a third chance, Karma. I feel so at ease with you, even if my social battery is drained I just feel happy knowing that you're my friend. You are so important to me and I will not take what we have for granted again. We will work through this, and if we ever have problems with anything (which I doubt) we will communicate :). I will let you know in advance if I don't feel OK to talk (because sometimes my social battery just DIES) so that you know, and if that is ever the case with you, let me know too! I think a major part we ended our friendship wasn't only because I distanced due to romantic relationships but also because I lacked honesty and communication. If I learned one thing in the last few months we haven't talked, it's those things. So. Yeah. That's all I have to say. I might update this later after we play Roblox!!! Also we are so Mityosha.
Update, 8PM: Photos of the horror game we played! #Chudding ~ 
Karma took the last two :)
Update, 9:15PM: Karma, do you even truly have any idea how much you mean to me? It felt so good to send VMs back and forth to each other. I love talking to you so much, I'm gonna bawl 😢 You are my other half until I DIE. I hope you sleep well... Don't fall off your bed biggie.
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Two
☆ ~ October 21, 2026 ~ ☆
Not Felix rushing to complete this omg bye. HI KARMA. I guess we have children rn I think dey adopted tho. LOL Anyways. I am kinda bad at lovemails now that I think about it. I don't know what to talk about, or how to start it right now... Oops. We need to call soon!!! I really like to talk to you actually ;-; Ma bff. We should also play Adopt Me sometime, I love Adopt Me!!! It is so much fun and we can have a family and hatch eggs and I can give you eggs since we all know that you're broke. Omg you are actually such a greedy CHUD. I have a love hate relationship with Vein TBH. He mid but he also chud kinda. He fits you... Perfectly, actually. ANYWAYS I was LWK super scared for my dentist APPT, but you made me feel a lot better about it, so thank you for that! Today was a very slow day since I almost passed out. help. IT'S OK Cus NOW I feel better. ALSO, hey sorry if I don't reach out sometimes. Please DM me!!! I will not ignore your messages like how I do with other people (Dude so many ho's DM me on TikTok). SO PLEASEE DM me if I forget because I tend to. Oh also one thing about me is that I have a love hate RLS with long convos, so if I ever like. Randomly leave or anything don't take it personally. I find it hard to stay at one task at a time, but I can lock in sometimes. I will always warn you about this beforehand, just take in mind that I do have SuspASD (autism) so. Ya. UM. ANYWAYS that's all I can think about talking about. I am so tired rn guys. bUT. I LOVE YOU Very much. I will add you on KaeLuc later, ok? ok. <3
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Three
☆ ~ October 24, 2026 ~ ☆
Hi my stupid chud bff~ Technically it is the 24th since I am writing this at 12:15 AM... So. Whatever, I may update it later. Anyways! Thank you for being my biggest supporter these last few days and just letting me vent and rant to you. Honestly, if I had to choose one person out of everyone that I've ever met on social media, I would choose you. I think you mean more to me than anyone else has ever compared, and it means a lot to me since I struggle with caring about others a lot of the time. I'm really different because of my trauma and it feels good to be more open about it. I show care in my own way, and even though it's different doesn't make it any less real. I really appreciate you not judging me these last few days either. Just thinking about you makes me really happy, it always has, but I am really happy you are back in my life. Even though both our schedules are packed AF, I think we still talk majority of the time, and it makes me really overjoyed!!! I read what you said about like "if I could feel somewhat romantic feelings for someone, it would be you," and honestly, I do feel the same about it. Not that I ever would date you or anything, but I can obviously see myself with you, too. I, myself, also want to take a break from dating until I found the right one, right now I want to heal by myself and with friends instead of rushing into the "next great thing" (news flash: it's not that great, anyways!). But I though I'd let you know that I agree with you and see it. Of course my feelings remain platonic and probably will forever since I am recipromantic and demiromantic, so I need two-step verifiction LMFAO. What I am trying to get as is... You are also more than a friend to me, you are my best friend and my other half. I know we just got back into contact, but whenever we do get back into contact we always pick up right where we left off. Oh, also, the reason I kept saying 2 chances instead of 3 is because the first time we met you were known as "AJ" and you are not AJ to me since you declared that AJ is dead, so I go along with that. I know you as Karma/Seraphim since last... Umm... September? October, kinda? I forget when exactly, but yeah. So, thank you for (technically) giving me 3 chances, yes. Anyways... I really like to be your friend. I see some of the interactions you have with other people and I am not sure if that is what you want from me. I struggled with this a lot in our past interactions because I didn't know who you wanted me to be. I don't want you to prefer someone over me, and instead look at all your friends the same. I don't want you to hate me if I am not what you want. I don't know what I am getting at, but I have been meaning to ask: Do you like me for who I am? Even if I am not like Sel or COGC, do you still enjoy talking to me even if I don't know niche things? I know that I like you a lot and I will be willing to get into things for you, such as Link Click and... Possibly Adventure Time (it would be very "time" consuming). I don't know. It's just an insecurity I have. As an 3w2, I do not enjoy failure and I want my relationships to be healthy and successful. So, please, allow me to know and if I am messing something up unconsciously, tell me, and it will be fixed. Anyways... I do not know what to write now. I am so tired, but I may chud on rentry hehe. I've been eating those 30 mini cookies yum yum yum. Do you want one? Too BAD. Anyways goodnight bff Karm I lov yo fagit