haii guys ily all so much ima make this little lovemail for all! bmb already has one.. view here! i always have so much to give, and i think i'm bad at showing it all.. so i hope you guys stumble across this 
isaac : aug 1st 2025
isaac my goat... i love u LOTS!! we've only known each other since aug 1st but we're already locked in (4LIFERs)!! i hope u know im typing this for u as im shitting painfully, risking it all for u rn. but anyways, you're such a good friend and i love you very much! never kys, okay? okay. i'll die for you if you asked, thank you so much for existing and dming me for /Siwan, i'm so glad we started talking more and more until here we are now! honestly, if you asked for urls i'd just give u the ec because ily like that okay? if you asked for any back that u paid for i'd give back—after crying for a bit—but i would. even yujin. you're just my goat like that.
i'm so glad we can talk about anything we want whenever; jumping from topic to topic, talking about dark shit, shittalking randos.. it's all so fun and i enjoy it! we're literally us irl, and i'm glad you exist... I LICK YOU!!
tommie : may 14th 2025
hihai snugbug autistic ferret lad i'm glad we're friends.. even if i'm bad at talking, i love you lots!! minecraft is always fun, and i love talking to you <3 you're my little brother who i want to throw beer bottles at with love, fag.... BUT LOVE YOU JOKES ASIDE!!!! when we first met, i was nervous since i feared dms, but you ended up being very nice and lovely! our dm server is so chaotic, everything happens there and idk how we exist HELP. the pinned messages are such fun moments, i check our pins a lot.. heh. we've known each other since may 15TH!! and i don't regret replying to you at all, you're my brother and friend!
you're so talented and so nice to me always, i'm sorry if i'm ever draining and accidentally dry/mean since i genuinely want to talk to you and never mean to sound like i'm annoyed at you EVER!
jay : august 31st 2024
wow, it's been a full year since i've known you now! i'm so glad you're my friend even if we speak once a while.. i check your dms a lot cz i miss u lots.. i miss u jay twin. BUT i'm glad you lowk got me back into kpop when i was not deep into kpop that time.. nctvillain will live FOREVER! i love that we can talk about anything, we used to shit talk a lot of people and be INSANEEE and have so many enemies in kpop servers HELP. i love you a lot, annoying stupid brother twin thing who i've convinced ppl we're actual twins of.. i say all of that very lovingly btw LMAO.
i love all your profiles you make, your rentries, and i love watching you get better each time you make a new one! you're so awesome, and such a cool guy, we're so awesome together, believe it dattebayo!
anthony : june 27th 2024
my evil alter ego fuckass twin, I LOVE YOU LOTS! i love talking to you and playing roblox with you once a year LMAOAO, we rule roblox. you're so fun to talk to and i love that we can say anything we want ever and be amazing together! you're my faggoty twin who i slobber over a lot, i lick you, okay? i'm glad we're friends and that now you're an amazing suju fan now!! i heart sharing all my interests with you because you get into them and we tweak violently together 
i also love that we can speak once a while and still be twins, you're my type cro.
you're really cool and i admire you a lot, i love matching with you whenever we do, i love being duos with you, and you're such a lovely person, okay? never die or i'll die too. k?
kade : may 20th 2021
my twin ever.. kad..e.... emi... my goat.. my wonder twin. i love you so bad twin. i'm so excited whenever we talk, and i love our random shit. we were so cringe but free i'm glad you're my bff and that we met through that server, seeing you is always so fun. our inside jokes have ruined my everyday life, everytime someone says "my foot" in any way, i think of you (and baji LMAO). i'm glad you stuck around through all of the drama and everything, you're my bff forever, okay? i love our DRs and our calls reading all our old cringe KNY scripts, we were so weird and i love us so much. you're souya's wife forever, i wanna color in panels more.
our calls are always so fun, i'm so excited for tomorrow because i know we're going to rule discord. i'll jumpstart my laptop if it fails me. shinichiro can save me. you're the #1 rengoku, hakkai, and souya lover ever.
vasya : idk tbh 2025
idk when we met since we met in server LMAO, but you're such a cool lad i heart you lots! i know we speak once a blue moon but i consider you a good friend of mine, philzaware and ginkawa are the goats EVER! i always look at you as someone who's so cool and awesome, you're genuinely a very nice person and i wish we stay friends for as long as we live... heh. i'm glad we met on the server, and talk whenever we do because you're fun to match tuppers with and talk to!
i hope you have an amazing life vaskyawa, you're so nice and cool, i pray for the best for you always! NOT THATANYTHING IS GOING O HAPPEN i just think abt you a lot and i'm glad we speak whenever we see each other in srvers...