xct lovemail , bmb my goats

. july 7th :
hi andy speaking, i love you two lots

you both are my best friends and i cant ever imagine life without you guys.. you saved me and help me lots when im not doing good. both of you guys are so bright and lovely, such amazing people overall, and i wish you guys to forever live happily forever and ever.

we have only been together for 3 months but we already know pretty much everything about each other LMAOAOA, and i also trust you guys with anything ever.

i may talk about myself a lot, or too much, but im glad you guys dont tell me shut up and you guys yap lots too... i lvoe talking and i feel glad that i can talk about anything whenever i want and cam would go: "EW" or "WHAT." each time without fail. so predictable, stupid child.

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. aug 3rd :
back here, joypilled and lovemaxxing for bmb as always. i just miss u guys rn.. so i'm here again making it prettier!

sighh ik we stopped matching cz i wanted my lame profiles but i'm really glad we matched that long, and always wanna match again but i also like my profiles HELP. but all's good, and FINALLY cam has nitro, even if it's for a month.. ik he's wanting to change a lot so bad, i feel it in my splintered sphincter.

also i updated this with more paragraphs since ik cam has trouble with big ass paragraphs. I HOPE THIS IS EASIER, and when u find this.. idk if u check it a lot or at all ever since we first made it but. to you both, i will keep updating this whenever i miss you guys or have more to say.. enjoy while it LASTS.

the one and only camfuckass ever

. july 7th :
where do i even start cro.. i've known you first since kin kave LMAOAO and honestly i barely remember how we met even though its only been like almost a year now. yet you made it so easily into being one of my closest friends within like a week since we actually started to talk in dms.

every time i talk to you im always laughing or smiling, never do i feel mad or upset around you - you're daisy guy (). really, you're just gdragon if he was an autistic 14 year old genderfluid child who sits on discord LMAOAOA but fr your vibe is very green, yellow, fresh and nature-esque.. if that means anything LMAO.

okay so, i know you say your memory of us meeting first is at new years, but genuinely i cant remember that HELP.. i say this lots as well but my first memory is just me pinging you in the welcome chat when that gd profile person joined. i didn't talk to you much before that, besides the taking over gen 2 with my fuckass autistic ranting and forcing you to listen to music until you had to sleep LMAOAO, but even then i'm really glad you stayed and tolerated me then.. because look at us now .
i remembered you back then as that gdragon person, so i pinged you then, and im glad we kept talking and talking until we moved to dms and became brothers ever since.

you're my little brother, and i love you lots lil boy. whenever i say that i felt like ive known you my whole life and that i felt like you're my brother ive known since forever, i genuinely mean that; you're actually someone id never want to lose ever. i love talking to you about random things, be it to shit on people, to laugh at reels or tiktoks, or to make shitty roleplays for fun.

everything we do is always some of the best things in my life, i wish i could remember everything we talk or do, everything is very precious and special to me. we're like every duo ever, and every time i see two things - no matter if its objects, flowers, anything.. it's always us. we're 2 seals in the water swimming, or two sunflowers facing the sun, we're the shit fr.

the namgyu to my thanos (/p), the ryo to my sakuya

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. aug 3rd :
hi i'm back here, i just felt happy and wanna add more! sigh sigh cam, goatcas, my goat brother. it's fun when we joke around how you hate me (ik you dont), and how we always torment evan. it's so funny, i love the paint joke a lot and i really really enjoy talking to you so much. i love waking up and barely glancing all you and evan's messages, even if its like over 200 (very common).

i also hope this is easier to read, I NEVER REALLY FORGOT but i was just too happy making it that it didn't cross my mind. i try to remember things about you both, i have really bad memory and feel horrible whenever i forget basic things such as birthdays or what you like and all.. i swear on my life it's not purposeful.

but you have made me very happy these days, usually like.. before my period i get really emo and sad but I HAVEN'T!!! since i have epic little brother who can barely read with me.

i'm very glad i have you here with me, my best friend, and someone i really do trust with everything.. even if it's like my opinions on people (ik you'll back me up HELP) or what i don't like even if you like it. WHICH IS GOOD!! it's good we can still be super close even if we have diff ops on same thing.

i also love your reels and tiktoks you send, I KNOW I DONT CHECK MUCH but when i do it's always very cute and i love.. i like the month ones a lot, and our duo stuff and i really do cherish our friendship a lot more than you think and i wish i could show that well.. sorry if i ever make you think i don't care because I REALLY DO!!

4 chuu~ my beloved friend i adore

. july 7th :
hi evvvaann.... heh.. my goat. i know we dont really talk one to one a lot unless it's gc or ig dms, but those moments are very precious to me . you're super funny and awesome to talk to, your haechan-ness and christmas stuff are always so funny and i actually laugh out loud . like actually you're a very good friend and super nice to talk to, i love making fun of people with you - especially cam.. freakgyu. and also the stuff about you killing all of me (sg wise) is always entertaining and i smile very big at u vro.

honestly at first i thought you'd hate us, me mainly since i was the one who did all the pinging.. but still. LMAOAOA i pinged you lots, and exploited silly annc ping, and i'm super glad i did because then we made gc and became bffs . sometimes i think about that a lot, how at first me and cam saw you on top of a bunch of fm artists in kin kave, then i joked like "should i ping him.." then i did.. top 10 moments id never want to forget ever. im super glad you were chill about it, and honestly i knew you before that because of my silly stalker shit (joke..) and i saw your blue bad and crazy profile, i thought you were super cool based off that alone LMAOA

back to our original schedule; i'm really glad we're friends. i joke a lot about getting together with you and i never stopped to ask if you were okay with that, so SORRY ABOUT THAT and if u want me to stop i will.. im lighthearted about it and i felt bad after knowing you deal with him... HELEPE the unnamed stays forever unnamed. but you're my goat and i love you lots mewvan chuu haechan freak, i hope we forever stay best friends like this because you're easy to talk to... i say this a lot but i'm glad we're similar in age, that i have someone i can talk freely to and make freaky jokes without almost getting sent to jail HELP.

the beomgyu 2 my soobin, the haechan 2 my chenle/mark

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. aug 3rd :
hii goatya!!! evan is online

i love talking to you very much, you're super fun to talk to and i miss you and cam rn so forgive me.. i won't make this very paragraphed out unless you want it too! i just know cam has trouble so i did it for him, but let me know and i can do the same for you.. i want you guys to be able to read this ..

but howw you beeen heh... i missed you vro. honestly i've just been loving talking to you a lot recently HELP and idk how to say that without sounding weird. TRUST. i just love my friends and you 2 are my closest. but i love sending you alien stage shit, and watching tiktoks and reels you send me, and just overall anything tbh. i laugh a lot with you, because of your reels and your lil ol memes.. heh. i love the evan is online and offline, and the teasing (i think that's what it is) we do to you.. it's fun and always brightens my day.

when you were traveling and shit, i always checked ur 360 and loved laughing at the speeds you went and how fast you were going. I ALSO LOVE SPAMMING YOU NOTIFICATIONS! i like spamming a lot, yapping a lot, and just overall doing a lot.. sorry if i'm ever pushy or forceful in my actions (aka the whole alien stage thing). i know i'm a bit much and talk way too much, especially about myself, and i'm very sorry... i love you lots OKAY? please also force your interests on me, i'll watch the haikyuu and watch revenged love as well if you want.. say it and i got it

you're very fun and easy to talk to, we've been talkin more recently especially when cam is asleep and i cherish each moment a LOT. i know i reply late a lot, i'm on my laptop watching random police chase or body cam videos HELP and really don't do anything else besides that.. it's not because i think you're annoying or anything. BUUUTTTT.... i reply instant whenever i realize u sent me something, and i try hard to check my phone a lot since ik you get lonely sometimes.. please feel free to message or call me whenever you need someone vro and i got you. even if you wanna call just to alert me to get me on my phone I GOT YOU (cam if u read this, also applies to you).