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ciao! i am lukas/ian. i am also known as lulu, lottie and valería. i use mainly masculine pronouns, but those close to me can use neutral/feminine pronouns. i have adhd, did and am on the waiting list for an autism and (early onset) bpd diagnosis.
i am ethnically italian and austrian, born and raised in england. i can speak english and italian, and am learning (austrian) german & spanish.
my special interest at the moment is formula 1, and i am hyperfixated on loki (& thor), the winter soldier movies and motogp. my favourite formula 1 drivers are nico rosberg, lewis hamilton, fernando alonso, françois cevert, lando norris, esteban ocon & franco colapinto. i am warming up to charles leclerc however i do not condone any of his actions and do not accociate myself with him outside of ferrari. please do not call me a leclerc fan. i am not. i tolerate him within the confines of ferrari. i am also grossly obsessed with shameless and ian gallagher specifically. nobody will ever get that fugly ginger boy like me.
bucky barnes and loki have been massive interests of mine since i was a small child. when i was 9 i would shake over the idea of loki. i sat my dad down and made him watch every movie with loki and bucky in. i am a bland bitch and i love stucky. i do really like sambucky though. i love lokius. they have been my shit since i was like 8.
my favourite music genres currently are k-pop, post-hardcore and t-pop. i also dabble in some j-pop every so often. my ult girl group is newjeans and my ult boy group is teen top/enhypen. i also really love txt, nct wish, idntt, snsd, kara, t-ara, smile.g, NEP, six bomb, 4SOME, jasp.er, &team, illit & hearts2hearts.
my favourite post-hardcore band is the valley and i absolutely adore gunslikegirls, odd project, youinseries, the subtle way, seric, her words kill, blessed is he, mella & september. i also don't joke about lana del rey and ethel cain i think they should kiss instead of fighting. i do not condone either of their actions though, i think of them as their music. do not interact with me if you support ethel or lana.

i have a very hard time making and maintaining friendships as i am more focused on my relationship and school and have a really hard time with talking to people. my partner and three specific friend groups will always have my priority. however, i love talking to people ! ! my discord is @f1debut if you want to talk ^_^