Quick hangout stream
ProfessorLando
Just Chatting / Planet Crafter
April 16, 2024
Original Twitch VOD: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2121597735
no muted sections
Original YouTube VOD: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4wxqpzlxX8
YouTube stream started late
Timestamps from YT VOD
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Contents
First section
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1:07:37ish [re: song project called baby] wait what if I made some fetish thing and don't remember
2:31:50 [switched to game a while back i wasn't paying attention]
2:34:21 'when's the lando vtuber model coming' not anytime soon!
2:36:03 i can't think of anything more erotic
Content creator talk section
2:42:17 (talking about the youtube meta & which of his content is more successful)
2:44:12 content creation rewards get rich quick snake oil type of person and [attention whores] like me / maybe i would have been better rewarded in traditional industry
2:45:17 after doing these high production streams, blake & i go "it's not worth it" / sucks / great to see amazing digital circus, people still actually trying
2:46:23enjoy doing high effort stuff / i guess that's my own fault for not capitalizing well on it / answer not to phone it in 'cause that's not gonna work
2:47:02 talking to YTers recently about why they don't stream / YT = clickbait culture, corner cutting / get rewarded for more content / compared to twitch / if you're a small streamer (i consider myself one) - advise not to do it / if you do content, do YT vids / say 70/30 chance it gets views / likely you'll get views and you'll get subscribers / don't like to stream bc it's all politics, timing, who you know, if the hivemind decides you're the guy / sat down and looked at the money / why i said i'd stream less / little correlation between effort & $ / been tunnelvisioning too hard on streaming / keep falling into it because it's easy low effort content / tell myself i need to stream less because / all or nothing person / hard to pull back / haven't been caring recently bc trying to avoid burning out before vtuber / frustrated streaming as prof lando / need a chance (lots of streamers feel this) to prove myself, know i have a lot to offer / not really phoning it in but trying not to stress myself too much before debut / doing taxes, only 1 correlation is hours streamed, if you stream more you earn more / reflecting on it, not much correlation between effort and return compared to YT
2:52:09 i know some of you are fledgling streamers / you say it's just for fun but it's never just for fun, always maybe it'll go somewhere / becomes mentally taxing / lucky bc i broke glass ceiling & not screaming into the void / people don't want to say it bc it makes you look bad / don't want to hear the truth / ohhhh it's for fun / once it becomes a job / needs hardheadedness / quality doesn't make the most difference / think it applies to life but content creators especially / not being smart, good gamer, etc., it's because they didn't give up
2:55:50 if [idr] then pick another hobby / could do commissions / streaming is all or nothing / difference between x# and y# viewers [idr #s] is pretty marginal
2:57:00 range of personalities but no one is like yeah w/e i just uploaded and got lucky / this [hunger] / never met anyone who's lackadaisical / might have a public front but all keen on next move i can make / hesitant to say just do it for fun and see what happens / everyone has this [next move] mentality and it's draining
2:58:33 mark myself by what i survived through / not successes but my failures / did all x and have nothing to show for it / would go live and it would be june and stan on sockpuppets / tenacity to say blake, kein, we just [gotta keep trying] / comments saying kys when trying to survive and change content / be able to say i failed and gonna keep trying
2:59:56 idk anyone who does it part time / know a lot of small people / never just like whatever / oh this person raided me / i can see the glimmer in their eye / i play tennis and there's no delusion, just for fun / streaming there's always a hint of that / with illustrators, maybe "oh i'm not good enough to work on spiderverse movie" / with streamers everyone has that potential / you can go see someone who's being silent and chat is flying by vs. small streamer doing the same thing and he's "boring" / everyone has that "maybe..." / that's how it started for me and look at me / just give up on your dreams! jk / maybe your dreams should be aligned on something other than streaming bc it's rough / requires unrealistic amt of time put in / have to make time for relationships, for health / prepping for vtuber, asking advice / answer is "i don't go outside" "i don't have bf/gf" / not working 40hrs/week, prob 60hrs/wk / people say don't do that you'll burn yourself out / need to, it's my job, necessary evil
3:03:27 i think i've gotten over the hurdle / shit i've gone through over the past 5 yrs / if you couldn't get rid of me with that i'd have to die to stop me
3:04:05 gonna be kind of meta, but you need to hear me telling you to give up so the people who survive are the ones who push through that
3:04:51 people with all the dramaclips, have even bigger ego than me / i can do it i know i can
3:05:29 you have that hunger? don't feel bad at what i'm about to say / i love you guys, you are my everything / besides the 3 closest people irl / if you wanna make it do not watch my streams / i don't watch streams / i feel bad when streamer friends show up in chat / no time for that / toxic work mentality sucks / if you're watching me consistently, stop! open doc, write script, etc. / i listen to podcasts, content i subscribe to: music, educational stuff that's relevant / sometimes watch apex in BG while i draw / love people like jerma but don't just watch and go haha so funny jerma i have shit to do / don't do that you're better off watching my stream look at how much fun we're having hahahahaha
3:08:17 digital footprint is really real / people desperate for it but are you gonna be ok with that forever? you're never gonna apply for a normal job? / more consideration for that on YT back when i started / "if there's even a 1% chance of going tiktok viral just do it" / no one thinks about that anymore
3:09:36 you're the reason i'm here / that being said, when i tally up everything / maybe i could be making more money as a furry porn artist / but i've lost my anonymity / my voice is out there, people say it's recognizable / say maybe i still wanna do content but maybe i don't want it attached to me / too late bc e.g. my vtuber / i look at it as not just for fun but a career / people can vtube for fun but for me it's fun but also a career / for me i think the most successful vtubers, your viewers need to be committed to vtuber / need to supplant what i'm doing now / need something more sustainable for myself / maybe vt bubble pops in a few years and i'm kicking myself / people need to feel you're committed to it / having my face out there dilutes it / back of my head, i feel like i've tainted it / wish i could have played it more close to the chest / 5, 10 yrs ago, there was no such thing as a vtuber / don't know what's gonna happen
3:12:47 'quinn's pioneering it' yeah but who else? compare to top performers in industry
3:13:09 you guys are giving me fringe cases / think of the majority / if you make business decisions, you have to make some risky trailblazing decisions but you can't just look at the rare cases and model self after that / have to look at the averages / i'll be lucky if there's 1k people at debut / can't look at rare cases like quinn's, 0.1% / also my personal taste, like the separation, wish i could maintain that separation / saying if my vtuber pops off you'll never see me again jk i like the attention too much / have my cake and eat it too but letting you know how it works
3:15:20 tbh part of it might be (not an excuse but) can you blame me for being skittish? pessimistic view but thinking about my past, i did the best i could, all those views & subscribers, people still turned their back on me and spat on me / how quickly it doesn't matter for shit / love you guys, you're the ones here / as i get older that kind of instability scares me / happened to me twice in my career / most people if lucky only once
3:18:07 when i was younger i took more risks
3:18:20 i'll traumadump rq, still figuring out back injury situation, can still work & do job, need PT / need more security than / if i have 1 bad stream people hate me
3:19:46 need something less physically demanding / doesn't seem that demanding, vtubing seems not that different, but need something less taxing / can do prof lando when i feel able to / in limbo rn / didn't know at the time that i really wanted to do [vtubing], many discussions, overthought it / peers were like yeah! :D / overthink bc scared after getting hand bit from lethalsoul / people like yeah my model's ready to go why wouldn't it be / brooding in my room like jack skellington / could have just been like yeah / overcooked / just need to do it
3:21:50 'you're cool you introduced me to bussy'' / vtuber will have bussy, come join
3:22:09 shouldn't have said that, made more crass jokes than that that i'm more proud of / prof lando has a lot of punchiness to it / good lecture gets a lot of views / had same problem with lethalsoul / like streaming bc low effort content rewarded / sometimes go live with 0 thought, didn't even plan to stream that day, some of those streams are bangers, good energy, fan support / but how many times can i talk about the bussy?? / then i'll upload the mukbang video, thought it was so funny / 900k people were like this isn't bussy i'm not clicking / exhausting to do year after year / close to 1mil subs but can still upload a vid and die out there / not their fault but you can't blame me for feeling like lemme keep an eye out / might feel kind of noncommittal but how could i? / hate to say this but that's how you get a smosh situation? / 'this is what our fans love! i'm gonna keep doing this forever!" and then it goes nowhere
3:25:25 hope to do prof lando for many years but what's that gonna look like in 10yrs? hate to get depressing / if i'm still in the nascent stage of career and complaining about inconsistency / just complaining about being a vtuber / thinking out loud / creative spirit / don't think i'm a generational talent / that's meatcanyon / maybe could have been if meatcanyon didn't exist in this era of YT / more consistent with animations, as funny or funnier than me, sings better, has me beat on views, comedy, etc. / besides meatcanyon, hard to find someone like me / lot to offer still / creative, think i'm worth watching, can still produce funny stuff etc. / struggle finding a way to present it in a way viewers would appreciate
3:28:04 lucky meatcanyon isn't a vtuber / would do every bit i would do / his sense of humor, would do same things
3:30:25 when i was younger i would want to be the biggest/best thing / now i wish i could do my projects, invest time in it, have consistent #s / have people be like that was cool that was a fun time
3:32:14 after vtuber, big shift in where time is invested, some fans might feel abandoned / old lethalsoul fans, it's tough, wish i could explain it / not from a place of fuck you i never liked you / got a life to live, sorry i wasn't good enough & couldn't devote life to this one thing / can't have that convo, they were like i hate you forever / give the people who do give me a chance, give them something better than what the other [viewers/streamers i forget the rest] ==
3:34:10 i wasn't an angel but i wasn't fucking evil why would i do that / that's exhausting /
3:34:41 "i never liked you i wish you would die i never liked you"
==3:35:40 ironically i think the answer is that a lot of creators do is not care / affects me bc i do care about the viewers / irony is they hate me bc they think i don't care about them / ironic bc what they think impacts me negatively / think the time we spent together / if i was an asshole i wouldn't care / "ur just a number to me i don't even know your name!" / if i could be more like that it would be better for me
3:37:12 stimming myself by picking up veggies when they're done
3:37:34 of course your haters don't matter to you you're just doing lame shit i'm doing creative stuff / no wonder the haters don't get to you you're just watching slenderman
3:39:24 don't think subscribers matter / more about your performance and how you feel to yourself / why does it matter if i upload my mukbang vid and .1% of people click on it / compared to [other YTer who uploads low effort garbage and get tons of clicks] / 'but it's for the fans' i get that
3:42:12 people with normal 9-5s can clock out and leave work at work and not take it home
3:43:14 only time i don't think about content is when i play tennis with blake / think about work till i sleep, why i have trouble sleeping / when else do i not think about work..... when i visit my mom
3:49:44 i've never cheated in my life! that's not true. i cheated on.....some tests in middle school
Andobromance section
3:51:22* sorry i hit you with so much heavy stuff this stream / I shout into the void sometimes / people in my life don't watch content so you understand more than the people irl / people irl like just stream idiot
3:52:10 'yeah let it out' / raps
3:53:00* [re: talking to other streamers] yeah but we're the same type of miserable / rant to you guys b/c you actually care about me but other streamers... like a yapfest all just like uh huh yeah / not that i don't have good relationships w/ other streamers, but not gonna find deeper kind of... / i'm the same way with them / not that they're malicious but inherent content creator personality type / rare to find compatible personalities / me and randon is like a one in a million, that kind of compatibility, the way the personalities lock in w/o butting heads / i mean we butt heads / we had a clear discussion / tired of gushing optimism / randon is optimistic in the right way and pessimistic in the right way / other people like what are you doing c'mon do the safe thing / then they're optimistic about the wrong things / randon says it's not gonna be easy all the time / appreciate that / know it's not gonna be easy but / me and randon, we don't collab as often as we did, but i'll always have this kind of spirit bond to him and we'll always have this link that no one will understand except us / kindredness to it / understanding i don't get from a lot of people / infuriating, lesson learned, i was naive
3:56:15* i appreciate randon so much in my life b/c he's someone that's like you made a commitment to me and i can recognize that so i'll make that commitment to you but i expect that commitment from you / maturity rare to find in streaming friends / something i'll never forget about him / remember he said you made commitment to me so i'll make that commitment to you / know it won't be easy / almost tearing up thinking about it, breath of fresh air, didn't hear that from friends / won't always be easy but it's going to be ok that's what it's gonna be like / not gonna run away or give up / now that i'm saying that i'm getting kind of sad i should talk to him
3:58:39* not gonna look for that kind of closeness in those people anymore
3:59:25* i'm gonna message him later today actually / he knows i'm doing a vtuber but i haven't had any substantial convo to him about it / what happens when i debut? do we know each other? do we keep playing stardew? do we pretend?
4:01:10* [re: fake andon beef bit] randon too genuine for that / I need to be more genuine too / i'm too tolerant of people i dislike
4:01:37* i'll be like randon maybe we should talk to this guy? / randon's like why? who's that guy? i don't like that guy / gigachad behavior / i'm like randon I don't knoooooow maybe…. / randon's eh like that guy's a dick i don't wanna talk to him / i wish i could do that more often! / i'm too like haha yeah nice dude / it's too draining i need to stop doing that
4:02:41* [re: fake beef] it's just a joke no fake beef / gotta think about the fans / actually doing that would be horrible
Last section
4:03:55 i miss being a complete slob [off camera] / I can't wait to not have to worry about that / and become the most disgusting piece of shit you've ever laid eyes on
4:04:39 'stream naked' you would like that i'll keep an eye on you when i open my inevitable NSFW patreon / i mean that'll help me when it gets hot. i should--
4:06:18 'bitrate sucks' is that why it's always red
4:17:21 fighting games don't get me started / enjoy watching but most painful experience trying to get into it. any of them! / not only doing homework but the [tryhards with 40 yrs exp already knowing how to beat everyone with the hello kitty froggy frog character in a new game]
4:25:36 probably no stream tomorrow / 'remember to call randon'
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