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this page is dedicated to one person.
a personal archive for my lovely girlfriend.
this is small reflection of how much it means to me. written over time. ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა
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02/03/26
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still into you - paramore well some things just, some things just make sense and one of those is you and i! 𑣲 ‎
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to my dear amina, words will never be enough to express my love for you but i still want to try, because you deserve that!! you mean more to me than i ever know how to say and sometimes i catch myself thinking about how lucky i am just to know you, to love you, to be loved by you <3. you bring comfort into my life in ways you probably don’t even realize just by being you. this page, these words, all of this exists because you exist and because loving you is something i never want to take for granted. i hope you always remember how deeply you are cherished, especially on days when it’s hard to feel it yourself (˶˃⤙˂˶). i miss you so much, more than i even know how to explain. not being able to see you the way i want to has been hard and i find myself thinking about you constantly wondering how you’re feeling, hoping you’re okay, wishing i could just be there with you. i hate knowing that you’ve been hurting and there’s nothing i can do to take it away ૮◞ ‸ ◟ა. if i could, i would in a heartbeat. i wish i could carry that pain for you or at least make it lighter somehow. i wish i could be there to hold you, to comfort you, to remind you that you don’t have to face anything alone! you mean so much to me, more than i ever say out loud and loving you feels like one of the most real things in my life. i love you endlessly amina!! even on days when things feel hard, even when we’re apart, my heart is always with you. i hope you can feel how much i care, how much i miss you, and how deeply you are loved, by me, always! ༝༚༝༚

02/04/26
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keep on loving you - cigarattes after sex when i said that i love you, i meant that i love you forever 𑣲 ‎
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haii babe!! i can’t believe it’s been exactly 7 months since we’ve been together!! genuinely the best 7 months of my life like i couldn’t ask for anything more. being with you has made everything better and easier and happier. i love spending time with you, talking, laughing, doing absolutely nothing, literally anything as long as it’s with you. as long as i have you, i feel set. i feel happy. and i really hope you feel that way too. you’ve been through so much and i’m so insanely proud of you. like actually! seeing how far you’ve come means everything to me. i’ll always be rooting for you because i know you can do anything. you’re strong, you’re brave, and you never let anything stop you. my brave girlfriend. i’m SO excited to see you again just so i can give you the biggest hug ever and a huge smooch on your lips LOLOL i miss you so bad!! you mean everything to me even if i can be an asshole sometimes (´•︵•`) i promise it’s only because i love you. thank you for being patient with me even when i’m slow or stupid or annoying!! other people would’ve criticized me or left but you stayed and that’s something i’ll always be grateful for! i’m so lucky to be with such a perfect girl. i love you so very much ༝༚༝༚

02/06/26
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my love mine all mine - mitski nothing in the world belongs to me but my love mine, all mine, all mine 𑣲 ‎
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wife… i already miss you :c i know we literally saw each other today but somehow it still didn’t feel like enough. i wish i could be with you all the time, every second, even when i’m being annoying (which is often, let’s be real). i just really wanted to tell you how much i appreciate you, not just as my girlfriend but as a person. you probably don’t even realize it but every message you send me, every little compliment, it genuinely changes my whole day. there are days when i'm exhausted or overwhelmed and don’t want to deal with anything or anyone at all. but then i see a text from you, even if it’s just something small, and i can’t help but smile (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶). that’s how i know it’s you. anyone else, i’d probably ignore, but not you. you’re different. you’re so incredibly special to me. everyone in my life knows you because i never shut up about you. my mom, my dad, my siblings, they’re probably tired of hearing your name by now. but they don’t get it. they don’t know that you’re my favorite person in the world. like… they genuinely don’t know this hack!!! i also want you to know that no matter what’s bothering you, big or small, i’ll always listen (,,>ヮ<,,)! i'd never judge you and i'd never be mad at you. i mean how could i be? you’re my precious girlfriend and i would give you the world if i could. i really would. i just hope i can be even half the comfort to you that you are to me. i can’t wait to see you tomorrow, my kitty. i love you so, so dearly. ༝༚༝༚

02/09/26
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glue song - beabadoobee never thought i'd find you but you're here, and so i love you 𑣲 ‎
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hai amina!! ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა i’m really really sorry my writing hasn’t been super consistent lately (╥‸╥) it’s never because i don’t want to write to you... if anything, it’s because i care so much and i want every message to actually feel like how much you mean to me! i always try my best to put my heart into my words so you can really see it (｡>﹏<｡)ꨄ︎ i was SO happy i got to see you today even though it wasn’t for very long ... just being with you, even for a little bit, genuinely made my entire day brighter!! everything felt better the moment i saw you like nothing else mattered as long as you were there! i keep replaying it in my head over and over again… it honestly blows my mind how much you impact my everyday life. like… you’re always there in my thoughts without me even trying. everything somehow circles back to you. i’ll be doing the most random things and suddenly it’s “what’s aya doing?” “is aya feeling okay?” “did aya eat well today?” “is aya getting enough rest?” (๑-﹏-๑) these little questions just run through my head nonstop, 24/7, like they’re part of me now! you’ve become such a big part of my world without even realizing it. you’re my comfort, my favorite thought, the person i always want to talk to first and last. even on hard days, thinking about you makes things feel more manageable (｡･ω･｡) i feel so safe with you, so understood, so cared for in a way i didn’t even know i needed. i’m really, really glad you’re my person. like truly grateful. having you in my life feels so special and precious and i never want to take that for granted! i cherish you so much, more than i can ever fully put into words… but i promise i’ll keep trying anyway because you’re worth every word and more!!! ༝༚༝༚

02/18/26
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can't take my eyes off you - frankie valli you're just too good to be true... can't take my eyes off of you 𑣲 ‎
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hallo my beautiful doll! i’m so sorry for not writing as often as i should... heh... (ᵕ—ᴗ—) i’ve been buried in schoolwork and just trying to keep up with life LOL but seeing you today, even if only for an hour or so, made everything else fade away. every single second with you felt like heaven and i wouldn’t trade it for the world. i hope i can make you feel even a fraction of the love and appreciation you make me feel every day. you are everything i’ve ever wished for. i love hearing about your day it’s like i’m right there with you, sharing every laugh, every little frustration, every moment that makes you you. since i met you, it’s as if the wounds in my soul have finally started to close, the skin mending over scars i didn’t think would ever heal. you make me feel safer, warmer, more alive than the sun in the sky ever could. (⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) i love you more than words could ever hold. how could i not love eyes that see me in all of my forms and still call me beautiful? i love you like i love the moon; in every phase, in every shadow, in every absence. i wish you could see yourself the way i see you. but i don’t love you only for being my dream. i love you because of you. for your kindness, your courage, your quirks, your flaws, your mistakes, your imperfections. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 i want all of it, all of you. it’s always been you and it will always be you. you were the first person to make me feel like i was worth something. you may not realize it but you make me want to live, every single day. you showed me what love should feel like. thank you for being patient with me, for letting me love you, for letting me be vulnerable. you are so deserving of love, more than you will ever know. and i promise, when death finally reaches for me, i will hold you with my other hand and swear to find you in every lifetime ༝༚༝༚