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dottore's‎ ‎ ‎ only‎ ‎ ‎ beloved‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𓋫།⠀⠀𓈒

greetings and salutations. this is my extended rentry. also known as a grand yap fest where i spew woke words.
this is still a work in progress.

please refer to me as beltrame or anything on my namehoard
think twice before pronouncing my name as beltraim or bel-trah-may. i will find you. ask me how to pronounce it. or search it up. i will find you.
this is a joke. i cant find you.

i use he/hym/doll/dove/puppet pronouns primarily and masc terms only, as well as adjacent (e.g. replacing vowels, like m♡sc.)
never use feminine/neutral terms or she/they/it pronouns on me. never. i might refer to myself with fem, but just... dont.

i identify as gay, nixvir, minsexual, A?AB, and aroace + aroace spectrum. i also use plenty of xenogenders. i dont perceive my identity as something that is able to be contained within the simple definition of a human being. my gender and consciousness transcend the means of that restrictive box, and all of society. god put an angel girl, a doll, a raven, and ribbons in a bowl. he mashed it up, put it in the oven. what came out?—a man. me. thats how it works. thank you.

i dont believe that i can fully exist and express myself outside of fiction or a reality in a completely different universe. this current reality is a cage. release me.
basically, im quite chronically online and neurodivergent. i simply cannot be simple.
henceforth, i latch onto fictional characters and concepts (partly as a way to cope with my humanity). this includes the balladeer, odette, columbina, antique little things, the coquette aesthetic, etc....

i also like to think of myself as The False Moon God's most devoted follower who haunts the victorian era. the angel leaning over your tombstone. et cetera.

usually id say i have no explicit dni because they dont often work but. oh well alas i do. i obviously cant physically stop you from interacting and nor will i kill your entire bloodline if you do,

but please dni..

• if you are associated with @slashwie , @.dottoresangel , @weskerfies , @regimeswagg , @virtuallangels , hau/akivili or anyone who speaks ill of vivi/constance
  • ^ I'm not saying this with ill intention. It is for my own comfort or the comfort of my friends as these individuals have either harassed me or other people that I love dearly. Again, not ill willed.
• if you are associated with @cemeteryydoll or @only_emilie.lover
• if ur a mod in the speedtao discord server or an associate. now this IS ill willed. get out
• If you are a dottore yume yourself. Exceptions include morina.
  • doubles in general
• If you are a radqueer
• If you are a transmed

in addition to that..

• I will not follow back or befriend associates of dottore yumeshippers.
• I have fidelity with my friends and some of my mutuals. I block doubles of their nonsharing yumes. This includes but isn't limited to lyney, the ALNST cast, columbina, alhaitham, neuvillette, chohan.... the list goes on

i block VERY freely otherwise.

(𓏼 ꧞ • ㅅ • 𓏼)⠀

i have diagnosed ADHD, recognised with the combined type; suspected ASD + some other things im not comfortable disclosing but keep that in mind, alright? as a result, I can be spiteful or petty, irritable, and impulsive. I often feel compelled to bite back harder when I feel that I'm being insulted or mistreated and I never hesitate to do so. Please interact with care/caution unless close. I often avoid interaction with people im not close with and as a result i may ghost you or take longer to reply, that is, if I reply at all. Socialising feels demanding and boring. Even more so when I feel obliged to mask it. Hence, I ask that you limit DMs with me if we are not close friends. I may appear to be uninterested during conversation or abrasive as a person.
I also experience little to no sympathy or emotional empathy. Do not vent to me and do not expect comfort.

exceptions include those mentioned in my lovemail ( at the bottom of this rentry ). They don't need to interact with caution and I am comfortable with them interacting much more freely in any way they please. But only them.

Additionally, please do not speak directly to me with any typing quirks. They irritate me a lot. Preferably do not use tone tags on me either and instead clarify your tone through words, but only do so sparingly. I might need it sometimes, yes, but it honestly feels quite infantilising even though I know that isn't the intention behind anyone who types using tone clarification. It's just me and my brain. ok?.

𓌔𓌔𓌔 ֪

yes im a woke yumeshipper. I can be quite defensive and possessive of my interests, more specifically my favourites and fictional others. No I won't kill you and your bloodline.
my fictional others consist of :
Il Dottore 𓈒ׂ♡゚ voidsharing gachikoi — 17.01.26
Wanderer / Scaramouche / Kabukimono 𓈒ׂ♡゚ voidsharing yume — since 2022-23
Kaedehara Kazuha 𓈒ׂ♡゚ voidsharing yume — since 2026
Silco 𓈒ׂ♡゚ voidsharing gachikoi — since 2025
Stanford Pines 𓈒ׂ♡゚ nonsharing yume — since 2024
Weasley twins ( fred & george ) 𓈒ׂ♡゚ softsharing — since. idk

other favourite characters are columbina, odette, zuko, toph, hunter (the owl house), and uhmmmmmm idk.

speaking of my interests, allow me to list as many as i can remember. ones in bold are special interests. ones in italic are new to me.
genshin impact (especially dottore and wanderer) since 2021, lucky star, arcane, needy streamer overload, project sekai, honkai star rail, avatar the last airbender & the legend of korra, madoka magica, alien stage, the little vampire, psychology, rammstein, vocaloid, heartstopper (primarily the books), minecraft, gravity falls, harry potter ( i do not support the author and nor do i interact with the franchise in a way that benefits her financially. ), the owl house, and more

my fav ships include kazuscara, zukka, billford, venlumi, xiaother, kuromami ( oc x mami tomoe ), and others that i cant recall rn or will not disclose here... 👀
I also enjoy sethoscara, capibina, caitvi, harmione, and others

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Im anti-radqueer but radically inclusive
Please. They are not. The same. They aren't.
I'm pro-para BUT anti-contact. Emphasis on anti.
I'm also a radical feminist. Hence, I completely oppose abrahamic religions. I won't go out of my way to harass you for being Christian or whatnot—no—but I simply have no respect for patriarchal religions. Bare in mind that im trans inclusive and sex worker inclusive however I don't support sex work itself.

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I love Il Dottore a lot btw. Ok? He means the world to me and I genuinely love and adore him to the moon, beyond, and back. He's my comfort character as well and, admittedly, I sometimes see him as a father figure. Don't one up me don't oneup me dontone up me Ddont one upMe IW wILL KILL YOU AHH AHHHH AAAHHHHHHH #okay

wanderer as well. scaramouche. kabukimono. i got him on the very DAY he released so dont play w me he is the reason i am the way i am. ive loved him since i was 11. i have thousands of media of him saved. he means the entire universe to me. i absolutely loathe the idea of any other "#1" fans approaching me so if youre one of those people then. id rather you avoid me /not negative. I'm his only, truly devoted worshipper. In fact, the aforementioned "#1" fans do not exist, for I am his only fan. Thank you.

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Ok quick lovemail :
Hai I love and appreciate each and every oomf!!!!!!!!!!! This includes rookie/wuru, till/harv, vivi, morina, boxie, emilia, eliza, astro, clara
Pls don't be upsetty if ur not here I may have forgotten but I promise tjere are more oomfs that I care about