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hello, i'm 魂 and this is my journal. atabook
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December 14th, 2025 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 01
. today was surprisingly productive. i almost finished all my flashcards for APUSH and i've been studying non-stop as well! i've also gotten back in touch with hamilton and the amount of times i naturally hear a reference to the musical is driving me insane. i love it though. it helped make me interested in learning about history again rather than dreading it. im even hoping to go to the bookstore soon so i can purchase some historical books! i also want to start writing again. i need to organize my notion before that though. hopefully i'll get to it this weekend because i have midterms/prep all this week.
December 16th, 2025 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 02
. finished all my APUSH flashcards, ap anatomy & psych study notes, and i aced my quiz today. honestly feeling amazing for a midterms week. i even had some time to organize my notion. i'm very excited. i've also been subconsciously analyzing hamilton songs now that i know its history and it's very amusing.
December 17th, 2025 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 03
. nevermind, my first exam brought me back to reality and makes me want to die again (i failed horribly because everything i studied for wasn't even on the exam). but i'll still have a passing grade, so i can't be bothered. i think i just saw some off brand founding fathers walking past me while i was on my way to my second exam. im crying, that made the day better. second exam completed: passed it and i get the half credit for the class! third exam completed and the day is done. #bless hopefully i passed, please don't snipe me.