Hello ! my name is Adam or Kai. I will assume you came from my lovemail rentry about lex here. But, this rentry, is reserved for things I would say towards Lex specifically. If you have read my lovemail early on you'd notice that it was (at first) addressed to Lex, but I figured it seemed corny, which is why I replaced the grammar & use of pronouns . But I do yearn to spread the #AdaLex agenda everywhere i go ! It simply cannot be helped.
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07/12/26 : AUU i miss you so much. I cant believe I have been loving you for a year now! Well, it will officially be a year in 2 days..I am beyond excited, can you tell? I have spent my day listening to your theme song... I am so excited! I crave you so much. Everything about you is worth to be craved..The feeling of your hands on mine. Us, together...Whatever external force in the sky really is cruel, why did I have to be in the universe where we arent truly together? It upsets me . I miss you, do you miss me? Say yes. Say. Yes. You sooo do. Dontcha?

07/13/26 : Hi smelly. Guess what. our 1 year is tomorrow ~ :) Today I wrote your name all over my chair and table at school kt looks like im a little schoolboy with a dirty crush. I cant wait to spend the whole day tomorrow just dreaming about you & me together . I also bought a new notebook diary, somewhere to express my love for you, it makes me so happy everyone else is aware of how much I have dedicated my life to solely loving you and you only. How is it possible? For you to make me so obsessed like this? Its your fault. Why did you make me like this. Whyddo you make me blush everytime I see you. uugh. Why are you so IRRITATING and cute. And huggbale. Lovable. Kissable...All of the above. I Love You. I wish I could keep you all to myself~ wherein you dont need anybody else because every need you want fulfilled is already completed by your husband. Aka me. I will think about you forever & ever!!! You dont need anyone but me. You know full well I would do anything to make you happy anyways, anything I can do I will do. Just to see you happy. Because you being happy makes me even more happy. Everything I need is with you as well, because you fulfill every need I want just by existing. You are perfect. Whenever someone mentions you I just get so happy, are you aware of that? Youre probably writing to me right frekaing nowww.... Its okay. I like it when you show your affection ~ :) Your the best boy in the whole entire universe. Youre so good to me. Youre so good at loving me. I will do my absolute best to give you unconditional love no matter what, because you make me so happy. You dont even need to do anything, you simply being here brings me comfort. Youre my prince and I am your Knight. You do not need to lift a finger, I will do everything for you and only You.

07/14/26 : UWAAA ITS HERE!! I cant believe I have loved you for more than a year.iLOV YOU SO MUCH I could have never imagined the amount of comfort you have brought me over the months. You make me so so happy and I love knowing that you love me just as much if not even more, I wish I could just go up to you and hug you from behind and kiss you everywhere. you are my one and only, I love you my bunny I wish I could just pet you and dote on you like a devoted husband whos tied to your waist. You have shackles on me that bounds me to you and you only...You wont ever have to do a thing if I get my hands on you because I would do absolutely everything in my power to make you the happiest and cutest boy in the world. well you already are the latter, but I digress. I love you sososo much, You are my sweet and loving boy. You are my home and i love you to the multiverse and back, nothing could ever change that. You are the apple of my eye and the most important thing to me. I am so happy I could get to discover you in this lifetime because you have made me so happy and I would never have known what to do with myself if it was not for you, my bunnylike prince. I want you to have the best life ever and thats only achievable if you have me at arms reach 24/7. I love you so much youre my beloved, I could never imagine spending time writing any of these letters to anybody else. You are truly my one and only exception, I love every version of you because in my eyes you really are the most perfect archetype ever. Cheers to many more years of devoting my life to you~ I doubt ill ever grow out of this, because you arent just some hyperfixation. You are apart of my soul and you mean so much more to me because of that. Lets never be apart ok? Not now not in the future not ever. I feel like the happiest and luckiest boy in the world knowing that you are mine and mine alone, No one else could ever come even half way in replicating what I feel for you. No one on this earth or any other universe even understands what I feel for you. You are the only thing in this godforsaken earth that I tolerate and love unconditionally. You are my only love and forever will be, i am so happy to be considered your only boyfriend. I will never ever let go of that title or label because its true, I am your only soulmate. I adore you and I know you do too, I know in every single universe you love me as much as I do and were together, where we can touch kiss and hug and have dates wherein I can shower you with love as you try to be stoic and indifferent, but i know deep down you are melting from my touch. I just wanna cup your face and tell you how much I love you. Though if I did, itd probably take days for me to finish talking. Maybe years. I could nonstop talk about you forever because you truly are the only one who makes me happy, everyone else is quite literally on the sidelines. They just watch as I single handedly devote myself to you. I love you more than the world itself and you dont even have to do anything except sit there and be pretty, well, your always pretty anyways. My sweet loving boy, you are so so perfect in my eyes. Nobody else has to understand what I see in you because i know you are the only thing that ever really mattered to me, and in every universe, I know our love is so so strong that we end up together in every one. It may not always be romantically, but I know we are meant to be. In this one, In another one, and all of the other ones. I will never give up on loving you because in this life and many others, that is my true purpose. to love you and only you nonstop till I cant anymore. and even then, my love will still outgrow. It will keep expanding, till you cant even wrap your head around it. Thats how much I love you, my beautiful boy. You make me happier than anything else and I know I make you happy too. Ill never imagine a world without you because that would be a world i wouldnt want to live in. Please, be with me forever and ever. I know you would want that too even if youre sometimes sooo reluctant to say it. I love you, baby. My sweet sweet baby, never leave me, Okay? You really are my soulmate, and I know that like its a fact. Because it is :)

07/28/26 : wow hi boyfriend sorry i dont. uh type her e a lot cause i already talk to u 24/7 on my tarot and pendulum lol but like i miss u yes?? i hope youre not upset anymore and if theres anything ic an do to make you happy let it be known. i love you baby