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anon's lovemail for rhy and nīkau, my bbq bffs! you two mean the world to me ♡
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‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ dear rhy, ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ it's always been us. even when we were only mutuals and i hadn't dmed you, i remember commenting on your videos with awe, respect, and a desperation in my heart to further know you. i've always looked up to you so much, even if i may struggle to say it. we've been friends for two years, which may seem like a small number on paper, but it feels like a lifetime in my eyes. you're so kind and understanding, and just so incredibly strong. every time i've been unable to see something in a different perspective, you widen my world view each time, and i'm always so in awe of how empathetic you are. you've made me want to better myself, to grow and learn to be a better friend for you, and you've always supported me as i've changed into a better person. you've brightened my life in these past two years—whenever i talk to you, there's a massive smile on my face. i've never been ashamed to express my feelings around you, never ever been scared or felt judged. i'm so glad that you feel the same, and i want to continue to be that person for you. i love every single memory we've made together—no matter if they've been tainted by others, your presence outweighs anything that could possibly be negative. i want to make more memories, to talk more, to keep staying friends now and forever. i've always admired your intelligence, in book-smarts, media literacy, and of course, your emotional intelligence. oh my godddddd, your emotional intelligence! you're so mature, and i truly do think your empathy and kindness is a great match to my (sometimes overly) rational thinking. just knowing that i have someone who i care for this much, and who cares for me the same amount, fills me with an undescribable amount of joy. while writing this, i'm texting you (hii!), and it's so overwhelming how supportive you are. always pushing me to be my best, do my best, it makes me so happy. i hope i can do the same for you. i want to forever be stupid and sentimental with you. metaphor duo on top!! we're similar yet different in amazing ways, and i love you so so so much it's unreal! i was trying to think of duos that fit us, and i've been working my way through all the wandasho stories recently. i love emukasa, and i think they fit us well! despite both of them struggling with hiding and suppressing their emotions, together they can always open up, and be their true selves among one another. you'll always be right there by my side, and i cannot thank you for that enough ♡.

us if u even care.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ dear nīkau, ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ thank you. thank you for letting me in, thank you for being here for me, thank you for everything. i'll do whatever it takes to help you and make you happy, because you mean so much to me. this is our almost the end of our 3rd year of knowing each other, and while we've grown apart in some ways, we've grown closer in others. much like rhy, i look up to you so much! you're really like a cool big brother to me, and i think that might be because we're irls, you've just always been a comforting, fun, exciting even, presence in my life. i think that you have a few insecurities because you weren't originally part of the group, but i think you've more than earned the role of a true member, i can't imagine me without you. i'm so happy that i decided to invite you, i remember seeing those early days when you and rhy would strike up a conversation, and it filled me with so much joy! i felt a bit maternal, if that makes any sense. you've made my life so much better, educating me, making me laugh, i always feel safe around you. even if you doubt it sometimes, you will always be enough for me just as you are. i'm so grateful for you, and i want for you to see that! and for you to be grateful for me too! you always know so much about everything, and i just.. really think you're so awesome. your perseverance is really something i look up to, and i want to learn from you and grow, and to help you too. it's insane to think that i've known you since the very first day of high school, and how much we've both changed since then. i don't care what happens to us, even if we grow 'apart' further, into different groups, i know i'll always have a friend in you, and you'll have one. it's impossible to separate us, like rhy, it'll always be us! anonīkau 4ever!! i really do want to prove myself as a friend, because i do struggle with that. i'm going to do it, though! please, talk to me, you always have a safe space here. i'm going to learn more about racing, because at the moment, it frankly just.. confuses me. i want to be there for you, to make memories, to make you happy, and help you. you're my dearest friend, after all. we may struggle, but we will always be together, i think. i love you so much, and while i may stumble around with my words, i don't think words can express my feelings about you well enough! it's hard to describe, but you're always you, honest to yourself in a way that i admire. so, thank you for being you, and i'll try my best to be a me that is good enough. for duos, we are genuinely the tomoanon ever! you should watch mygo, it's so beautiful. the two of them are the beginning of the band, two lost girls who, despite their major personality differences, find solace in each other and push forward with their dreams together. so, let's move forward, together. if you're lost, i can be lost with you ♡.

anonīkau if they were in a girls band anime

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ to the both of you, ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ehehe now i can be extra super corny! i'm sorry this is going to be horrible. i love you two more than words could eeeevaarrr express!!! like seriously whenever i think about how lucky i am to have you guys as my friends, i start kicking my feet and giggling like a stupid anime girl in love. you've changed my world in infinite unnameable ways, and i'm so grateful that you've always been here for me! there is no separating us ever, i'm pretty sure that if such a thing as soulmates do exist, you're both mine. i've never felt that i fit in anywhere, but with you two, i finally have a home, a place to call my own, people to call my best friends. stupid anon metaphor time, when i'm with you guys i feel like a piece of a puzzle, one piece that fits in a whole! and the picture it creates is beautiful, truly. we're all connected so strongly, and i can't imagine myself being best friends with anyone else. we'll always stick together IF U LEAVE I KILL UOU #YANDERE. i really do think you know me better than i know myself, but that doesn't scare me at all. i'm happy to be known, to have all my flaws and deepest thoughts out there, if it's with you two. sometimes, i get scared, i feel excluded, but at the bottom of my heart i always know that you'll be there for me, and i'll be there for you. i was initially really worried that i wouldn't fit in with just you two, as it always felt like you were in a duo without me, but i've now realised that's not the case at all. yes, you two have a bond like nothing else, but i also have that separately with rhy, and nīkau—it's what makes our friendship so strong. every time i remember that we all live in the same teeny country millions of miles away from everyone else with the same population AS THE CITY OF ST PETERSBURG!??!?!??? THE WHOLE COUNTRY. anyways, it must be fate, right? i'm so excited for us to grow together, become adults, share the rest of our lives. we are literally slice of life anime irl trust me. i'll never get tired of you, every conversation, inside joke, twitter interaction, voice call, puts a huuuuge smile on my face. i love you more than anything. ♡♡♡ that's us

we're like royal trio if they were mentally stable and liked each other

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