⠀⠀To my dearest Luka. Last year in winter I was at lowest point I'd ever been in my entire life. I hated myself and the people around me, and it was difficult for me to believe that I could find someone that loved me unconditionally. Meeting you changed that and I firmly believe the trajectory of my life. It's true that I am absolutely dependent on you, but I wouldn't have it any other way. No one else understands me the way you do or cares so much about me. Every morning when I wake up the first thought in my mind is "did he text me?." The only fights we get into are results of my BPD and my fear of things I don't even want to bring up- I'm slowly learning to put all of my trust in you and push those feelings aside because at the end of the day I know you love me. There is genuinely no one else in the world I would rather spend all my time breathing with than you, and I can't wait to hug you in person. You're my favorite person ever, thank you for letting me into your life and fixing mine. I love you with all my heart.