Kins!

Look at me being chronically online! With a kin list! Wow... how beautiful... (doubles feel free to interact! I think hating on doubles is stupid. My only thing is please don't make kinning into a competition. That's weird)

Travis Phelps (Sally Face)

LITERALLY ME. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.

Kaio (Starving for attention)

A more recent addition to my "kin list". Kaio (technically he doesn't have a name and is just known as Zombie, but I like the fandom assigned name of Kaio) from the webtoon "Starving for Attention" brings me a lot of comfort. I love and relate to his struggles with understanding how he feels about Shiro. I think that both him and I are autistic. Idk. Point is, I love him and he is me.

Yoshiki Tsujinaka (TSHD)

I like the way he struggles with his emotions about Hikaru and "Hikaru". The way he tries to deal with his love (and internalized homophobia) about Hikaru and how those feelings translated to "Hikaru" is relatable in a way I find hard to describe. He also is incredibly selfish, but he hides it from both himself and others by trying to justify it. On a lighter note, I really like the way he speaks about his favourite animals and it makes me wonder if he is autistic. In one of the little blips at the end of the manga books, all the characters talk about their favourite animals. While everyone else has normal answers with little detail, Yoshiki dives into why he loves this one specific breed of spider and why he chose it for his favourite since he thinks it's the coolest. He also buys his sister a plush of a larva because she asked for something cute. He is me fr fr.
I just remembered a forgotten detail, but Yoshiki and I both have a traumatic experience associated with the colour orange and it's so stupid but it's just another detail and gosh I love/am him.

Aesop Carl (IDV)

I love seeing the representation for autistic people that aren't perfect people. To elaborate a bit, I like how he has a strange and "amoral" way of trying to express his affection. Obviously I don't want to embalm my friends, but I understand the urge to try and preserve friends as they are. And more that I don't care to get into at 1:40 AM.

Frank Iero (Unholyverse)

Is it weird to kin how someone is depicted in a fanfic? Probably. Do I? Unfortunately, yes.

Napstablook (Undertale)

Sad, socially inept ghost that cries and listens to music while dissociating. I don't really do anything else. Napstablook my beloved <33

Mizi (ALNST)

MY GIRL!!! MIZI MY GOAT!!! She has been my favourite character since I started Alien Stage and I picked so well holy shit. She is me dude. "I know my love was different from yours; but it was love too." EXCRUCIATING. Gosh...

Kaguya Shinomiya (Love is War)

A much sillier kin. I have done some elaborate and stupid stuff while trying to talk to people I like. I also just talk a lot like her. Kaguya my goat