enid's blog! sheask ﹠ 17歳 fem girl
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forever devoted to my wednesday 11.22.2022
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10/30/25: i had to restart my diary since apparently you can’t really be yourself on this site. anyway, i don’t think i’ve done anything interesting today, or not yet at least, since i’m writing this at 1 am, so i’ll talk about yesterday. the idol banner in love and deepspace, an otome game, just released, and unfortunately for me, i spent some money. but in the end, i got the cards i wanted: rafayel, sylus, and xavier, all in order too! i love all of my husbands and i’m so happy i got them. their cards are really cool, and honestly, i wasn’t expecting an idol themed banner, but at the same time, i’m not too surprised. i’m going to assume that kpop demon hunters, a movie, inspired this. anyway, i should have over 5,000 diamonds, which i’m guessing is about 40-50 pulls for sylus’ new myth card dropping later this year, hopefully. i’m a bit sad though, since i don’t think i’ll be able to participate in the anniversary banner that might happen shortly after his new myth cards release.

10/30/25: aside from love and deepspace and all my previous rambling, i’m going to a halloween event tomorrow! my outfit is all planned out: i’ll be wearing wednesday’s long jacket, a black and white striped shirt, black stockings, black shoes, and skeleton makeup. i’ll also braid my hair into wednesday’s hairstyle. the halloween event i’m attending is free, and i’m pretty sure they’ll be giving out candy. i’m not too excited about it though (unless it’s nerds, my favorite candy) because i’m not really into sweets. chocolate is a maybe, but overall, it’s pretty meh.

11/17/25: hi! i totally forgot to update this. i ended up dressing as wednesday for halloween and safe to say, i looked very adorable. i also finally got the wednesday skullpanda collab plush and she’s so soft and gorgeous. i’m so obsessed with her. speaking of plushies, i got my paws on the alien stage vinyl wool plushies! i currently have till and ivan, they're actually staring at me as i type this. they're soft, cute and so worth the money (i recommend getting them). hyuna and luka are on their way together and once they're here, i'll post a picture of the four of them next to each other in this url. i sadly won't be getting mizisua, maybe next year though.

12/16/25: hello diary! mega and exciting update that i have here. i finally received my slow damage towa plush! his hair is incredibly soft and he’s absolutely adorable. totally worth the money. i’ve been waiting for him since january and, though i had my doubts about whether he’d ever be released but he made it! and today was the day he arrived. definitely worth the wait!

12/16/25: oh and these are the alien stage vinyl wool plushies! i am a very joyous woman.

03/24/26: i’m honestly so confused about why being yourself is such a bad thing for a lot of people. for context, there’s been a huge rise in people copying me which includes my discord profile, bio, rentries, everything. there are so many wednesday copycats randomly appearing too, and i even came across a fake wednesday yumejoshi claiming they spent over $5,000 on merch. it’s obvious they’re trying to be petty and “outdo” me, but no wednesday merch realistically adds up to that much, and i know that because i’ve literally researched every piece of wednesday merch out there. i also know the specific person i’m talking about is faking because they’ve been in all the discord servers i own and have been active in most of them since 2024. i even have dms with them, and they were never a wednesday fan before as so they claim they have been since 2022. they left my servers recently, and this behavior only started around january this year. they also took my lovemail writing for wednesday, ran it through chatgpt, and tried to pass it off as their own, but it was obviously just reworded versions of what i wrote. i know the url, but i’m not going to expose them, just know they’ve been stalking me for a very long while. honestly, it’s not that hard to have your own personality and be into your own interests. i’ve grown tired of the general online space because of all the stalkers and copycats, but i’m not going to let that push me into disappearing. it doesn’t really get to me anyway, i'm mostly unfazed, because at the end of the day they’re just fans or admirers, i just wish they showed it in a better way. i encourage everyone to be themselves, it doesn’t hurt anyone. that's all i have to say today, i think.

04/09/26: i did not realize that me being a wednesday yume is still affecting everyone til this day, i thought we have been over this! if you have the time to thoroughly read all of my rentries just to make fun of me and disregard all of my boundaries then you have the time to go ahead and log off of discord and take the time to study or get a job. if you think you're a hater of mine, you're honestly not, and you're just a fan on a bad day. the effort and time people spend just to go through all of my rentries and talk about me really say something about themselves, not me. when will people ever admit that they're just obsessed with me in a way? that they're actually just envious? LOL. people get mad and jealous over nothing, some people really do need to grow a brain and not get one from their ass. are we really the future adults..? why are we behaving like kindergarteners that didn't get what they want so they throw a tantrum over it? and the amount of people that still believe me and my partner are completely online is baffling. i have years worth of evidence of proof to prove we're irl. do people a favor and get off of your high horse, you don't need to make fun of people and put them on blast to seem cool and funny because you're really not. just because me and my partner are so present in rentry (not the community) doesn't mean we're online, you don't get to dictate what's this and that. you don't know me or my partner personally and never will.

the rentrycord logic:

• me & my partner have decent urls = not irl
• me & my partner like to deco urls = not irl
• i like to be silly and rant sometimes on my partner's urls = not irl
• i like wednesday = i'm actually forcing my partner to act like wednesday and type like her as if my partner doesn't have an OBVIOUS alter of wednesday
• i like wednesday = i'm dense and weird
• i own popular urls = harass me and talk badly about me in public and get mad at me because you know ill never give you them
• i don't want to sell urls i really like and use often = i'm weird and i should do so because i can get rent money when i don't rent an apartment or a house myself and i'm still living under my parents
• i decline high money offers for urls i'm extremely attached to and i don't know if its a scam or if the offer is serious = i'm dense and i need to accept any offers thrown at me without any precaution taken
• i do absolutely anything with my partner online = we're actually larping everything and we're not a irl couple because we don't "act" like one to people's standards
• just a little note: i will sell my more wanted urls on my own accord in the future and i will take all the time i need with my urls, people losing their minds because i want to keep my urls for long is insane (i see a plethora of hypocrites out there) are you guys not the same people complaining about other people selling urls for hundreds of dollars

04/09/26: the whole "you can get rent money and bills paid" is such a bad excuse for "i'm so mad why isn't she letting go of her good urls so i can try to get the urls she owns by trading for them from a new owner" some people are so painfully obvious when it comes to talking about me. do some people really like putting my name(s) in their mouths that often? we are complaining about nothing while there is things happening in the real world. it is true that i can get "rent" money from selling my highly wanted urls but people only use that as an excuse, i'm not dumb. some people only dislike me just because i own urls other people want and if i never owned any of the urls i currently have, no one would be talking about me at all and nobody would care what i would be doing with my life or with my partner. and by the way, blasting me in public discord servers, screenshotting my things, linking my rentries and showing people my partner's rentries privately (but you announce it publicly) yeah none of this is cute or sexy as you think it is, you're just an immature childish asshole with nothing better to do with your life because you're mad a stranger has better urls than you and actually has a happy irl relationship which you will probably never achieve if your behavior and maturity is still immature and rude by the time you're an adult. directed? maybe not! maybe so! but i'm speaking in general. thank you for coming to my ted talk.

people who are nonsharing yumes have absolutely no place to talk about MY yume and make fun of me for mine, we are literally two opposites of the same coin don't be a hypocrite, i know you would lose your shit and start sobbing the moment someone says "__ is mine"

one last thing, "your highly wanted urls will get reclaimed in a year anyway why don't you just sell them off and give up" (code word for: just give all your urls to me please please please) i literally update my urls every month on a specific date i think i'm okay lol

04/16/26: i've ordered a flins plush last year and it is finally being shipped to me, i got the email just now. i can't wait to recieve the plush of me! as usual, i will post a picture of the plush in this url. it is a skeleton plush that comes with the clothing so i don't have to stress out about the clothing and doomscroll on the internet for some. the plush is also actually from the same website that i ordered my towa plush from! i'm so excited. i plan to order an aoba (dmmd), sol (tkatb), and all of the remaining slow damage plushies they have made soon from the same website once i get more money. that would be in about a few months from now, hurray!