/vishneri ₊˚⊹♡
hiii!! i'm fika, the no. 1 vena fan & gf! dont try and argue with me on this, btw... i have loved psychopomp and, by proxy, vena ever since roughly september of 2023, which makes my relationship with my prettyful dragonfly goddess over 2 years old now! and either way, please don't try and liken your love for her to mine if you want to stay unblocked. i get very possessive over her! especially considering i am. not very fond of the current psychopomp community. but don't let this discourage you from talking about it to me! i love psychopomp, along with karbonic's other works. ♪
ahh.. where to start with my love for vena.. well, i suppose i can start with why i like her! well... she's strong... and mean.... aaa... ( / / / ⋂ ) but seriously, i think it's mostly because i relate to a lot of her experiences with delusions, abuse & being neurodivergent overall... and i like how, in spite of everything she's been through, in spite of being locked into the caldmen four's twisted game and living in a god-awful dystopia, she still manages to break through & gain her autonomy as c'venash vishneri.. what a role model. feminism wins again. i think most of my love for her comes from how... hurt she is, however. the whole game feeds you this facade that she's a madwoman & everything she's doing is some kind of real-world evil deed, but then it pulls the curtain back and reveals that... that's just how things are for her. this is the only life she's known up until she awoke. it makes me feel so sad for her... i wish i could drag her into the real world and show her how beautiful things were meant to be. aggghhhhh....
an idea for a date with vena.. hmm. i don't think vena is the kind to have a fancy date, but that's okay. maybe we'd go to the convenience store. spend our time mulling over all the spoiled food. we'd break into some abandoned building, and wander aimlessly until we got bored. and if we were to come across some kind of clearing, i'd like it to be somewhere out in nature. away from all the rotten people of the hectic world we'd grown accustomed to. she'd light a cigarette, and talk about all of her theories in a low voice, for the first time. and i'd sit in the grass and listen intently. and give her my own two cents on occasion. then we'd come back to her flat and cuddle while she kind of just stared at me. wide-eyed, yet relieved. GOD this is corny but i dont even care anymore i freaking love vena so much. love you vena!! ♡
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