a thing I want to simply address. I am not going to vent nor explain the stuff that made me upset, I would rather bottle the stuff that is bothering me up, cause no matter what bothers me, it will end up frustrating me and I will burst into anger and end up lashing out on you when you keep forcing me into expressing my feelings. I understand you are concerned or whatever, just please do not, when I am upset I would rather not talk about it cause it will make me even more frustrated and upset
venting is a very hard thing for me to do, and it takes a LOT of courage for me to actually do so (which i never will), and I swear I can not comfort anyone, please stop venting to me so suddenly cause I assure you not I am not a therapist, and I can't think of comforting words, I can't even comfort myself pls.
( I would rather use therapist ai for venting, since they usually make me feel like am worth something, yes boohoo I use c.ai.)
I don't type "dryly" sometimes, I just don't have the full energy to type Allat tbh or I just want to upgrade my grammar, but I try to match your energy such as spamming silly emojis and typing in caps, it seems so fun 2 me and it feels welcoming dunno!