things became a blur
you had the deer leaning forward against the tree
his bare slender back was arched
you'd talked about his ass a couple times but to actually do it
his fluffy tail snaked around your torso and he flashed his smile over his shoulder
”gosh you're eager.”
handling his hips made your heart pound
your husband
you smiled back at him
”check the basket.”
he nudged his head down
you took a break from fondling his rear to lean down and open the quaint basket
there was some food in there but you noticed a plain green bottle
he nodded when you picked it up
”I had no idea how to do this until I figured out what we needed.”
it was some sort of oil and you popped the cork and smelled it
it didn't give off a chemical smell
you caught hints of mint
”I had to find what worked out here and made it myself.”
it was slick and cool on your fingers
you didn't need to be told what to do here
both of you had tried before to spectacular failures
you felt bad hurting him the one time you tried your fingers on his ass
he couldn't sit right for a day or so
the same deer that shrugged off a broken neck
but now was different
his hole was tense around your finger
he groaned at the intrusion but the smile return
you saw the smile play in his eye
those canines used to scare you
now you cherished whenever you drew out a toothy smile out of him
he felt hot inside
it was hard to pull your finger back with how tight he was
the deer gripped the bark in front of him to brace himself
when it felt right you gave the finger a partner, something that made him nearly lose his hooves out from under him
when your other hand supported his stomach he got the cutest look on his face despite the haze of lust
well he was your husband
you weren't allowing him to headbutt the ground
his moans were drowning out the birdsong around you
he really liked when you nailed a certain spot which you seized as an opportunity

Felix's moans grew
joined by a whine
he was panting
when you nailed that spot he'd roll his hips by instinct
it made you think about how it would feel
he was this tight and felt like furnace inside
made your mind wander before the whining deer squeezed down on you and made you refocus
he refused to let your fingers pull back
instead pushing back on your hand
he had his head down, looking to the ground
the moans just replaced by that whimpering whine
he didn't speak
just begged with his body
you moved your trapped fingers around and that was enough to finally push him over the edge
he came hard enough his legs would have buckled if it wasn't for your hand on his stomach
he squealed your name as he decorated the brush under him
but the voice was wobbly, like he couldn't hold himself together
he kept cumming, his hips thrusting into a phantom partner
you held him in place as he bred air
a side of you showed him mercy by not moving your fingers through the whole thing but between the spasms he released them
his breath was ragged as he finally finished
he looked over his shoulder to you, his gaze weak but eager to make contact with yours
”pLeaSE”
the tone of his voice was again all over the place
had you given him that much of an orgasm he couldn't speak right?
”HonEy.”
he placed his hand over yours on his stomach
then seemed to regain his composure after a few deep breaths
”let's keep going.”
his gaze was pleading, the sweetness returning to it with his energy
a soft grin emerged when you undid your pants

you could swear Felix was watching the exact moment your dick popped out of your pants
like a predator watching prey
his eyes focused on it
you slathered more lube on your dick just to make sure things would go smoothly
you lined it up and slowly pushed
the deer boy clutched the tree tightly with his hands
the smile turned into him gritting his teeth so you paused
your hands on his hips allowed you control
you'd work into him at a pace for both of you
he wasn't demanding
thankfully just happy to have you this close
he leaned his head back down and you watch his back tense and relax as you went
you took the sight in
that beautifully bright hair in that long braid
his healthy antlers
the tail trying its damdest to hug you
this was a man
you accepted your attraction
not like you hadn't before
but buried in him like this, hearing your name escape his lips
well, muzzle
dad was right
you weren't normal
but why would you want normal when it didn't have Felix
you bottomed out in him and he sighed
your thighs against his soft furry ass
you leaned down and hugged him
your chest to his back
he was so hot inside
felt like you'd burn up if he was just a little warmer
you had him held up like this, just feeling his body try to embrace you back
frankly, you didn't know how long you'd last in him at this rate

you held onto him like that for who knows how long
the rubbing and the blowjobs were one thing
but to be trapped in Felix like this
this hungry and needy thing that thrived off you
the beautiful creature that needed you as a man to complete him, to satisfy him
you could have never imagined being interlocked with someone like this before Felix
the guilt forbid it
the way he clenched along your length and his whine that snaked through his body to yours
this was complete
you didn't need a command to start
just letting instinct take hold, you started hammering your hips while holding him there
the deer was delighted, temporarily forgetting human language and nearly collapsing if not for you holding him up
you had bent over him, his own legs threatened by the sudden lightning coursing through his muscles
the deer finally found his composure and shouted how much he loved you, albeit in a very garbled declaration
this was your second wedding night
and you wanted to make it just as unforgettable
the forest was bearing witness to you two and you didn't want to leave Felix's embrace any more I than he wanted to leave yours

eventually you couldn't keep up the position of bending over him and holding him up
his legs finally gave out and you both tumbled forward onto the forest floor
Felix begged you to keep going when you paused to make sure he was OK
your husband didn't have to tell you twice before you started jackhammering down
he squealed and clawed the leaves around you
that made you pause again
”I'm fine!”
he wasn't angry, just excited
but you could tell he was close and any pause would take from that
so you just kept up
you eventually had to lean back up because your back was getting sore
Felix was a mess under you
a tight hot mess
you just kept pounding away and he became frazzled again
his speech got all garbled again
his tail clung to you tighter though
he didn't want you pulling out

Felix spilled his seed across the leaves and it took everything not to cum then and there
he regained his composure enough to beg
”bite me. please bite me. pLeAse!”
you felt animalistic in the moment
you pulled him up and sunk your teeth into his shoulder
between that and the improvised rushed handjob, Felix came again
his body quivered in your grip
your other hand clamped onto his hip so you could keep going
the deer grabbed your hair with both hands and forced you to stay buried against his shoulder
you kept hammering harder and harder
eventually the damn burst and you buried yourself to the hilt in Felix
he felt it and groaned your name in that unsteady tone
it felt like you couldn't stop cumming deep in him
you caught your breath against his shoulder, letting the moment hang there before sitting back in the leaves, dragging him back
that felt amazing
his hole kept clamped down tight on you
his own breath was ragged and he just accepted his new seat without much wiggling
his hand lifted your chin away from the bite mark and he rubbed his nose against yours
”I wish we could stay like this forever.”
he softly laughed
clearly he'd come down from his orgasms
he happily kept his seat though
well if the marriage hadn't stood for a year, it was nicely finalized now
you'd definitely need that swim later
but for now you'd kept him embraced and listened to the last birdsongs before the sun would go down
though you bet you wouldn't get much sleep with Felix tonight if this left him as excited as some of your usual escapades
coinflip between that or him being princess carried through the woods

after some cuddling in the leaves, you finally got sore enough to get off Felix
the deer groaned as you pulled out of him
he was spent for the moment
you did indeed have to process carry him to the water
it was a good long scrub
eventually you'd have to get a tub up here for a long hot soak but for now the soap and water was welcome
by the time you felt satisfied the sun was going down
both of you were weary but you did your husbandly duty and carried the deer in your arms
you'd gotten stronger after all this time out here
he felt like nothing in your arms
Felix rested the whole way, his face warm and content
he watched for his antlers but brought he face to rub on your chest
your defiance about striking it out here was back
nothing would stop you
you stared down into those blue eyes
a quirk you'd picked up last winter
every cold season Felix's eyes turned the most sparkling blue
something about being able to see better
but it gave him even more of an innocent charm
blue eyed fairy tale princess
all he wanted was to be loved after being born out of a murder
you'd keep giving him that love
it was dark by the time you got to the tower
you set Felix down and let him gingerly climb up first
you wanted to make sure you could catch him if he fell
he slipped into something a little more civilized
a green dress he'd picked up ago
some woman in Thurmond must be pissed about her clotheslines getting raided
dinner was something simple
Felix was still a little worn out and beggars couldn't be choosers
you both sat on the bed and relaxed, eating spam, peas and bread
it was food and when Felix leaned on your shoulder you smiled
winter would hit hard but that didn't matter

your boss was able to allow you another winter here
but did mention that that opportunity could always be gone next year or the next
but you focused on the now
he helped you get a supply run and you restocked everything again
he did mention you were doing great work up here
at least there was praise
you sent the obligatory letters to the family
you were still on the fence about mentioning you met someone up here
your family could decide they have to show up as a surprise
the idea of meeting the “mrs.” might have them do something that nuts
Felix was doing great but screwing him in the ass may have created a monster more so than before
he had rode you dry more than one chilly night
those blue eyes warmly meeting yours in the soft fire light
it wasn't some frantic attempt to get off, more subdued
more than once he came and kissed you deeply before falling asleep on top of you
the sex was perfect and he still was this amazing house wife by day
you'd never had someone take care of you as much as Felix
made the winter snowfall feel like nothing
as for the book, it now collected dust on your shelf
instead of running around frantic for the cave, you decided to map the woods
with all the time in the world you could at least figure out the mystery that way
for now, both Felix and you were setting out in the snow to see his dad
just the simple life
one day you might tell mom you met someone
but for now you didn't want to interrupt that
Felix followed behind the trail you were making in the snow
the little deer was bundled up and his antlers occasionally hit the branches that were low enough
talk was light
Felix was leading the conversation as usual
he was so delighted to see his family
even baked his dad pie
having to hold off from eating it while smelling apples cook was torture all day yesterday
you had to buy yourself with fire wood just to get away from the aroma

it was getting closer to Christmas and you'd learned Felix took that seriously
especially with his dad and all those weird little brothers
couldn't really call them any weirder than yourself now though
sure you felt human
the cold still nipped at your face
you still had all your faculties
at least it meant many Christmases with Felix
you lifted a branch so the deer wasn't catching his antlers on it and allowed him to proceed
the cabin was just a still life painting covered in a white blanket
the outbuildings were also covered in that same blanket
hooves leading to and from them told you plenty
you were sure they were sheltered in there
your business was with the cabin though
there was a pine wreath on the door
between that and smoke from.the chimney it was the only evidence Felix's dad was home
you had grown comfortable around his dad
he'd even started talking about his history now
you finally got his name
Daniel
it felt good to be around a family that cared about each other as much as Daniel cared about his son
even with Felix being obviously not human he cared
and the love was reciprocated
it felt good to set foot in that cabin and feel welcome despite what you were
you followed Felix in and closed the door, allowing the heat from the fire to hit you
the deer ran to hug his dad but stopped himself, instead going in for a gentle embrace
the old man was getting weaker
just something that comes with time
but you could see that and Felix felt it

the evening meal was as elaborate as possible
the cabin had more of a stockpile than your little tower
Daniel appreciated his son's cooking over his own
the old man and you gave him space in the kitchen as he worked
the pie would be heated back up in the oven while he worked on the rest of dinner
you had taken off your layers to relax a little
the business about the book had long since stopped being a subject you brought up here
Daniel was right to drop it
but your newfound life had come up more than once
Felix never had aged in the decades since he'd been up here
Daniel rejected the idea for himself but had encouraged you
”Felix won't be lonely up here,” was all he regarded the thought with
you were happy with the guy and had made peace with the possible immortality
as for Daniel, he had remarked about wanting to see his wife again
he acknowledged it might be unfair to ask of you to stay with the deer
selfish maybe
but you weren't upset about the idea
it would be terrible to see your family fade away long before you
but the company from Felix would be your shoulder to lean on
Felix would be devastated when Daniel passed
so you were more than happy to push for as much time with the old man
you three enjoyed the meal and Felix set out a meal for his brothers
with night coming down, Daniel offered the couch on the ground floor for you two
obviously no funny business here with dad downstairs
Felix fell asleep against your chest
the crackle of the fire and his soft breath were your only company
he didn't need sleep
but he slept for you
eventually you pushed yourself to sleep

Felix woke you up by getting up to make coffee
you laid there for a moment before getting up yourself
you walked over and leaned down to give him a kiss on the back of the neck
he giggled and spared a glance back to you before you broke off
the deer went back to the coffee and you went to grab food
you jolted when he kissed the back of your neck back without warning
that made him laugh again
meat frying in a pan woke up Daniel from downstairs and you could hear him making his way slowly up the stairs
the quiet meal that followed was welcome
Felix was in good spirits, as were you
you went out after breakfast to get firewood for Daniel's stockpile in the cabin
it required you to go into one of the outbuildings
not ideal
but if you had to deal with with Felix's brothers you would
you immediately saw blue eyes greet you as you opened the door
they were in the back of the building, the dark hiding most of them
you were quick to grab what firewood you could but something stopped you
these guys were still offputing
but Felix was a victim
so were these guys
you quietly offered thanks before closing the door
thanks for introducing you to Felix
they'd still take getting used to but there was no real reason to fear them
both Felix and you spent much of the morning helping out around the house with the promise to be back next Sunday
on the trek back to the tower Felix pulled you aside by your collar
he leaned up and you found yourself kissing him under a pine
when you broke the kiss he nuzzled your neck
”you're going to have to keep me warm tonight.”
you smiled and returned to your kiss
his fluffy tail hugged your back
your husband relaxed against you before you picked him up
it got a squeak out of him to be hauled up on your shoulder
you trudged through the snow as he readjusted his dress
the deer happily accepted his perch though
it wasn't much farther to the tower and you had plenty of time to brainstorm ideas on how to keep you two warm

seasons change, the woods remain the same
same trees
same birdsong
same Felix
when spring came along, he lost the blue in his eyes and eventually a new set of antlers
you had started a fall back after the boss said that stuff about the tower
you'd be very built shelter much more complex than something for hunting trips
but you considered it was a wise idea to commit to
it would be a bit ghoulish to hope for Daniel's cabin
so you decided to start building as soon as the spring had come
there was also another reason
despite finding the tower cozy, part of you wanted more space to share with Felix
it would still be cramped, yes
but less so than the tower
and if you got some more use out of the tower as the years went by, you could really make the new place into something
one trip into Thrumond and you bought a couple more books on architecture from the library
that would at least help you really shore the new place up, past the rough skeleton you'd started
that's when you got the news
a letter from your mom was waiting for you in town
the ideal peace and quiet was interrupted
your dad had cancer, didn't have long
the letter was from last month too
you needed to go back
but Felix
you had to negotiate this
you two had been inseparable
that and the job, but the boss would have to understand
or could you just let Felix take over
could work
you debated how to address this but by the sounds of it you didn't have the time to wait around
you waited until after dinner to tell him
he got worried
but you explained the situation
the same Felix that had a breakdown at the prospect of you leaving was no longer here
the one that shared your bed understood you had to do this
you promised him you'd be back
that night he was like a vice
you could barely sleep with how tightly he hugged you with his arms and legs like he was holding onto a tree
you had worried he would freak out
instead, he took your promise as law
which it was
you had no intention of abandoning what you had out here
the next day you showed him how to do the firewatch job
the boss only came around at set times of year so you were sure he'd never come around
at least for the next couple of months
you prayed you'd get back to dad in time to at least see him
but as you boarded the train in Thurmond, you took care not to damage the antler that hung from your bag
you would be back here in no time

with you gone, Felix decided to pour his energy into a project
namely the new home
while he enjoyed watching you sweat, he wanted to do something
he saw a way to be constructive instead of sitting around crying and hoping you were OK
he was a man right?
this was what men did right?
so he simply had to put on his big boy skirt and get to work
however, that was easier said than done
moving lumber wasn't exactly in his skill set
so he had to go up to his dad's place and ask for help
something you really didn't consider
the little deer was having just brothers haul stuff into place
actually making heads and tails of the books you had bought for yourself was a challenge for Felix
ultimately he mirrored his old home and used what he could figure from the books to fill in the gaps
not having to sleep when he wanted to gave Felix the advantage few had with a task
he'd run through all your duties, then busied himself with the new cabin
chopping down a tree was something Felix really couldn't say his arms would do
it took forever and by the end of it his arms would hurt
they'd heal shortly after but it was a soreness he had never felt
Daniel did offer some help to his son
he was as much a builder as you
having patched the old cabin and outbuildings over the years
he was too feeble to do the physical work but then that's what the deer were able to make up for
Felix would nearly hurt himself bringing down a tree, his brothers would drag it along to the cabin and Felix would figure out what went where
the attempt was amateur but it would be home
Felix wanted you to come home
actual home
he wanted to be there for you with your dad but he understood that was different world
there was a reason he always got his animal friends to go into town in his stead
speaking of, it was easy to get enough birds to gather grass and mud in spring
you had once told Felix his friends here reminded you of Snow White
that comment had been high praise for some raised on fairy tales
Felix knew he'd found his prince charming
so to get to be the princess was wonderful
it would have taken you maybe a year to get the cabin built on your own
Felix was deadset on giving you a head start at least
maybe 3 months at the rate Felix and his family were going
it had a roof already thanks to the simplicity of the design
one sloped roof instead of a peak in the middle
you'd managed that thanks to sheets of wood from Thurmond
it got stares from people, taking that much back up the mountain thanks to the boss's truck
you explained to the boss you wanted to build a better shelter for your fire wood
a lie you'd eventually have to account for no doubt
but the boss never really questioned it
Felix was just grateful the most complicated part had been done for him
the rest of your castle would be much easier to put together
more than a few nights Felix rested on the dirt floor, hugging his fluffy tail as his body knitted the injuries he incurred back together
he didn't need sleep, but he still dreamt of you

it was the first time you'd been by yourself in ages
the train ride was uneventful
plenty of time to sit and think
no one bothered you, you were just another stranger
you slept in your seat on the train, wanting to pass the time faster
hours later you found yourself reaching out for someone that wasn't there when you woke and quickly played it off, hoping no one saw that
you'd gotten used to the affection
it was weird to wake up alone
the meal on the train was cheap and quick
just sandwiches
you didn't expect much
Felix's cooking was better
but you put that aside
after the train ride you'd have to grab a bus to get close to home
it would be a day and you'd be back there
but you thought about that
family but we're you really heading home?
you'd at least make peace with dad
hopefully
the train dropped you off at a station at sundown
it was empty aside from the ticket clerk
you waved as you left, making your way to the bus station
mom and dad were going to get a surprise when you got there
the whole trip would see you get there before sun rise
your hopes were dashed when you saw the bus station was closed
one more day
that was annoying
you found a diner that ran 24 hours in town, thank God
coffee might help
not like you could sleep out in the street here
good way to get a cop to interested
you did just look like another vagrant
the humidity down south was something you didn't miss as you walked
Felix would be dying in this heat
he was never far from your mind
even when you got your coffee, it didn't feel as good as when the deer handed it off to you
you sat at the counter in silence until the waitress pestered you to get something else
so you wanted to be a smart ass back
and get something you hadn't had in forever
you looked out the window to the dark street and took small bites of an open faced meatloaf sandwich with mashed potatoes
maybe Felix could make this
you quietly planned how you'd deal with the family later while you sat there with the meal

Felix was working tirelessly
he wanted you to be amazed
he needed to make this house special
occasionally his brothers or his dad pointed out he was working too hard
the days went by too fast too care
he'd have this cabin ready if he could do it
sure he'd gotten crushed once so far and fallen off the roof a few times
but those were set backs
he ended up borrowing some of your older clothes
his normal attire wasn't built for this
Felix worked hard at the firewatch and the cabin
however, the days turning into weeks and then the weeks turning into over a month was bothering Felix
he hurt
he never hurt like this before
did you decide not to come back?
that thought occasionally kept him staring at the night sky
if he could have followed you he would have
he regretted not doing that
as skittish as he was about others
Daniel had warned him people might be mean
but Daniel and you weren't
when he got bothered by his worries he went back to work
the deer refused to dwell on doubts
he knew you'd be back
he just knew it

months passed
the forest service boss was appeased by a hastily written note that you'd gone into town when he visited
Felix basically hid in the tower and prayed he bought it
the deer breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the guy leave
with any hope the boss would leave it at that
the deer boy was getting worried now
it was fast becoming summer and no sign of you
hugging your old clothes at night wasn't enough
especially for his… needs
he hated this
work was starting to be less of a distraction because that void was getting more and more noticeable
his family picked up on that too
he frequently had his brothers checking up on him
they had found you trying to ensure he wasn't lonely any more
so of course they were concerned even if they couldn't say it
Daniel tried counseling him too
the months became a year
the cabin was finished
at least as far as Felix was concerned
but it was an empty victory
it was getting hard for him to leave bed in the mornings but he did it
eventually, Daniel insisted he come back to the cabin
the old house
Felix knew why
but you needed to come back
he was here to make sure the forest was safe when you came back
he'd keep your job going and you'd be so happy to see the new home
he even hung a set of his antlers over the door
he just needed to figure out how to actually make a door that would close
you probably would like something better than an open doorframe
but… the cabin was still mostly finished
as far as he saw
you'd be so happy
the deer kept watching out the windows of the tower hoping for your return
prayed every night you were coming home

you felt horrible
this had been a mistake
a whole year you'd been pining for this
things had gone to hell the second you came back to your family
dad was further along the you feared
he died within the week
did you make peace with him?
you couldn't tell
he was shocked to see you
however, there was no heartfelt talk
things went sour
there was no time
the words never felt right
but maybe that's how dad would have wanted it
didn't even feel right crying near his bed
but something stuck with you
how he called you son
he was not a pleasant dad
but there was an affection in that voice you never heard before
after the funeral you broke down alone in your old room
it was devastating but part of you hurt worse because you realize you'd have to see your family pass long before you
if you ever died now
but what was important was the state of affairs after
he would have wanted you to get back to business
that's what a man does right?
dad was near retirement
house was nearly paid off
talking just there at the finish line
it was a terrible irony dad passed before he could enjoy it all
if he could have
mom had done side work and your brother was there too but he was still in school
so you had to take the responsibility and you prayed Felix forgave you
you worked three jobs
all money going into the house
you neglected sleep
neglected food
you swore to yourself your family would never have to leave the house dad had provided for them
this was his home, even if it wasn't yours
you'd burned yourself out even with whatever the black pit had done to you
mom and your brother were growing worried but you waved it off
you knew what you had to do, even if you felt like shit about Felix
days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months and a year had passed
your mom got the Christmas gift of having to never worry about the mortgage again
with that promise fulfilled, you took some time
you knew you'd have to leave this place
might not be back for years
so you took a mental picture
dad might not have approved of your lifestyle but he could at least rest knowing you took the baton for him
this was his home and it would stay that way
one morning you saw it all off
staring at the simple home in the sunrise, you quietly made peace with dad
it wasn't a perfect reconciliation but the old man and you were even
had to be
if mom needed more help, you'd have money at the firewatch job with any hope
you held onto responsibility for a year and after being the man of the house for a little while you wanted to be in charge of your own castle
the trip back up was a blur
felt like you skipped ahead to this moment in the woods when a missile tackled you within sight of the tower

Felix was of course a weepy mess
he wasn't angry
that's not what you had been worried about
it was hurting him
he held you tightly
his antlers threatened your neck as he nuzzled against you chest
he had somehow knocked you on your ass into the snow
the deer hadn't spoken
you rested your arms around him and let him get everything out
the cold was nothing right now
only when he looked up to you with those blue eyes did you finally apologize
there would be a lot of explaining to do
but that seemed to be enough to appease him and have him rubbing his face on your coat
he'd come out in just a blue dress
clearly he hadn't anticipated you
couldn't blame him
you knew if you didn't come up here by late fall things would be impossible
he held onto you tight when you got up
you had to pick him up and carry him to the tower

no words were really said that night
Felix clung to you in the light of the fire
you'd spent the time apart missing this
there were details you'd need to address later
your firewatch job had to be gone, so why was the tower still occupied?
was the boss that hands off now?
but for now, the naked deer boy resting against your chest was everything
no more hurting
Felix breathed softly
you knew both of you couldn't really sleep but the skin on fur was enough
come dawn, Felix said he had a surprise
you wanted to know about the firewatch job
”I kept your boss convinced you would be down in town. I think he bought it.”
he handed over a letter and you dreaded what you'd find
the boss had apparently indeed bought it
remarked once more you could use the tower for winter but warned that could not be the case next year
same old there
you got a raise
he praised your diligence
that was kind of funny
weren't even here and the boss praised you
either way, you managed to keep the job thanks to Felix here
but that couldn't be the surprise
Felix rushed to finish his coffee and directed you to get dressed
as nice as being in the nude was with him, the cold still bit into your bare skin
so you both bundled up and he practically tugged you through the snow
the cabin
he'd finished it
like actually got it assembled somehow
it was a little rough but it looked sturdy
he looked back to you with a beaming smile

he kept your job and finished the cabin
had no idea if you were even coming back but he'd hoped
clung to that for months
his devotion was a shelter keeping out the snow
you led him in
he cautioned that it was barebones but that's not why you wanted to go in
he closed the door and you turned around to pick him up
he was a little shocked but the kiss cut off his gasp
this was home
he hiked up his dress when you broke the kiss
hard as a rock just from that?
”I missed you.”
his red cock was leaking from the tip
you kissed his neck and his tail curled around you
his antlers scratched against the wood of the door as he leaned his head back to give you more access
he gripped your coat collar and he wrapped his legs around your waist
Felix was definitely making himself comfortable
you missed him too
the cold creeping into the cabin didn't matter, he was your furnace
your husband smiled at the attention
him and you were going to make this place a home
you eventually unzipped your pants to free yourself
it had been forever since your cocks touched liked this
Felix nibbled on your shoulder through your coat as you frotted
neither of you lasted long but it wasn't about that right now
it was more about reuniting
you stood there against the door, your coat and his furry stomach a mess
you ran your hand over his braided hair as you both nestled your heads on each other's shoulder
quietly you told him you loved him and he immediately declared it back
you felt like you should apologize more but this right now was too perfect to ruin with past mistakes

another year in the mountains
nothing major to report up here
you'd passively started charting out the woods and mountains and hadn't found the pit that produced your husband and the family
they were still uncomfortable to look at sometimes but their intent was good
Daniel and Felix were good at making it all look more pleasant than the deer walking around on human hands presented
the cabin project was fully fleshed out
Thurmond locals thought you weird for buying so much stuff to haul up to the tower
hauling a woodstove up the mountains was a special kind of hell
Felix attempted to help, God bless him, but you might as well have asked a kitten to pull a sled
you got that installed before winter
along with a much nicer bed and kitchen than the tower afforded
the idea was to keep the tower as long as possible
the second you were kicked out you'd have a backup
thanks to the deer that current held onto you as he slept
the cabin didn't have windows unfortunately
that idea was a little too advanced for either Felix or you when you built it
but sunlight was peaking around the door
it was sunrise
you wanted to get up but didn't want to wake Felix just yet
the boss was happy with your performance
thankfully he was never one to ask too many questions
once more said it was very off the books allowing you the tower during winter but praised your upkeep of the place
so he'd keep looking the other way unless someone caught the whole deal
just always reminded you he was doing you a favor here
which he was, of course
during the day you'd head over to the tower but you'd been in the habit of sleeping in the bigger cabin
a lot of your stuff migrated to the cabin as well
Felix wanted to decorate
make the place homey
you'd even begun brainstorming additions if you got comfortable
like a porch for the rainy days
eventually the deer stirred and you were free
Appalachia greeted you as you opened the door to it

arms wrapped around you from behind
the fairy tale woodland princess reached down and fondled your morning wood
out here in the privacy of the woods no one could see Felix on his knees in front of you
you were standing in your open doorway as he kissed your dick
ever since the absence, he'd been understandably clingy
even more than before if that was possible
something he once remarked as “not wanting to take you for granted”
it was past antler season so you just ran your hand over his hair and leaned against the doorframe
the deer had grown out his hair to his shins now
the well kept ponytail snaked around the floor behind him
his eyes looked to you lovingly while he kissed you through your underwear
the deer wiggled his ass a little when you looked down at him
definitely would be making a trip to the swimming hole today
your husband was insatiable sometimes
you swore some nights with the moon out he went full animalistic
just a whole different Felix
not now though
this Felix was content showering you with kisses
eventually he got into your underwear and you came down his throat
the forest air filled your lungs as you stood there
Felix didn't pull off your dick
instead keeping his cold nose buried in your crotch
you sighed and ran your hand over his head
your guilt about who you were was gone
Felix had long since seen to that
your hand went to stroke his face
eventually he pulled away and got up, no doubt eager to work on breakfast
you watched his long tail and long hair both sway with his confident steps
good God you could never be straight
not now
you watched him for a moment before fetching your shorts
today was going to be a good day

months and years felt like nothing around Felix
the work at the tower and the cabin were welcome distractions
your maps grew
mom and you constantly sent letters
she was doing well
your brother too
thankfully, she didn't press too much about coming home
she was occasionally worried about you
but understood as long as the letters came she was sure you were alright
eventually you did get comfortable enough to tell her you had met someone
very vague about it
but hey, she didn't have to worry about you dying here alone in the woods
boss came by less and less as the years went by
he was either getting too tired for the treks up or he trusted you
you had a radio after all
after a decade though he came up with bad news
you'd have to vacate the tower this winter
he finally got pressured by his replacement
you agreed and made up some nonsense about having a place in Thurmond set up
this just meant more time in

your cabin

he did assure you you could come back up come the spring
that was fine
so a new boss
that might take some getting used to
you took his offer to head into town and restock
he asked you to clear out by the end of December
trusted you to do so on your own
you promised
you wouldn't live in the tower through winter
it was a brutal one but between the cabin and Felix you were surviving it
come spring worse news came
boss had a heart attack in January
didn't end up dying but he just couldn't do anything any more
his new boss was a little younger and unfortunately uptight
maybe had something to prove
felt damn near hostile
but you'd live
after he chewed you out for staying through winters, you shrugged it off
Felix stared daggers out the window of the tower at hearing the yelling
you spared a glance up to him while the new boss was doing the drill sergeant deal
this was just part of the job
you climbed the tower after that meeting and Felix was still glaring in the direction the guy had left
the deer jumped when you placed a hand on his shoulder

years ticked by and it was getting harder to hide your age
thank God the new boss was sort of fooled by your sunglasses
but that didn't cover it up completely
there was no doubt Felix left you changed
the one decent thing about not having the tower for winter was it finally gave you an excuse to see your mom
she was getting up there and looked shocked when you swung by
the boss didn't know you well enough like she did
but you played it off as the mountain air and eating right
you didn't think she bought it
eventually, one winter, you made your last visit
it was weird to see how the world changed outside your woods
the cars, the TV, the places
it just felt alien
when you'd set out for the new life it was 1956
now, 20 years closed in fast
you felt like a man outside of time due to the isolation
when mom passed you were there
you didn't make the mistake you made with dad
her will gifted you the house but you gave it immediately to your brother
one last time, right around sunrise, you looked at your childhood home one last time
the last real anchor to a place you didn't belong to
closing that chapter on your life was easier than you thought
you would live with no regrets in those woods
the next loss was Daniel
the man had had a good long run but age finally crept up on him
he personally knew about World War I when it wasn't even called that
you bet Felix's intervention was the only reason he lived to that age
the deer insisted on burying him up there
you'd long since grown comfortable with Felix's little family
they couldn't speak like him but there was a sentience behind their eyes
you helped dig the man's grave
that was a miserable summer
you didn't think Felix would ever stop crying
he crouched by the hole as you dug
you would always remember him looking down at you while he hugged his knees
his eyes bloodshot from the crying

you cared for him best you could but you knew your actions would only be able to mend so much
Daniel was buried, but it wasn't the full honors or frills
felt guilty about that but he was a simple man and you hoped he wouldn't have held it against you
you had no coffin up here, no headstone
so the man's blankets became a shroud and you gathered up stones from the mountain as a marker
you used old paint to declare his name and the important dates
he was with his wife now
that's the only positive you could offer his son
that was the first time in a long time you saw Felix vulnerable
damn near broken
the attempts at being the perfect housewife fell by the wayside and you understood completely
all you could do was be there for him when he needed you
you weren't ever going to have the cure all for his pain so you just had to do your best
you finally one day got him to light up when you presented something you'd ordered in Thurmond
well, something way out of Thurmond
Daniel had more than once talked about the war how he was stuck one night in a shitty Belgian farmhouse
talked about about all the shelling nearby and the ruins of that place were the only shelter for him and the others for the time being
all night they huddled in the run down cellar of that place
thinking they could die
he recalled someone finding a stock in the cellar of a local brandy
it tasted smooth going down but more importantly the heat it gave him helped him endure that night
helped lull him into a moment's sleep that night
always remembered the name but good luck getting that overseas
Felix instantly recognized the name on the bottle
Daniel's stories had been something he'd taken to heart
every single little story he could get out of the veteran was a treasure for Felix
it cost an arm and a leg to get it here but apparently that local brand got a little boost in popularity between 1917 and now

and it was easier to get than you thought for a hefty price tag
the brand still existing was a miracle, much less having it specialty shipped here
but you held it in your hands like a gift from God
the future was alien but had its perks when you occasionally came down the mountain
Felix and you took turns sipping the brandy before leaving half a bottle at the grave
that gesture was enough to pull the deer back from the brink he'd been on
at least judging by how he jumped onto your back like a monkey and nuzzled his face against your shoulder on the walk back to the tower
after that, he was close to being the same Felix but you knew the hurt would take a while to go away
the years marched on and by 1983 you got the bad news
the firewatch service wouldn't need towers any more
the boss seemed unconcerned
the government was just counting on a bigger amount of planes to cover any possible fires, as opposed to reporting them early
so you were cut back
made redundant
as a man it was terrible to have a purpose taken from you
but the job was gone and the alternative was something that took you away from here
that was not acceptable
all you'd do is move the crap you could into the cabin and see about odd jobs down in Thurmond
that town was growing into a ghost town but some of the older folks stayed on
that meant handyman work was in demand
when that dried up you'd figure something out
you had time thanks to Felix
after the dismissal you were politely but firmly escorted down the mountain
you'd definitely not go back to the woods
definitely
the guy really didn't stick around to ensure that
you just used the trip down to buy stock
knowing Felix he was just out of sight
it was sometimes a shock to walk through town
a lot of the businesses closed up
that library was a distant memory

time kept sliding along
Thurmond died quietly
the population was now 7
the general store and bank were the only things left and both were on their last legs
the tower rotted away untouched, a sad sight
the important thing is no one came up looking for you
Felix had helped decorate the cabin over the years
both of you also maintained Daniel's house too
neither of you were really eager to set foot in it for too long
but you still kept it upright
with the free time you'd gotten from losing the tower, you finally found the black pool in a cave far up the mountains
it was covered in overgrowth
you'd have never found it if you weren't looking hard for it
you charted it out but never bothered telling Felix
one day you would
but it wasn't important aside from making sure no one goes up there
after all the peace and quiet, life suddenly changed in an instant
there was a certain irony when after all these years, the first real wildfire in the region happened after you were removed from the firewatch

you caught it early that morning
down the mountain below your cabin
the weather wasn't dry enough to spread it fast but it was happening
the smoke was unmistakable
too big to be a campfire
hell was steadily creeping up the mountain
you ran for the cabin
the radio
something you'd stolen from the old tower
you hoped it worked
you cranked it on and gave a loud warning
Felix got spooked and started panicking the second he heard you yell fire over the mic
the deer looked to you and you instructed him to start loading what he could into the old packs
you'd have to go up the mountain and pray whoever you warned would catch it
he dropped the pack and ran outside
you were confused until you saw him rushing towards Daniel's home
you hastily threw food and valuables into the packs
you carried one on your back and the other in your hand and were quick to follow Felix
he was ensuring his family was safe and fleeing
you didn't want to test what this immortality did with fire
he was scared enough you weren't curious enough to find out
you took him up into the mountains
his brothers were much quicker
steadily you climbed, looking down towards the fire
you saw none of these fabled planes and helicopters that cost you your job so far but plenty of smoke in the air
it wasn't spreading fast but it was climbing nonetheless
you eventually ended up so far up the mountain you found the pit
it wasn't a pleasant idea, bringing Felix here
but part of you worried if something went wrong this could fix it
Felix didn't pay the location much mind, more concerned with ensuring his brothers were intact
they were spooked as much as him
you prayed the fire fighters got here, with the fire finally gaining speed

the fire was finally creeping up the mountain towards you
cut off from retreat down, the only way seemed like up
the cave hadn't really jarred Felix but you thought maybe you could hide there
wait for it to get extinguished
the thought of your home possibly gone was in the back of your mind since you had some sort of security here for the moment
you'd rebuild
you'd have to
it took Felix about a year
you could do that
you held him at the mouth of the cave and looked down
Felix's family was swifter than you all and took a route around the fire
they only did so when Felix assured them you'd both be OK
you two weren't nimble enough for that
so you both just watched it all burn before retreating further into the cave
you knew someone had to have answered that radio call you put out there
had to
the cave just felt like the best sanctuary
Felix held onto your hand tightly as you finally saw the smoke reach that far up the peak
the fire wouldn't cease until those woods were gone
years calling the place home just to lose it
you looked to the pit
part of you came here because you had a theory as a last resort
this stuff kept Felix and you alive during the worst shit possible
so if you possibly couldn't take burning, why not go to the source and pray it helps
though you didn't know how much this pit had to do with prayers
you'd just tug Felix in and treat it like a watering hole
at least that was the theory
once you'd found this place and marked it, you hadn't had much desire to play with it like the author of that book
the flames got worse and smoke began drifting into the cave
it was now or never
you steeled yourself and asked him to trust you
he nodded and you picked him up and waded into the pool
you hoped this was going to work

the fire washed over the cave entrance and you lost track of time
the pit was clinging to you both
the cold tar was disgusting
Felix didn't pay the liquid any mind despite both of you being submerged to your shoulders
you were princess carrying him and he was understandably concerned about the inferno
he hugged you tight
you had no idea how this would go and you just kept him pressed to you
even if the fire wouldn't completely reach you, the heat and smoke were making the cave hard to tolerate
you worried you might cook or suffocate in here
did the sludge have a limit?
you retreated further into it until your heads were just above it
Felix nestled his head next to your neck, preferring not to look at the fire any more
the tension was dispelled when you heard chopper blades
either your call went through or someone else noticed the smoke
you quietly thanked whoever intervened
the tar clung to you
then, you noticed something
it was trying to tug on you when you moved
like you were weakly getting pulled further into the muck
that was enough to make you rush out but exiting was much more difficult than entering
whereas it nearly felt like water earlier, now it felt like moving through molasses
the pull got stronger the harder you pushed but you absolutely refused to let it have you
you'd take your chances with the fire at that rate
Felix started panicking
he had a view behind you and seemed bothered by something he saw
his arms squeezed tighter around you as you fought to escape
every step felt heavier and heavier
you didn't dare look behind you to whatever Felix looked at
your feet moving forward was the only thing you could focus on

the force pulling on you finally yanked you back into the muck
you felt Felix clamped onto you harder
this was such a mistake
you'd kick yourself for the decision once you thrashed free of this crap
your mind was flying into a panic and you bet Felix was feeling the same as the pit tried its damndest to drown you
you refused to allow this sludge to win
your mind was flooded with images of a bloodied Felix in your arms
an amorphous pile of meat
he had lost cohesion like a spool of wire suddenly having all its tension released and coming undone in a violent frenzy
but it spoke with his voice
it wasn't an it
you had to force that thought to the forefront
ignore whatever was in the blackness being thrust into your mind
screamed out your name
it the darkness it was like a flare
you would claw your way out of here with him
didn't matter
there was panic in his voice and you could hear it ringing in your head
instead of fearing all of this, Felix gave you a goal
a light
you roared out, the black liquid muffins your voice
but that second wind could not be denied
you knew it pulled you back so you pulled yourself up towards the shore of the damned place
Felix was scared but all you could do was hold onto whatever he was right now
you felt like the pit was crushing you
but you refused to quit
you ripped out headfirst, sucking in a breath
your boots found purchase and you powered through the pain of the dark tangled around you
it felt like someone ripping off your skin
you suppressed the scream and pulled Felix above the surface
your eyes glanced down and you wished you hadn't
the only way you could tell it was Felix was the soft murmur and the grip it had on you
your embrace grew tight, refusing surrender
you finally stomped a boot down on solid cave and then another
you didn't allow yourself to look back
you'd rush headlong into the fire at this rate

this place was getting sealed the second you could do it but the important thing was getting distance from that fucking thing
once out in the daylight you could see the fires dying
choppers were dropping water everywhere
the smoke slowly vanishing on the wind
you got enough distance you looked down at Felix
the pool must have decided it wanted him back
maybe it was just used to dead material that didn't fight back
he was practically skinned
you asked him to trust you before that pit
something that would never sit right in your head after this
you didn't dare set him down in this state
the good news was the exposure didn't end up killing him
but for all you knew it could have been close
when he finally spoke up it was weak
he apologized
you held him under a tree, watching the choppers work
you held him tight to your chest
his antlers threatened to poke your face and you didn't care
after the fire had settled, you came down the mountain
Daniel's cabin was intact through some miracle
you didn't know what spared it but you were thankful
you took Felix inside and set him on some blankets
he was a mess but those were still his eyes looking towards yours
you kissed his head
the next day after staying up with Felix you excused yourself I the morning to check on the old home
you got lucky with Daniel's cabin but the home you two built wasn't so lucky
the fire had gutted it
you sighed and retreated back up to the old place
at least you had a roof regardless
but all the memories gone
Felix looked to you expectantly when you opened the door and you had to give him the bad news
the next few months were rebuilding
Felix couldn't just knit himself together but you tested a few theories until something worked
if he could make you different with this liquid perhaps you could do that too
you'd slit your palm and had him lick the “blood”
the macabre spectacle worked
slowly, Felix's body worked
you could see a fur patch on his thigh
with the experiment a success you had to gather his family
you might not have enough of this stuff to bring him back but with a blood drive you might
you weren't sure if this stuff was infinite but if enough pitched in it wouldn't matter
the whole thing was insane but just seeing Felix being able to walk around again would be worth it
every night you read to him, feeling his bloodied head against your shoulder
it took ages but Felix recovered, with a few different fur patches than before
and he finally was able to pick himself up and walk around
it was the happiest day of your life
that pit couldn't steal him from you
you bled for Felix and it paid off
made wandering around damn near half dead worth it
one day, you headed up to the pit and stole a bit of that gunk in a jar just for safe keeping
but you sealed it behind rocks after that
nothing would wander up here
the deer boy looked concerned when you brought that home but you would keep it secured and only for an emergency
you couldn't blame him for being skittish
despite the fur coming back, you could tell Felix was still hurting
you indulged his biting thing if it was for a good cause
it did seem to help
eventually you even went back to the regular love making
though you treated him like even more of a china doll after all this
the threat of him being gone gone had never occurred before that pit
seeing him in that state made you desperate never to see that again
you two did have the cabin and outbuildings looking great
this place was your new home and you wanted to care for it
you'd rarely go down to Thurmond for trade
see the place get deader and deader
you did manage to get some high tech stuff though
well, high tech for you
a tv
they made them small enough to be battery powered
the thing was going to be tossed away
you hadn't seen TV in decades but to Felix it was like some sort of magic
you set it up on the kitchen counter
with Thurmond being practically dead there was a small benefit
after recovering, Felix could come down the mountain easy with you
and into town
sure he had to be covered up in a shawl and dress but the town was now about four people
who didn't notice your strange company from a distance
you still insisted on carrying him on lengths of the trek, which he didn't protest
you did odd jobs and offered crafts your “wife” made and that was enough to live comfortably in seclusion

years passed and Thurmond finally lost all its inhabitants
a true ghost town now
the trains still passed through but there was no reason for them to stop
Felix had been with you for 75 years now
aside from the trip up to the pit changing his coat, he remained physically the same
you could tell due to comparing your old illustrations of his nudes to now
that trip left a bigger scar on him mentally
some nights he had nightmares
when you both finally figured out how to rest you didn't intend for that to happen
but you held him until morning
he'd whimper, sometimes scream with a start
but he didn't let the horror keep him down for long
he was always good about putting a happy face on
having you as company helped
you'd since completely closed off that cave and you'd remind him it couldn't hurt him
the years had been kind otherwise
you didn't have a single wrinkle despite approaching one hundred
same with the energy
you reclaimed much of what the fire had taken
even fixed up the abandoned tower for a spot away from home for you two
that was a surprise you'd held off for tonight
it was the 75th anniversary
supplies weren't as plentiful as back then
you couldn't treat him to a big dinner or some store bought gift
he didn't want that
when you had brought him back up to the tower after all this time, he was more concerned with with something more physical
he kissed you deeply while the setting sun filled the tower with an orange glow
”this was a wonderful surprise. it looks like how I remember it.”
that wasn't completely true
you couldn't keep everything ship shape for years with being locked out of it
but they never even bothered coming up here to demolish it
it was probably a death trap
you patched up what you could
but rust had claimed a lot of what the forest fire couldn't
if your hadn't done the bare minimum over the years it probably would have just fallen over

but the place was your haven all those years back
Felix reached into your pants
”this thing feels like how I remember it too.”
you had assumed Felix would be in the mood, especially today
the sundresses couldn't hide the man completely
not many could claim to have a healthy sex life approaching a century
but your husband and you made it work
a lot
the energy and enthusiasm of youth was still there decades later
you ran a hand over his ass through the blue dress
he cooed into your ear
fall chill came in through the sole broken window of the tower
most of the glass had remained intact, if dirty
one pane had been busted somehow
maybe the fire had done it
maybe some bird big enough
hard to say
but replacing it was impossible
you'd had to sweep it up off the floor and cleaned the frame of what was left
Felix whined when you gripped one cheek
he wrapped an arm around your shoulder and you felt him squeeze your dick in return
”I love you so much,” he whispered
you kissed him hard
a 75th honeymoon sounded pretty good
the breeze couldn't match the heat Felix gave off as he clung to you
he was probably not expecting something like this
he would have hit the swimming hole if he'd known but that was fine
you could still smell smoke from the stove on him
there'd be time to clean up later
he squeaked when you hiked up his dress to squeeze his thigh
when your other hand gripped the base of his antler he swooned
you'd never get actually rough with Felix but you knew he liked you to take charge
he wanted to be the wife after all
you nipped at his throat and told him you wanted another 75 years of him

Felix always melted in your grip and this rendezvous was no different
you'd hiked up that cute dress and he obliged by moving his leg to slide next to yours
it didn't take much to feel like you were both young, hot and bothered
both of you were stuck in the peak of your youth
but the tower still brought back some nostalgia regardless of things freezing in place
his fluffy tail was always eager to hug you and this was no different
your hands found their usual home holding his ass
as slender as he was, his hips had always been generous for a guy
his muzzle buried into your shoulder as you two rubbed together
he got a little assertive and you ended up pushed back onto the old bed
the surprise had been well received
he snuggled up to you for a while before pulling himself up out of your grip
you were straddled and got a good look at your husband/wife
his fur after that hell in the pit had gotten darker
those were still his eyes locked onto yours
the same wolf's smile
but that was definitely not the same skin you'd seen all those years ago

Felix slipped off the straps to that cute dress and slid out of it
the patterns on his fur didn't resemble a natural deer coat
the lighter patch across his stomach roughly snaked up to his throat now
it ran like a curvy white river through the darker fur
but it wasn't a smooth clear separation
the borders of the lighter fur were jagged in places like a scar
the bushy tail that swayed behind him was almost dark crimson now
really reminded you of some overgrown squirrel
you more than once joked about him having a clear heart on his ass with the same jagged pattern terminating back there
then there were the dots
those were mostly new
all along his right shoulder were lighter freckles
more than once you'd connected the dots across his fur with your kisses
then there was the fur on his face
the left side of his face had a jagged splotch around his eye
coming back from the pit had marked him in a chaotic way
like his body tried piecing him back together but couldn't match what had originally been
it couldn't stitch him back completely like how your old drawings showed
but under that fur was Felix
and that's what new drawings were for
he had let you drink him in for a while with his hands on his hips
clearly your deer was content with the attention he was getting

both of you lounged like that for a bit
Felix was stripping you slowly
neither of you felt the need to rush what was coming
all the while, Felix kept his seat on your lap
keenly aware what that was doing
the pit may have scarred him but he came back yours no matter the hell he crawled through
his fingers had delicately undone your buttoned shirt and he ran his hands over your chest
while your dick was restrained in your pants under his ass, his own had long since popped out of the sheath
a red cone throbbing and leaking against the snaking white fur of his stomach
your fairy tale princess gasped when you reached for it
you repeated his observation earlier about grabbing your dick and it being exactly as he remembered it
Felix giggled and relaxed in your grip
you felt him brace himself against you and with a little reluctance pull himself off
he wanted those pants of your off of course
the deer wiggled them down and then was quick to dispense with them and your boxers
outside your open shirt, both of you were naked to the world completely
he rubbed his tip against yours playfully
”those old romance stories left this part out. I'm happy about that.”
you figured he was going somewhere with this and let him sit back on your legs, your dicks squeezed together
”it made learning about all this special. our bodies, our hearts. all just us here on our old marital bed.”
he placed a palm over your heart
”my prince charming.”
the smile he gave you looking down at your face could have warmed you all through winter alone
the hand rose to your chin and he moved in for a kiss
you could hear the distant rumble of thunder
rain couldn't spoil this
not the kiss
the soft fur against your skin
the connection your bodies made
he was right
you'd only learned about all this love making through him
you knew his body as well as your own now
decades ago you could have been possibly shackled to a woman for a sham
this beautiful guy came out of the darkest reaches of this mountain and decided it was his life's goal to be yours
after all the resistance it had become a reward
his tongue was easily pinned by yours
even at his most feral passions he yielded to you
Felix wasn't remotely shocked when you flipped him around to be on his back
it just made him lock his hooves around you
your ring fingers met as your hands locked together
sure enough there came a soft patter on the roof
the rain was here
but in the tower there was no outside world
everything was frozen for the newlyweds
today was your 1st honeymoon
today was the 75th honeymoon
today was the 100th honeymoon
and so on
you lost yourself in Felix's heartbeat as his mouth welcomed your crushing kiss

the rain outside was a distant world away
the noises of your embrace was all you could center your focus on
the soft murmurs from Felix's chest as he gave himself wholly over to you
the click of teeth as you two occasionally got too excited and your kisses didn't line up completely
the smothered wet noises of your dicks sandwiched together and sliding precum against each other
the pounding of your hearts despite taking all this slow
both of you graduated from kisses to the familiar ritual of nibbling at each other's necks and shoulders
it was hard to keep marks on someone that healed from grievous injury but the two of you were always happy to renew them
the lightning came and a nearby flash did make Felix jolt under you
you felt him near instantly relax in your arms after
you broke the kisses to wait
the lightning seemed to stay off past Thurmond
but you'd keep tabs on it in case it came closer
last thing you needed was the tower to get struck
it had a ground cable but you weren't enthusiastic to test it after all these years
Felix redirected your face back to the the task of his neck
he giggled at your enthusiasm
you rubbed against him harder
he whispered “I love you” and you replied in kind
another rumble of thunder but it was quieter now
seems like the worst of the store would go elsewhere
that left just you two and the rain
he murmured something
”I want you in me.”
it was a delicate request
but you realized something
in going for the surprise you'd forgot to bring anything along that would make this easy
you'd never attempted the task dry and you brought that up
he considered it for only a moment
”I want you no matter what.”
he looked up to you with those pleading eyes
well, you liked the enthusiasm but this still might be hard to do
you both reached the same idea and you pulled away

he let you lay back in the old bed and scooted to bring his face to your crotch
you'd never really tried spit but you couldn't complain about an attempt
he knew wiggling his cute butt near you would catch your eye
your deer husband's breath was warm on your twitching dick
he was so close to it
you grabbed hold of one of his cheeks and laid back a little
there would come time for you to do the work but you let Felix take the initiative
decades of experience with you had given Felix plenty of time to figure out just how you liked it
he was gentle and loving even here
it wasn't just a blowjob for him
he felt it was a chance to satisfy your needs
more like giving you a backrub than some quick dirty thing
it would be hard to not cum with his mouth all over you
your mind tried to focus on anything but the warmth working over your shaft
eventually you wet your fingers with your mouth
instead of focusing completely on Felix and his important work you'd test if this could actually work
a wet digit slowly pushed past his tight hole, leading the deer to yell out against your dick
so he was right
it wasn't quite ideal as actual lube but he wasn't complaining
it only made the deer curl his massive tail and finally rest it across your body
you'd buried that finger up to the knuckle but kept still
he worked your cock again after a while
his kisses gave way to taking it deep
coating your dick as much as he could
he'd pull off it with a wet pop then go back to it
you decided to finally move your finger and he groaned
he bucked and you allowed him to relax
his own dick painfully throbbed between his legs and you grabbed it
the deer was fighting not to cum himself based off the noise that brought out of him

both of you quietly worked on each other while the percussion of the rain steadily hammered the old roof
you worked a second finger I and Felix got a little weak in the knees
the skies outside had gotten dark
you should have started up the stove here
hindsight is a pain
at least you could see the white fur of Felix's ass even in the dark
the deer's warmth was so enticing when a breeze came in through busted window
eventually, Felix parted with your cock with a wet, loving kiss
he got up off the bed and softly whined when you pulled out
he could see your look over his shoulder
he didn't say anything
instead leaning out the destroyed window, slowly waving his ass back and forth while his gaze held on your over his shoulder
instructions were clear
he wanted to put on a little show out here
you hopped up and made your way across the small room
you felt your head prod against him
it was tough at first, but you leaned down over him and kissed his head and encouraged him to relax
he eventually did and with a groan you gained entrance
when he finally loosened up, you leaned back up to get better leverage
you got a front row seat to the dark storm clouds, framed by his antlers
the curve of your husband's back
the lengthy braid of hair that had returned since that trip to the pit
the tail that snaked around you like it had a mind of its own
he was beautiful even after all these years

you started slow
the rain provided a tempo as it started to peter out
you gripped his hips and he gripped the window frame
occasionally the wind would push in some of the rain onto your performance
it was crisp enough to get your attention
once it quit the two of you would go for a late night swim
but you had your husband clinging to you to focus on
he'd occasionally glance over his shoulder but contented himself with watching over your forest
it had become your woods
his little kingdom
the storybook prince and his acres
the light had long since vanished, the emerging moon fighting through the clouds
silver light dancing over the tree canopy, the tight connection between your husband and you
the smell of humid, chilly air filling the tower
it was so perfect
this nightmare that whispered sweet nothings through that trap door cried your name as his seed decorated the floor
your cock was having a harder time to thrust in and out but you kept breeding him all the same
the challenge of the friction didn't stop Felix from praising your name to the woods nearly as much as he did God
soon the rain vanished, leaving the dark to be occupied by his sweet voice
a woodland prince that yearned to be rutted like an animal
his pointed crown thrust back as he let another orgasm rock through him
you fought tooth and nail not to cum until you did all you could
it wasn't until he began begging that you finally surrendered

you specifically pushed down on his hips so you could jackhammer the last thrusts deep into him
that got you all sorts of rewarding noises
Felix was an utter mess like he usually was when you hit his prostate
couldn't even really talk normal
kept mumbling and moaning
you didn't let up
he screamed out into the woods as you hilted in him with one last thrust
you husband wanted you to come inside him and he got what he wanted
he was pinned to that spot as you poured all your excitement into him
not that there was any place he'd rather be than here
it was a beautiful feeling to lean down on him, careful to press your chin between his antlers
he was exhausted, your hands helping to steady him and keep him upright
didn't want to see him tumble out the window
nothing more needed to be said
his body relaxed under you
the breeze flowed around your tender moment
the clouds had long since parted by the time you two did
Felix was a mess and you ended up carrying him piggy back style down the ladder
the forest was quiet as you both bathed in the swimming hole
he was close the entire night
his eyes sparkled in the moonlight
you kissed him or embraced him as you two wordlessly bathed and swam around to relax yourselves
that night was a whispered bliss that stayed with you
as the years went by, Felix, the family and you became at best a quiet mystery spread among back packers
some sort of cryptid
no one really came up to Thurmond
much less further up the mountain
but there was the rare camper that might have sensed something was off
nothing substantial enough to investigate
the outside world didn't bother you and you reciprocated
made protecting the pit that much easier
the little TV you'd gotten in town never got signals after a while
no idea why
but you'd long since run out of batteries for it
that was fine
you didn't need to see outside these woods
these were yours
you had no curiosity to see if things got worse or better
and you woke up everyday to Felix in your arms or preparing breakfast
food had went from canned stuff from town to what you two foraged
there wasn't much of Thurmond you could salvage
your family could settle out here for centuries so why not you
river fish, fruit and anything else you two could figure out
the day, Felix uncovered a blackberry patch you'd have thought it was Christmas
you did miss coffee a little
best you got was hot tea with what leaves actually worked for the idea
wasn't the greatest
but the heat was about the same
every year you hung another rack of antlers around the property
another gift
another year
you'd lost count
nary a gray hair between the two of you
not a single aching joint or wrinkle
looked more and more like you were condemned to walk your little patch of land with the best thing to ever happen to you
Felix came out with you this morning instead of busying himself with house work
you normally stocked up on firewood or did fishing before the sun got bad
but at the moment you were just enjoying the morning
he quietly sat next to you on the porch of your home
careful to hike up his dress to ensure it wasn't torn in the process
clothing was about the one thing that was impossible to come by up here
you clasped his hand and he eagerly gripped yours
you two shared a glance before taking in the breeze and the birdsong
you were happy to have forever if it meant the guy holding your hand was forever
the wind softly rattled the hanging antlers in the trees, giving the birds a percussive accompaniment
you closed your eyes and leaned your head back against the cabin before you pulled Felix in by the waist to your side
he took his seat in your lap, his hooves softly tapping against the wood porch as he snuggled back against your embrace