okok THIS IS AMAJOR WIP , ALL INFO IS SLIGHTLY OUTDATED && TAKEN FROM A WIP GOOGLE DOC
BYI && DNI
2 start i am including my diagnosed stiff && stuff i personally speculate i have , I AM NOT STATING I HAVE NETHING LISTED UNDER UNDIAGNOSED , I AM STATING THAT W THE LARGE AMOUNTS OF RESEARCH I HAVE DONE THAT MY BEHAVIORS && SYMPTOMS ALIGN HEAVILY W THOSE OF THESE LABELS .
diagnosed - adhd , depression , severe generalized anxiety

undiagnosed - dpd , udd , apiphobia , spheksophobia , bipolar - i ( this could b a result of adhd tho ) , THIS 1 I HAVE NOT DIRECTLY DONE NEAR ENOUGH RESEARCH ON BUT STILL SPECULATE munchausen ‘ s , possible ocd / ocd symptoms , sum sort of memory related disorder
PLEASE NOTE THAT I AM STILL RESEARCHING ALL OF THESE && THAT JS BC I THINK I ALIGN W THE SYMPTOMS DOWS NOT MEAN I HAVE THESE DISORDERS / ILLNESSES . IT SIMPLY MEANS THAT I FEEL THE SYMPTOMS && INFO I HAVE FOUND ALIGN W MY BEHAVIORS . I DO NOT HAVE THE MEANS 2 SEARCH 4 A DIAGNOSIS @ THE MOMENT , BUT DO AIM 2 B TESTED && TREATED IF POSSIBLE 4 THESE ISSUES .

byi - i am a sensitive person && do take things 2 heart easily , i struggle highly w tone && have a hard time telling when sum1 is joking or srs unless it ‘ s spelled out or if ik u well enough , i have a habit of becoming uninhibited when talking / spending time w friends && as a result make improper or not thought - out decisions , i align somewhat w the label of fudanshi but don ' t feel that i myself am 1 . . aka i like gay men / ships a lot / do not hate on my fujo sisters && fudan brothers . . same goes 4 the himejo && himedans , i struggle GREATLY w anger issues ! esp related 2 games . i make attempts 2 b better but i do slip up often && yell , insult , or even get 2 the point of crying , i have an extremely hard time opening up && tend 2 repress my feelings until they become severe ! I AM WORKING ON THIS , i have a habit of overexaggerating negative memories or behaviors / take ne memory i relay w a grain of salt ,

boundaries - do not tell me u have a crush on me / had 1 ! i do not enjoy knowing that && will never reciprocate , do not try 2 b the no . 1 person in my life ! ! u will never b there w all love && respect , i have a hard time expressing my opinion && tend 2 agree w those around me even if their opinions r not accurate 2 mine / please don ‘ t assume what i agree w or don ‘ t && don ‘ t b afraid 2 talk 2 me if u c me talking abt an opinion that doesn ‘ t seem right , do not say bad things abt my friends ! ! i react extremely viscerally whether it shows or not && can b a direct reason i stop interacting w u , do not talk 2 me abt könig from cod ! this is a lenient thing && i won ‘ t get upset if u do it a couple times but he does make me extremely uncomfortable , i hold high value in my interests / u can say u don ‘ t like them or not 2 talk abt them or attempt 2 get u in2 them && i will but please don ‘ t directly insult or demean me 4 having interests , please tell me if i do smth that makes u uncomfortable ! ! i never want 2 discomfort ppl && am rlly afraid of upsetting those around me ,

dni - basic dni criteria , radqueers , transid , xenosatanists , anti - neo / xenopronouns , pro / neu contact paraphiles , demonizes ppl w paraphilias despite making efforts 2 b better , heartstopper fans who talk abt it , hellaverse fans who talk abt it , anti - yumeship / hates on yumeshippers , yumeshippers who attack / hate on doubles ,