"To dance with a serpent is to embrace the inevitable bite."

Aya or Ynna 18 taken by my gf
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I identify as an ISTP with a 5w4 Enneagram type, a choleric-melancholic temperament, and a neutral evil alignment.
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I'm extremely paranoid and have a hard time trusting others. I tend to mask a lot, changing how I act around people to avoid feeling vulnerable. It's hard for me to let my guard down, so most people never see the real me.
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I tend to project a lot because I struggle with both an inferiority and superiority complex. I constantly fluctuate between feeling inadequate and feeling above others, which affects how I interact with people. I also have NPD traits, which make me hyper-aware of how I’m perceived and sometimes overly focused on my own image. On top of that, I get annoyed easily, especially when things don’t go as I expect or when people don’t meet my standards.