Translator posted Record 7. I waited 2 years for this monologue to be translated.
By the way, Harada-san.
If you accept God's love,
or if you go against it?
One day, you will turn
these events into an artwork.
That's the way I feel.
When that time comes,
please don't glorify me or anything like that.
What I despise is that
The one who most understands me is you,
so please paint me as
an unjust and selfish and egotistical,
immoral blind believer who fell into Hell.
Farewell, my beloved star-like person.
Farewell, traveler carrying on the pen.
Farewell, world that I despise.
There is no Heaven or Hell in this world. Only this life.
――Laugh at this foolish man's death as a comedy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY WIFE
Langxi 17 he/rose lesbian
autistic freaky fujoshi
YUMESHIPPING INFORMATION
I do not share Noriyuki. I adore fans of him (+1 if you're a fan of Hajime, me).
I analyze him everyday. His relations to every character. His backstory. Everything.
Hatsugi is my everything I made fanart of them for my art project ... that's literally us because I'm Hajime!
Preferences in terms of portrayal
Flustered, old man features, and goat eyes (reference to that one sprite)
BONUS if it's my favorite scenes of him (Lab scene and S+ ending)
I love seeing my girl in pain not in a freak eroguro way but in a way that his death is one of my favorite moments
New official Utsugi merch. Suicide postponed.
I cannot physically die until the merch company makes bday art for Utsugi.
Curse him for having a birthday so late in the year... which is funny because his birthday is plot relevant.
What Utsugi sprite will they draw? Who knows. I like all the Utsugi sprites.
Ramblings
I am thinking about Utsugi wanting Hajime to eat him. Cannibalistic love or whatever.
New merch dropped 2.0
Not going to put an image here. It is of the CoE to CoM role swap... and it's a sticker for those who bought from the Tokyo Fes. Damn if I was in Japan right now, I would be showering Fukao-sensei all my money. Anyways, Utsugi is cosplaying as Kento Sayo, one of the party members in CoM. Kento is Utsugi's nephew if you didn't know.... The art also features Hajime cosplaying as RYU NIJOU!! OHHHHH!!! They cosplaying as their family members together.
This led me to reread Kento's CoM profile and boyyyy there's so much stuff that relates to Utsugi.... They knew what they were doing.