i hate to see you cry your smile is a beautiful lie

i go by the name ian or xuan. im fifteen years old ('10) and i go by he/him pronouns, i am masc genderfluid. southeast asian, nationality is bruneian but my ethnicity is malay (dusun) chinese. i can speak malay and indo, but I'd rather reply in english. i dont know how to explain my personality well enough. my kinlist can be found here if you want to get to know me.
byi, I don't do well with people who may have explosive emotional outbursts especially if it includes me. i am not well enough to handle that nor am i a professional who can give you the responses that you want— i may end up worsen your mental state. i am dense and oblivious
note: i suspect i have adhd and my neurodivergent friends think the same. take this info with a grain of salt, this may affect my interactions
- SiTe is(t) sp/so 927 flev⁴⁴³¹ /S/cUa[I] sangchol AcTwx|E|G
arospec and pan. i have no interest in relationships nor am i looking for one, and i dont want to be in a committed relationship akin to a romantic one with anyone (queerplatonic relationship, or anything similar to it).
i have to put this here because some people think theyre good enough for me to think that im interested in them... and i keep getting dating allegations with my beloved friends.
my current interests include naruto, mobile legends, and rhythm games (specifically phigros). i love yaoi and mainly consume that genre only. all of my interests can be found here, including my random talents.
very overprotective over my interests, especially the characters that i love. i really love sasuke, dr. ratio, killua, ling (mlbb), and many more...! but im only protective over these characters, as of now.