I kissed the scars on her skin,
"i still think you're beautiful."
"and I don't ever wanna
lose my bestfriend."

Hey, welcome to my extended. I'm Pest, Player, Andre or 74j & I use he/they. i'm a gay tfem enby cismale, taken by my darling ♡ I'm 18, birthday's in april. i'm diagnosed with a lot of physical and mental issues that affect how i interact with people.

I'm chronically ill with fibromyalgia and migraines, i just have a CONSTANT MIGRAINE and it doesn't ever stop it only varies in pain and moves spots. ironically, i'm severely photophobic and sensitive to bright colors — don't ping me a exessively, the yellow HURTS SO BAD DUDE

Diagnosed bipolar II with borderline + narcissistic traits, anxiety, depression, and suspected borderline & aspd. I split a lot, and i'm not very open with my system. I experience unexplained but medically recognized heavy delusions and hallucinations. i take most threats seriously so don't do it unless i'm familiar with you, thanks IWC and IAYOR

I'm almost always on do not disturb. If i don't reply assume i'm sleeping or busy. i'm always low energy and I sleep a LOT due to various medications i'm on, my caffiene dependence and my very disorganized sleep schedule! me online ≠ im awake

My gender & general identity fluctuates a LOT. what i have displayed up there is just what seem to stay the most consistent, i have a lot of contradicting identities(?) i'm just really fluid. i dont care what people identify as just as long as its in good faith! i heart my lesboy butchwife!!!!!!

I'm a naturally antisocial person. I rarely start conversations first and i'm not interested in extended close friendships, but i don't bite! i don't care if you talk 2 me or not — contrary to popular belief; i won't smite you with lightening for interacting with me. i do accept discord friend reqs! just be mindful that i probably wont engage in conversation for too long if it's not important

i struggle with a heavy selfharm addiction that takes a huge toll on my selfimage and confidence. i ask you be patient with me and anything that comes of it, its difficult to be positive and kind to myself sometimes
this is why im kinda akward when it comes to taking compliments #sorry

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"I know that you're in
pain but if we die at
the same time does
it still scare you?"