I kissed the scars on her skin,
"i still think you're beautiful."
"and I don't ever wanna
lose my bestfriend."
Hey, welcome to my extended. I'm Pest, Andre, 74j or Ethan & I use he/they. i'm a gay enby cismale, taken by my darling ♡ I'm 17, 18 in april. cant wait to pay taxes! i'd prefer if you'd ask for bodily age rather than sharing it here. i'm diagnosed with a lot of physical and mental issues that affect how i interact with people.
I'm chronically ill with fibromyalgia and migraines, i just have a CONSTANT MIGRAINE and it doesn't ever stop it only varies in pain and moves spots. i'm severely photophobic and sensitive to bright colors — don't ping me a exessively, the yellow HURTS SO BAD DUDE. please keep all of these in mind when interacting with me as a lot of little things can cause pain spikes!
Diagnosed bipolar II with narcissistic traits, anxiety, depression, and suspected borderline & aspd. I split a lot, and i'm not very open woth my system. I experience unexplained but medically recognized heavy delusions and hallucinations. i take most threats seriously so don't do it thanks 
i'm unmedicated for all of these so i recommend IWC and IAYOR. thanx
I'm very paranoid and i think everyone is out to get me. prone to night terrors, i have very dumb triggers (songs, sounds, weather, names etc) and i will immediatly pull away and shut down if any of them are mentioned. i will not tell you any of them — i act very irrationally, i beg you be patient with my shutdowns when interacting with me.
I'm almost always on do not disturb. If i don't reply assume i'm sleeping or busy. i'm always low energy and I sleep a LOT due to various medications i'm on, my caffiene dependence and my very disorganized sleep schedule! me online ≠ im awake
My gender & general identity fluctuates a LOT. what i have displayed up there is just what seem to stay the most consistent, i have a lot of contradicting identities(?) i'm just really fluid. i dont care what people identify as just as long as its in good faith! i heart my lesboy butchwife!!!!!!
I'm a naturally antisocial person. I won't ever start conversations first and i'm not interested in extended friendships, but i don't bite! i don't care if you talk 2 me or not — contrary to popular belief; i won't smite you with lightening for interacting with me. i do accept discord friend reqs! just be mindful that i probably wont engage in conversation for too long if it's not important. (i am very avoidant when asked to be friends and will likely just ignore it,,,,, forgive me)
"I know that you're in
pain but if we die at
the same time does
it still scare you?"