records of my devotion to the hellhole game that is persona 5, and my boyfriend!
i'll make this look nice eventually. main here, come indulge in my unadulterated insanity


there will be more. there is more. i haven't taken pictures.
none of the works above are free for use, they are all works created by artists specifically for me and me exclusively, whether as a commission, or a gift. ♡

my steam profile with 260 hours on this hellhole game I'M BUYING IT SOON PLEASE GET OFF ME
anyways, rant so this doesn't get reclaimed while i get more art to commission. i am happily engaged to ren amamiya. this is more of a fact to me than an opinion. i don't consider myself a yume/selfshipper, because my identity, my self, are heavily influenced and introjected by goro akechi. i'm not a fictionkin, nor a delusional attachment, but introjection best explains it.
i'd love to explain more, really, because some people jump to conclusions instead of simply asking me about myself, but i'd rather not make more information about myself public for the whole internet to see. you can ask me about my identity in private if you are particularly curious, though. i'd be happy to oblige.

the tropes that i have not bothered to organize yet (more to come)
anguished declaration of love, aw, look! they really do love each other!, red string of fate, in love with your carnage, cannot spit it out, hypocritical heartwarming.

i have his (lowkey chopped) overwatch skin, and i would buy it again if i had the chance. hell, i'd get the idv x p5r skins if i actually played idv, but i don't so it's lower on my priority list. currently waiting on funds to hit my account so i can click purchase on my taobao cart full of persona merch ♡♡♡♡ i'm going back to china for lunar new year, so i'm ordering everything i want ahead of time so it'll be there and i don't have to wait for shipping. the only thing in between me and more renkira merch on a daily basis is my lack of funds; i live like yusuke kitagawa.

hi, everyone! one of my friends recently came back from japan, and brought me some goodies. ♡ i'm so excited!

I have one of the newest rennuis and they're so so cute. His stupid :3 face and stupid morgana aauuaauaau i can't wait for them to get here... I also finally ordered an actual mini-me and I think I am very cute. What do you think?

I honestly would have asked for the Joker perfume instead of Crow, but my friend's description of it scared me off a little bit :scared: I am also ordering a barista Ren nui, that I had shipped to my aunt's house in China instead of to the US. I'd rather die than pay a tariff, honestly... who has the kind of money for that nowadays?

Hi guys. Angel here I was playing some League of Legends and started zoning out mid game and thinking about my package. Do you guys ever know you have a package coming and it's all you can think about
Anyways I'm listening to some music, and sorry I'm using Apple Music links because I'm a pretentious music snob. I have literally fought people on using Spotify over Apple Music before. I can't stand Spotify; the sound quality is so ass with my airpods, and it makes me really sad. Anyways fight me, these songs are very me and Renkira coded. Okay? Listen now.
I might be projecting, honestly, because some of these are listed in my ID songs and I just associate them with my boyfriend because. Whatever go my music
'Heaven Tonight' - HIM
'We Will Commit Wolf Murder - Of Montreal
'Join Me In Death' - HIM
'Mascara' - Deftones
'Ruler of My Heart' - BL8M & RUBYEYE
I only picked obvious ones from my playlist because it's 10:54pm and I'm not in the mood to explain exactly why every one of them makes sense. Okay? I'm really fucking tired and you should be able to tell from vibes alone. Also fun Angel fact did you know I prefer to refer to my boyfriend as Ren because if I called him Akira the ship name options would be Angelaki or Akiangel? The more you know;.... I do love Akiangel though chainsaw man all day every day
Also here is one mecore song, because I'm interested in dumping my music taste here all of a sudden.
'If You Talk to Symbol / Hostility Voyeur' - Of Montreal
I'm actually typing all this in between deaths during my League game. My teammates hate me and I hate them too. But most of all I hate the new items, fuck my disgusting mage main life.
You know I'm starting to think I will never actually get around to making this look nice and maybe that is okay. This tweet describes perfectly how my brain feels right now actually

Hi I'm back. It is now 09/01/2026 and I forgot to add a song. Did you know this song is actually very me? I think I can confidently say this is literally my song of all time. It was #1 two years in a row, I think? I just drifted towards different genres in 2025 so it didn't make it into the top 10. Man I love Eyedress

This morning, I woke up and the package somehow made it all the way here from the complete opposite coast. My friend shipped it three days ago, that's so crazy to me! Anyways, here's the plushies. I love them very much.

The Crow perfume is floral, kind of powdery? I like it a lot, it feels very heavy on the rose, though.

He's so cute!!!!!!!!