23.10.20 is my favourite date.

I genuinely have no idea how to decorate this yet but! I'm still going to write in here anyways. Hehe Haha!!!!

HellOooo Audience! Welcome to my lovmail for my cutie Yuun!!!!

I love him. That's obvious though right? Nobody seems to quite wrap their heads around how much exactly I love him... It seems I have been atrociously lacking in my lovemail department and that simply cannot do!! #%

23rd August 2025
We've been together for 5 years in October. It truly is strange, so long and yet not an inch has grown in between us... We are still as strong, if not stronger than when we first met! It's a long time. Meeting in October is so cute too, it's the 23rd, so only 8 days away from Halloween! Which is my second favourite holiday, heheha... Autumn feels so much more special knowing we met around that time.. we got to know each other and hung out — and I specifically remember begging and praying you'd ask me out LOL. I was miserably pining for you but didn't want to admit it... I still remember the day we first hung out properly, we went to the mall with our friends together and you stood with me whilst I waited for my mother to pick me up. I remember her saying "Should we drop him off home too? Should I honk at him?" And I died from embarrassment .... You told me you didn't need to drive home because you lived super close, hehe.
Then there was our first date — we went out to eat but I still remember how you greeted me... I was standing outside of the coffee shop and you ran up to me and hugged me super hard. I remember, that was one of the first, unprompted hugs I ever got in my life. At first it scared me a bit, but almost immediately I felt warm and welcome in your arms. We got food, and I stamped on a packet of mayo it EXPLODED and I got mayo all over your shoes LMAO. We just laughed it off together and even writing this now I'm giggling about it.

There are countless, and I mean countless memories I can recollect with you in them. But that would just be recollecting, not lovemailing!

Either way, these precious memories I hold of you mean so much to me. So much to our relationship. The first blossoming flowers of our connection. It's so sweet to think about it, us clumsily learning how to love each other, making mistakes and being able to overcome them with ease. Us supporting each other, never judging or being cruel, never lying horribly or treating each other as disposable. I feel like, with you, I'm something. You've helped me so much — helped me help myself, too. Without you, I wouldn't be where I am now. Which is a pretty good point in life! You helped me get disability money, bought me my cane, helped me get therapy and even helped me outside of things like that.. Making me food when I'm sick or sad, taking care of me and my system, calming me down from panic attacks, holding me after nightmares and encouraging me to be the best version of myself.. always supporting my hobbies and self, it's so lovely to have someone that gets me, that isn't upset at me being ill on important days, isn't angry that I have panic attacks — is never annoyed at me for existing... It's very pleasant. Nice..

Ok you are currently bugging me because you want me to watch fucking reels with you so I have to cut this off and come back to it... LOL

4th October 2025
At the time of writing this, we have 19 days until our 5 year anniversary... It's insane to think, that 5 years ago, we were getting to know each-other in school together. Making stupid mistakes, causing problems and just generally being the silly kids we were. Maturing now, looking back on it, my actions made sense and so did yours! School sucks. I'm glad we got out of there ehe. College was something I could stand a bit better... Although I remember around this time, my physical illnesses started to really affect me.

I remember it clearly, you had gone to the pharmacy whilst I was at home to pick up medication, and while you were there, you had bought me my walking stick... I remember you texting me, asking me what colour I preferred and talking to me about the correct one I needed... You had gotten me a black one because there was no white. I still own it today, around 3 years later. I went from ambulatorily using it to using it full-time... Even so, using it doesn't feel so bad, because when I look at it, I remember that day. That day you had gotten me my first ever mobility aid out of your own pocket. You made me feel able to use it, helped me get my physio appointments and supported me throughout my journey; continuing to do so now. You celebrated with me when I finally got answers for my issues, came with me to the hospital and clinics, help me with my exercises and always ensure I am safe and supported. That means so much to me, I think you'll never fully understand it. The fact that you love me, care for me, despite my issues... It's such a beautiful thing. Thank you for being here for me, in return, I will always be here for you. ♥️ I love youuu 〜