Another late night study session with my American boyfriend
Kami, does he know what he does to me?
I'm able to keep my focus
But there's always something in the back of my mind
He yawns
"Wow, it's later than I thought. Shouldn't you be getting home?"
"Um... I talked to my parents, and they're okay with me staying overnight."
"Really? Sweet. So, what do you want to do? Watch a movie, play some games?"
"Actually, I have another idea."
"What is it?"
Suddenly, I feel like my innards have disappeared
Kami, the suspense is killing me
It may be now or never
"Um... have you ever thought about... about doing this and that with me?"
He's been living in Japan long enough to know what that's a euphemism for
"This seems a bit sudden, but if you really want it-"
I feel like a weight is off my shoulders
"Yes, I do. Don't worry, I'm already on the pill."
He smiles
"Alright, I'll go to my room."
He steps out, and I head to the bathroom
I strip naked, leaving nothing but my shoes and socks
Will he appreciate me?
Tentatively, I walk towards his room and open the door
As it drifts open on its own, I nervously cover myself with my arms
He's sitting on his bed in all his naked glory
...Kami, that thing looks like it could rip me in half
Guess I shouldn't be surprised he's big down there too
Maybe all Americans are
And he's not even fully hard
But it looks like he's getting there
"God, you're beautiful," he breathes
I blush and let my arms drop.
"If you're having second thoughts, we could always-"
"No, I want to do this."
I can't think of a better boy- no, better man to take my virginity than him
I hope my first time is a good one
And even if it isn't... later ones will be better, I'm sure
I remove my footwear and lie on his bed
Suddenly, he's all over me
He gets my motor running with soft kisses and gentle caresses
I'm so wet
This continues for a while
Then he asks me
"Ready?"
I nod
He slowly sticks it in my pussy
Thankfully I broke my hymen while exercising in PE class
But it's still a little painful
Thankfully, the pain drowned out by the pleasure
I feel like I'm being ripped in half in the best possible way
He pulls it out and rams it back in
This is so much better than my fingers
He thrusts and thrusts and thrusts
My brain feels like it's turning to mush
Kami, I'm so happy I chose this nice American boy,,, no, nice American MAN
I can't call him a boy anymore
And I can't call myself a girl anymore
I meet his thrusts with my own, wanting to maximize the pleasure I feel
And the pleasure he feels
He deserves to enjoy himself after all he's done for me
Our lovemaking goes from soft and gentle to energetic and passionate
Kami, I never want this feeling to end
Before I know it, I'm having the best orgasm of my life
I don't think I've ever squirted before
As if on cue, he releases inside me
While I'm glad I'm on the pill, having his baby wouldn't be the worst thing in the world
...Kami, why am I already thinking that?
I can't help myself, and start crying from a mix of joy, pleasure and fulfillment
"Are you okay?"
He looks worried
Like he hurt me somehow
I smile.
"I'm better than okay," I reassure him
He sighs in relief and rolls off me
I move my body towards him and he wraps his arms around me
We share a kiss that might've seemed sweet and innocent if we weren't naked and covered in each others' bodily fluids
"I love you", we tell each other at the same time
We lie there for a while, basking in the afterglow
...I hope we get to do this many more times
I knew I was right to pick an American