Do keep in mind, I am not one for fancy introductions, so this may be messy.
------------------------------------------ Hello, you may refer to me as Blurry, but I also go by Saida or Ruina. I am an ageless entity who uses mirror / hy / it pronouns. I am Intersex ‎ & ‎ I currently identify as an Agender Queer thing. I am not in a relationship, nor am I looking for one.

• I don't quite 'exist' the way one would assume. I am simply the space in between nothing at all ‎ & ‎ everything at once.

I speak English, Italian, some Spanish, & ‎ very little French. I am Italian ‎ & ‎ Native American (Cherokee).
------------------------------------------ I am the blur ‎ & ‎ autopilot of the Saintuarium. I front quite often, as I am the state of dissociation. This means that I'm the embodiment of the disconnection from one's thoughts, feelings, memories, identity, & ‎ sense of self, reshaped into a being.

While in the internal world, I enjoy spending my time walking around the garden ‎ & ‎ watching over others. I do not have an internal form, many have described me as a 'white shadow', while some can only feel my prescence. I'd like to think I look somewhat like Columbina with pale cream hair.

I am a brainmade alter who heavily associates hymnself with Saida (AFKJ), Columbina (GI), Hysilens (HSR), & ‎ Agar Agar (CRK). I do believe I partially am these characters, I consider them gained source's ‎ & ‎ fictkin's.
------------------------------------------ I am neurodivergent ‎ & ‎ struggle with BPD, STPD, & ‎ more. I do not need tone－tags, however, they're very appreciated nonetheless. I'm extremely sensitive ‎ & ‎ have strong opinions. I don't respond well to demands due to my PDA, so please do not force or rush me.

I am a covert narcissist, so naturally, I do have a lack of empathy. I may / have been told I come across as blunt or rude at times. It's often difficult for me to perceive my tone ‎ & ‎ the way my words come out, so I apologize if I sound a bit harsh.
------------------------------------------ I'm not good at replying. I have terrible memory due to amnesia ‎ & ‎ chronic fatigue, but also because I'm a dissociation holder. I make a lot of kys / kms jokes, as well as NSFW jokes. I often ignore ‎ & ‎ avoid people, especially when I don't feel like talking to anyone. Don't take it personally though, I do this to everyone.

I block freely, but I also have personal preferences. Just follow basic DNI criteria ‎ & ‎ you should be fine! I am completely anti－harassment to anyone ‎ & ‎ everyone, so I will likely just avoid ‎ & ‎ block you if I dislike something you do or enjoy.
------------------------------------------ main ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ directory ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ contact