TW: This is for warning purposes for a Friend we used to have

Note: This is personally made by his old friends, and we indeed witness their doings and the purpose of this rentry is to spread awareness and warning to everyone who interacts with them, and we don't lead to any bad intensions towards them (This stays as a warning until we gather enough Info if they show any personal and messed up doings

Unfortunately, his not terrible, He's just pretty much messed up (https://www.patreon.com/sumerudreams). Apparently, he's a IRL (self diagnosed) we pretty much don't have problems with him that time since he was ok till we has influenced(?) by some of his friends in PT. He changes GI characters skin-tones to be apart of the POC (person of color), And one of his friend told me that my Xinyan was pale and should be more darker when my Xinyan was exact color as in game and she's tanned. I've also witnessed his friend saying "All GI characters are Black". Also his friends told our friend that she copied his Childe when they both looked different and mostly every Childe in PT looks goddamn the same 💀

Context for the ones written below: https://rentry.co/kqnod <- From Ajax

Kori

ok first of all he's annoying as shit, always playing the fucking victim like always LMFAOOO. Don't go fucking make a rentry when you're also making up lies?? didn't vi said that he isn't irl emu?? he isn't part of a system?? can't u read??? HSHAHAHA THATS RIGHT YOU CAN'T BECAUSE YOU'RE DUMB AF and also how could one question be a harassment when you can just answer it with "oh i am, i didn't lie" that could have been easier but no you made it way harder. just so u know ajax we're still waiting for your respond on what you said "let's talk it out and solve this problem pls" now where is it???? cat got ur tongue???? can't speak???? speechless???? we've given you a chance so many times to fix this but no your only respond to us is to be fucking SILENT now don't fucking act like you're being the fucking victim and get a new hobby u wimpy fuck. also, you're a "sayori irl" so dni

Vi

Ok thanks for pointing out I was faking being an Emu fictive when I wasn't !!! I can clearly tell you didn't give the time to read the explanation, no? Also about the nearly har^ssed part I asked a honest question, so It wasn't clearly har^ssment cause I didn't even tried to judge you I WAS CLEARLY TRYING TO KNOW "Also told fictives & irls to "get well soon" if you're delusional or disordered then help would be ideal instead of entrenching yourself in mental health 'communities', They were right when they said " many people are anti-recovery online", I clearly didn't said anything wrong unless you would want to stay as a fuck up anti-recovery person, or in other terms; "not actually ill". You get mad so fast that you don't even give us a time to explain or give yourself a explanation, I was literally asking you personally and kindly about your things and you just going to straight up unfriend me and tell shits about us in the internet saying we are lying when you literally lie too. Get the fuck up and learn, probably would help you.

Shiro

A hyper detailed essay about how Ajax flopped

(If you're feeling lazy, scroll to the end for the TL; DR !)

It is what it is. First off, I want to say that Ajax is right about me being scary; I have the upper hand of being able to talk about him without having to cover up anything. This is not to "shit on him", as he would always like to call how people point out his negative traits even without a trace of malice within their words, but it is for him to realize what went wrong with our friendship and the multiple attitudes I recommend he change or else he'll end up living by the worse end of society. I know he wouldn't give a single damn about me whom he has barely known in contrast to Kori and Lumi, and all of this would seem rich to a neutral person like me, however I would still like to hand out my fair share of troubles I had with him to the public. This will not be as extreme as the others and will only serve to call out traits that are rather problematic. The first and most prominent issue is his tendency to run away from problems. He tries to deny everything that is negative about himself and when someone mentions it, he stays away from that person. This is not how he should solve problems, otherwise he will never survive a day of pure pressure and stress which will come sooner or later in the future ahead.

Growing up is inevitable, to escape from this is to deny any maturity which he obviously lacks. And to deny maturity is to stay a fetus; it is no wonder he kins the children in Genshin Impact and claims to be an IRL of them. This is where the next issue comes in; his kins and IRLs. I have nothing against this idea, but I would still like to point out that his IRLs contradict each other and to have many means you have mental issues. To top it all off, he has never even acted like his IRLs which gives the idea it is self-diagnosed without affirmation. I have experienced this, or rather thought deeply about this. I have the idea some people only claim to kin characters just to look cool and unique. Even the average person would think about this and start to doubt other people. But to the unfortunate few who has never thought of this being problematic because they're not educated enough, they start to kin anyone they lay eyes on. Then again, I have nothing against it; I am very chill about this, heck I've done something similar before as a kid. But of course, society wants you to act a certain average way, so people won't start backstabbing you for being obvious that you're trying to be unique because you think it is what makes you a person.

Third issue; the failed relationships. This is tied to being immature and childish that he cannot accept nor handle a proper relationship well. From the start of our friendship, there was me, Kori, Lumi, and Ajax. All of us were pretty close admittedly. Ajax was more tolerative of jokes and harmless pranks until a few months later he barely talked to the rest of us. We had assumed he found someone he is more comfortable with, then he came back heartbroken from a breakup with someone we barely knew of. Prior to that, Ajax wanted to introduce us to the said lover, and we were fine with it but as time passed after the breakup it was revealed that they had a problem with how close we were to him. Things led to another and ultimately he was able to move on with the help of our consolation. Even after experiencing this, he continues to look for the comfort of a lover; trying to get together with Kori, which they didn't end up together. It's normal to find comfort but to seek for it like thirsting for water after days in the desert may imply that the person was either given little to no love from their parents or that they're greedy for affection. It should be obvious by now from the fact he is Klee IRL and wants Alice skins to interact with him. However, this is just artificial comfort from a fictional character. You may find your favorite Anime character to be your therapy to your mental problems, but it will never solve your actual real-life problems. Can't expect [Insert character] to attend your office work for you while you huddle in your bed daydreaming about the numerous fantasies of you and your fictional boyfriend, right? Or give them all your homework while you spend the whole night on PonyTown or playing games (or both!)

For the ultimate issue; the denial and separation. After the couple of breakups, he had witnessed, Ajax became more sensitive to hurtful topics to the point he completely stopped being in our friend group when we haven't even said anything extremely harmful towards him. We were rendered confused and thought he'll come back sooner or later but that never happened. And by those times we were already busy with schoolwork and have our own lives to take care of so we hadn't come up with any clue on why he suddenly left. There was one issue we realized that time and it was the relationship between him and Lumi. He mentioned before that she was rather mean towards him which I've observed to be true though it wasn't the super hateful mean attitude but the playful one. He should have known by now that Lumi wasn't serious and those were all just to tease him but it rubbed on him the wrong way. And she doesn't tease Ajax only; me and Kori were completely fine with her playfully mean attitude towards us as it was amusing. To accept things aren't as deep as your mind makes it out to be is the freedom from the shackles of anxiety. It only became worse by the time Ajax started to play the victim when he was the one who chose to run away from the problem he fears to face and try to solve it out with us. He had labeled me and Lumi upon seeing us "talk shit" about him in party chat by describing how immature and sensitive he was without coming off as mean yet being the delusional softie he is, he took it too deeply and assumes we were trash talking when we were simply saying our observations from our perspectives and our opinions. Yes, there is the factors that Lumi has a mean attitude and that she and Ajax aren't in good terms that made him assume it was to throw shade at him.

That is when we— me, Kori, Lumi, Inori, Vi, and many others I chose to not mention for the sake of staying anonymous —have decided to distance ourselves away from Ajax for good. Reasons may be different for each person, but we've all agreed that it's best to cut ties with him. Even then, he tries to interact with our friend group, except for me and Lumi due to the previous incident, when they don't even want to involve themselves with him anymore. They've only tried to hide that fact from him to find a chance to speak about his problems, yet that chance never passed by. It took a few weeks before the remaining friends he thought he had "harassed" him when they've only done was ask if he were lying about not being white; in fact he is. I wasn't there to witness but the friends whom were there took screenshots and sent to Discord which I've read a little too late but if there were evidence then it is proven to be true that he has committed something problematic. To the standards of Internet society, a white person has no business blackwashing characters which he has done to several of his Genshin Impact skins. Personally, I don't give a shit about representation but if it's what makes a PoC happy then I'd say go for it just don't push it to others saying that it's their canon color which disrespects the original designer of the character. To think he's trying to play victim when everything that has happened to him is only on a personal level and isn't as extreme as actual near-death situations. Honestly it would be different if he were actually a survivor of death by natural cause or attempted homicide but of all things, he took being called "immature and sensitive" too harshly that it altered his image of us.

I have different intentions. I want Ajax to change or at least realize that he'll soon meet hardships and cruelty. It doesn't matter if he stayed as our friend or not. He'll meet more friends and more foe as long as he walks the Earth and breathes the oxygen. I know it's hard to grow up and accept your weaknesses, I've been there, and it was difficult to adjust. However, it's inevitable, you'll one day come to realize the Internet wouldn't exist if one never leaves the comfort zone. And I do not give a fuck how you treat me or think of me. I'm scary? Sure. I'm mean? Definitely. This is who I am, an extensively observant unempathetic person who has little to no interesting traits to share. But my advice will come to be of use someday as I've inherited that wisdom from the parents that raised me well. Society is about giving and taking; I give him advice and he must take it. Although, really, it is only up to him. What happens with his life has nary consequence to me.

TL;DR
Sorry for the REALLY long analysis of how he is problematic in our eyes!! Well, in my friends' eyes because I don't give two shits about what a person is until they start trash-talking me or my friends. Basically, Ajax is a problematic white minor (last time we were together he had revealed that he was 12~13 years old) who blackwashes Genshin Impact characters, is a hopeless romantic that has failed multiple relationships, and is obviously too immature to handle them. He continues to act like we're harassing him only because he is sensitive and thinks too negatively of how we approached him (most of us were respectful) If anything, please don't come and lash on the person being discussed in this. This is only an issue between ex-friends, do not partake in it if you are a third-party. Thank you for your time reading this.