Hello, I am shui, or ash if you prefer. I am 17⠀ years⠀⠀ of age⠀⠀and I wish for⠀ no pronouns to be used on me ,⠀if you must use them, adress me by⠀anything other than they or she, as I am severely uncomfortable being addressed so. My typology is infp sx4w561⠀⠀rluei⠀mel-chol⠀⠀elvf

I am a⠀ ⠀non-sharing⠀ yume⠀ of Thoma, he is my⠀ primary⠀ f/o and the one i invest most into. We have been together for 1400 days and I ask for "no. 1" fans⠀ and/or⠀ doubles⠀ of him to not⠀ interact⠀ with me as⠀I tend⠀to be quite⠀ possesive.

I have ptsd and diagnosed borderline narcissism, aswell as tend to⠀mask⠀both compulsively and impulsively, even⠀around⠀people⠀I trust, which⠀is why energetic people are quickly draining to me and I⠀prefer⠀not⠀to⠀interact⠀with.

Occasionally I make unfitting jokes, at times some that make others uncomfortable. I expect for you to upfront with your needs, if I make you uncomfortable, as I will ignore hints.

I keep most at arms length, please do not pretend to know me as you most likely dont. Nonetheless, I enjoy deep talks and meaningful questions. I have 2 friends whom I deeply cherish. I am hesitant to open up to new people but please do not hesitate to try and get to know me, I love talking to new people.