⠀ christmas is just around the corner.. merry early christmas to all! i go by capricious or nurse (i have other names as well) and i use she and ask pronouns, never they. i am an unlabeled girl, questioning if i am a girlboy. diagnosed did & bpd, syshost. true neutral intp 4w5 melchol sp/sx, this is what i am as far as my typology knowledge goes. happily married to him and her! i love them both lots. view my main rentry here, my extended here and my directory here.

i think i might love christmas just a little more than halloween, my apolocheese. there’s something about the nostalgia, the smell of hot cocoa, families gathering, everyone feeling warm and connected. it’s a time that brings genuine joy and closeness, which is why it means so much to me. halloween is fun and thrilling, but the memories fade faster, while christmas leaves something lasting. you remember the gifts you gave and received, the happiness that lingered, and the joy of seeing others smile because of your thoughtfulness. it’s all so heartfelt and meaningful. sorry for rambling but thanks for reading it if you did. ^_^