by my goat isaac
hi this will be my rant lovemail thing and everything about suju.

so i've been into suju since 2023, before that even. i've always known about suju from heechul, their songs and all but i regret getting into them so late. but here i am, and now i am the proud owner of most of their rentry exc /sungmin LMAO. yes i will milk that forever, i will die for /sungmin and that is the truth. also i hate how rentry keeps saying i'm using multiple emails WHEN I LITERALLY HAVEN'T?? i just sent like a few claims with the SAME email back to back, but apparently i'm using multiple! anyways rant over.

so, the first time i ever got a suju url was , aka /leeteuk <3
yesung got me into super junior, but honestly leeteuk and heechul kept me in it. so leeteuk was the first ever suju url i got, then for the past year i've slowly gotten more and more, traded a few things for some, and now i have almost all their names (exc literally henry and zhoumi, but that's fine cz idk them all that much i fear). but yes, leeteuk is my prized possession, and i've waited a year for a few urls and i'm so happy i got them basically all now.

after leeteuk i went for other urls, yesung, heechul, and i already had /eunhyuk prior for sweet home LMAO so i just used that. i WAS gonna match hyunlee with hyunsu and eunhyuk but suju was too strong and it's taken over my life by now LMAO. but idc, i have /hyunlee and that matters. i don't have the other variants but i can worry about that later. BUT, i have to give a little shoutout to my goat isaac for all he's done recently.. even if that's like... not suju, BUT i've shown him suju (i torture everyone with suju, so everyone who knows me WILL know suju and he's no exception), and i've made him listen to 50 million songs, and now his bias is eunhyuk. i happy, I SO HAPPY!!!

i love when my friends actually gaf about me and listen to me, i'm literally insanely hyperfixated on super junior and have been these past years and i literally love them so bad, and i'm a major like.. gatekeeper in a way, but also like.. only my closest oomfs deserve to have their own biases. AND ISAAC IS SUPER NICE ABOUT IT, yes you can have eunhyuk icon, yes you can have yesung icon IT'S OKAY YOU'RE OOMF!! idc if you even snipe their names (exc heechul.. slash joke). but yes i love all my friends, i love cam and evan for letting me infodump about the most random shit ever regarding super junior, and not getting annoyed at me. literally i made cam watch the movie and i'm so happy he likes it, we use it as an inside joke between us 3 now saying "i'll throw shit at your face" LMAOAO (watch attack on pin-up boys to understand i fear).

okay this may sound insane but i literally kinda have hcs for my idols, AKA SELF PROJECTING, and i also find immense comfort in them and so like.. yes heechul is a lesbian, yes she is my wife, yes she loves me in a lesbian way, yes she is my queen. HELP. i'm not like gonna correct anyone, i'm just insane and love she/her lesbian heechul and IK THAT SOUNDS WEIRD??? but i swear on my life i'm not forcing that on him, he's his own person and probably would think i'm ugly and insane if he saw me (idc cz in my head we're married).

i do plan to redo them all, update them all, and re-decorate them all. so please don't kill me brah.. i love them so much and would hang if someone ever did something to my precious urls.

back here to say i love suju so bad and i love suju btw i love suju did you know ? suju i love suju.
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