• 29 Mar 2026

I don't think I can do this anymore, people are scary I don't like anyone if this goes on I might just shut my self forever. My friendly nice persona is just a facade, I actually don't have faith in myself nor I think I'm a good person. My friends and partner deserve someone much better than I am, I keep saying everything's gonna be okay to everyone but I don't think the same to myself, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

The feeling of being filled with happiness terrifies me, I keep searching for it unconsciously even though I know I'm not worth any of it nor anyone would be happy with me

I don't think I can keep this up any longer.

But what else am I supposed to do? this is the only thing I'm able to do.

I don't deserve anything

• 30 Mar 2026

No use.
No use.
No use.
No use.
No use.
No use.