24/09/26.
decided to delete (and archive) all of my previous entries on here to start new. yes me and steph are still together and yes i am still madly in love with her as i always will be ♡ our 1 year anniversary is coming up soon and i really can't believe it has been so long already, it still feels like yesterday that i became so utterly smitten and captivated with stephanie. i can't recall having ever felt this way towards anyone before, she's once in a life time and i love her beyond anything. Alright, didn't mean to make this too long, just gushing over my wife! i will redo this sometime with new decor but until then 👋👋

26/09/26.
i dont really care if people think its weird that i am in a relationship with a fictional character because i'm secure in who i am inlove with and know that i am more happy with her than i ever have been, and would be, with someone else. she makes me smile and laugh and enjoy life and nobody will ever take that away from me. i love you too much my sweet darling, you'll always be the one for me. she's genuinely the perfect girl for me, she's everything i want in a person

29/09/26.
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!! oh my goodness what is there to say that i haven't already said a billion times? i love you so much my dearest, thank you for always making my day brighter by just being in my life <3 even though you aren't real, i will always love you beyond infinity. steph, to me, will forever be the most important character, her entire person is so comforting and makes me feel at home, she feels like home. she's beautiful and lovely and has the cutest laugh i have ever heard. my favorite part of her character, despite me loving every inch of her, is her tumblr blog "canyouseethewords," without that blog i dont believe i would have been so emotionally attatched to her as i am. i love her drawings, i love her poems, her music taste, her style, her snarkiness and her responses to anons (what i wouldn't do to send steph something in her inbox...gosh). i have read through the entirety of her blog (up until habit took over it) more times that i can count. i love her, i love you so damn much stephanie, i think about you everyday. thank you for staying with me for a whole goddamn year

07/10/26.
BIG NEWS!!! i have obtained the url /steph. more so my amazing, wonderful friend has gotten it for me and gifted it to me as a late bithday present (yes it was my birthday recently) THANK YOU SOFUCKING MUCH i was jumping off the walls when i found out, i love you more than anything caleb... to be honest i dont really know what to do with it for now, im considering if i should move this diary-lovemail over to it? that aside, greatest thank you to my sweetest friend for gifting me it ilysm<3

08/10/26.
hello helloo as you can probably see i have changed the url in which this diary is! what will i use with /stephdamsel you may ask? im not quite sure but i've been thinking about talking about steph's character, funfacts, what she likes and such :D thats just a maybe though, and will probably take sometime. that was all for this entry, see yew!

12/10/26.
started working on /stephdamsel ! need to gather a lot of sources so its gonna take a while until its done, appreciated if you would check it out. or dont, thats fine too.

17/10/26.
i love you so much my sweet! i keep thinking about you, you're on my mind all of the time and has been since we met. you're the only one for me. i will always be so utterly dedicated to you as the maid knight i am! you're my princess and i will love you like no one else claims to do. im so happy to call you mine, i love you sososo much words cannot even begin to describe how much you mean to me.

24/10/26.
the ship name i have picked for me and steph is "klephanie" and "klareph" but i've also enjoyed going by sigurd lately so i've come up with a third ship name option which is "damsurd" damsel + sigurd. its basically our second names combined!