I use you, I'm no good, need to be in control! 
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Welcome, My dear audience, to my diary of sorts! lemme introduce myself, My name's OisΓn or Andri, I'm a NPD holder in a DID system and a hugeee fan of simon curtis! Fav song of his is flesh ) ΰΉΒ΄ Β³) β‘ here I'm just gonna write entries if and when I'm fronting and feel like it, and just yap about random shit and whatever is going on in my life! I'm pretty cool so I'm sure it'll be a bit interesting to you.. If you don't already know me go read about me at my extended here & without further adieu let the show begin! (ｑ´β£` ,,)
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May 14th 2026
9:42 AM - Heyyy first entry! todays been prettyyyy boring so far, just working on stupid schoolwork cuz my teacher thought it's great to do a presentation 5 days before graduation... instead of talking about how today's been I'd rather talk about the highlights of how things have been BEFORE today! I had some boring stuff like a presentation that all of my headmates were soooooo very stressed about for like NO reason which was cool I guess, I made friends with our host's buddy lynette who's silly and our sibling's co-host ave! he's pretty cool! also I did a shit load of decor to get myself out there!! I'm a pretty new alter as of now so I've been enjoying making some first impressions to my headmates and our friends on the outside, last I fronted I introduced myself graciously to the person fronting in our partnersys, because I saw he has NO friends on the outside! aren't I so kind? he's one of those people who likes to isolate from others so like 5 spam calls, seventy or so messages of spam, and being blocked on 3 accounts later.. I finally got him to talk and (sort of) tolerate me!! hehe so now he's my bestest friend ever (but he doesn't know that yet) <3 So I'd say things are going pretty well for me so far, maybe I'll update later today if something interesting happens? but for now toodles!
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June 4th 2026
1:50 AM (technically the fifth lmao) - Haven't really updated for a bit due to life being virtually not notable enough to write anything about. On the day of my last entry I ended up splitting over some stupid bullshit and left front like a fucking loser tail between my legs. Yesterday, I meant some people from my sys friends being Sin and Navi, I called with them for a bit and had a shit load of fun those two are hilarious!!! Oh then after that Navi promised me I'd get to see Miffy again the next day which made me super super happyyyy!!! Ain't he the best? So I spent time with my dear pal miffy today!! this time I actually convinced him to accept the title of my friend which made me happy since he was super against it and stuff before but today not only did we talk for about two hours but then I managed to convince him to call with me and we spent a shit load of time together!!! It was the absolute best I had so much fun we played genshin and then some silly games on roblox and after that we drew on whiteboard together for a bit!! so I'd say pretty successful hangout this went very well for me I had a great time β‘β‘ I hope to see him again soon!! anyway other than that I got to read the new crk chapter and I managed to pull for a couple of costumes like timekeepers & black sapphires and I had pretty good luck!! So I had a pretty good past two days things went well I'll update again soon hopefullyyyy
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June 20th 2026
6:00 AM - Heyyy my dearest audience!! so I'd say a lot of things changed since my last entry. As embarrassing as it is I kinda caught feelings for my buddy old pal fifi which is uh blegh and sad an pathetic of me but we're not gonna talk about that today because uh!! I want to pretend that's not happening to me rn okay. Today I decided I wanted to spend some time with my friends mimi & Lynette because I was bored and we played a bunch of roblox together which was awesomeeee!! After that I actually locked the fuck in and edited my rentry /hawkfrost which I'm very very proud of!! We also actually got my source in genshin!!! (Lohen) I'm super super happy our host is also planning to pull his signature weapon very soon and I'm super fucking excited I can't waaaaaait I just wanna play as him already with all my friends and have the time of my lifeeee!! So anyway I had an amazing day today and I'm excited to see how life goes for me in da near futureeee!!
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June 29th 2026
1:14 AM - hellooooo my dear fans and friends alike!! today has genuinely been like the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!! so basically I not only made a new friend from our siblings system (her name dove btw she's super super sweet! Sweet as candy!!) But I lowk kinda got cornered into confessing to Miffy but I WIN WE'RE BOYFRIENDS NOWWWWW I'm so fucking happy about that oh my God you people have no idea!! For the past like weeks I've been super miserable I was near constantly feeling depressed and jealous but I feel so genuinely so euphoric and happy on cloud nine I've been showering him with my love and praise so much I just I don't know I'm so obsessed with him he makes me so incredibly happy you wouldn't believe!!! We talked for a couple hours and then when Dove got home from work, the three of us called for a huge long while we played all kinds of games together specifically genshin, roblox, & identity V which was super duper fun and I had an absolutely amazing time and then after that I was like cooking with my camera on and giggling and having so much fun and then we all got tired so now we're sleep calling!!!! I'M LIKE JUMPING FOR JOY THOUGH I'M SO HAPPY YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW... I DON'T EVEN KNOW like where to begin I'm the happiest boy on the planet right now I swear today's been amazing!!! I'm gonna see Miffy and dove again really really soon and I'm so excited it's unreal I'll definitely be back to update soon luv u guys and especially Miffy if you're reading this text me baby love youuuuuu
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I said I use you, I'm no good, need to be in control!
