hi evan :33 this is sorta a dif kinda lovemail than id usually write, but i hope u appreciate it regardless

i wanna give you a big thank you for everything . truly i think back to the past a lot and i just sit in awe realizing we’ve gotten this far. and like. Far far. i mean it when i once said im honored to be part of your history, and i hope to continue being a close friend for you in the present and the future. you’re someone i want to never lose, because i’ve learned that you mean more to me than some rough times along the way.

genuinely you’re like one of the most awesome people i’ve ever met . i love reading your rambles or talking to you about anything we’re passionate about in some way, shape or form. YOUR ART? chewy jelly sweet delicious I love the way you color i love how you draw characters .. if my eyesight wasnt a problem id be able to spot your art from miles away (god nerfed me) also ,, i partially envy how outgoing you seem sometimes, and u deserve the kind of people that truly appreciate you, and istg if anymore insane assholes take advantage of you i’m gonna EXPLODE ON THEM!!! Ahem,, anyways,,,, i admire you too for being able to overcome the hardships you’ve gone through, and being transparent and vulnerable abt them in a way. im proud of you. soooomewhat related to that, i want this rentry to kinda also just be a big reminder that u Are loved and treasured , if ever ur brain decides to get into that sucky feeling again . u don’t deserve that at all methinks 😒 ure doing ur best healing and being a good person hugs hugs hugs

i also wanna thank you for how much you’ve helped me. slowly i’ve been getting better at yk standing up for myself, or understanding people in the ways you’ve helped me see. ive done some reflecting every now and then, and a lot of what ive improved in has been because of you (or at least, you played a big part in them), and im truly grateful for that. in spite of our ups and downs, hopefully we continue bringing each other upwards in life ykwim ?

i love you, and take care of urself, ok? be kind to urself too

also idk where or how else to mention this but ure my best duo buddy and elder sibling ever!!!!