john or ask, he/she, agender, quiroromantic and aromantic asexual, introject

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hihi my name is john, hatred, farren, or griefer. use any pronouns but they, though he/che are preferred. im limiromantic and favoromantic.

i have bpd, social anxiety, ppd, and traits of npd and scpd. im a system, as of now i believe im a pwdid
please never use they on me, i consider it misgendering despite being agender. i am a strictly nonsharing selfshipper for shedletsky 007n7, and more (as of 03/22/25 i also yume dusekkar and am the biggest fan of taph, ill block if you make this an issue) no absolute dni, i just block incredibly freely

before you interact: i have very selective or no empathy, i will make 'killing myself' jokes, my disorders severely impact me and how i interact with others and how i communicate in general. i do struggle with tone and social cues but i do not require tone tags.
please tell me if i do something wrong or i will not know or overthink it. i am very prone to mood swings, overthinking and depressive episodes, so i mighth suddenly withdrawal from any interaction at all.
i have the chance to also accidentally ghost you, if so please dont hesitate to double message! i never intend to and are more than willing to try and socialize

interests: forsaken, milgram, regretevator, pokemon, horror content, pocket mirror, witchs heart, roblox myths, your turn to die, cooking companions, dread weight, lomando . com + unlisted