OHSHIT I FORGOTTHIS WSS MINE
hi iam myka. im like genderfkuid t4t gay. i think? 15, insta @murdermemoire.

I am here to talk about tem and keichan, I am so paranoid of you both, I don't feel fully safe anywhere online especially around the enstars fandom, and especially not on instagram. Considering Keichan has like a million accounts and tem still to this day has not blocked me. What reason do you, as a private account, need to not block me, because you know i don't want to surveil you. you have removed me and i can't see your activity, why do you not want to block me? keichan, you know where i'm at, the same goes for you. it pmo bad aswell because i cannot check the mailbox without shaking. the other day, too, i found some 17 year old clarinettist on instagram, anime pfp, and i instantly started shaking. i feel like i'm overreacting, but my body was in control. also, tem, i will tell my story, i guess you can tell yours, but all yours will do is make you look bad. you were the worst towards me and towards poor kai, i feel that in another life we would all have been the best of friends. you put us all against each other, and obviously i'm sorry about what i did. but i need you to see the bigger picture. this all sounds so dumb. i wish i wasnt that scared, ok? ok. whoever you think you are now. you say that you will change for the betterment of the people around you, that you do not want me to be a part of, so what you are saying is that you can change. like you always said you wouldnt. but i am not worth changing for. okaycool. so i need you to take a look at how that sounds. i fear that everything i said post september meetup was just mental illness, i never spoke to you rationally, and you did not know me. i have survived, but i don't think i will make it too long. i'll die at my own hands.

if you find this i beg that you talk to me just one more time, because i have so much to say. mostly about dreams ive had about you. ok
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